"I suddenly figured out a lot of things when I came out this time."

I didn't expect to hear Liu Guifang say this on the phone, and it seemed that something really happened.

"Are you still at the farmhouse?"

"I'm at school."

"Didn't you have a two-day arrangement, why did you come back suddenly, did something happen?"

"I shouldn't have bothered you, but I said these words in my heart very uncomfortable, I want to talk to whom, but I can't find anyone to talk to, I just think of you in an instant."

Liu Guifang's voice sounded like she was drunk.

"Okay, you say, I'll listen."

"Hehe, I suddenly want to tell you, you know, I used to hate myself very much, I don't like myself anywhere, I don't think I can find a worse person than me, I think..."Liu Guifang paused, "I can't even find the meaning of my life in this world, but today I suddenly feel that having a healthy body is already the most valuable wealth in the world, and I am still losing weight recently, just as I am sculpting, I can shape my body into what I want to be the most." ,I don't know how to say it clearly.,I just feel like tomorrow and the accident don't know which one will come first.,It seems that I really shouldn't be trapped in a lot of inexplicable negative emotions.,I should devote myself to transforming myself.,You... Do you think it's inexplicable for me to say this all of a sudden? ”

Liu Guifang was a little scared of Luo Xiangxin over there, and he didn't want to listen to what he said.

"It's okay, I'm listening carefully, you speak, you say, I'll listen."

"Have you ever thought about dying?"

"I've thought about it."

"I also thought about it, I used to think about death a lot, I think that when I think of death, it is like I really died once in my heart, and I was liberated once, we really shouldn't be afraid of death, because that is the ultimate end of each of our lives, I used to think that I was not afraid of death, and I am still not afraid of death, but after hearing the news of the death of the girl in the computer school, and seeing a healthy classmate in our class who may not be able to walk anymore, I suddenly feel that it is good to be alive, to live a healthy life, to live a good lifeIt's really good. ”

"Did you really figure it out?"

"It's really, really thinking clearly, I don't want to live, I want to live wonderfully, I want to work hard to live to be a great self, I also want to leave my parents to go to a far, far away place, make a lot of money, buy a lot of beautiful clothes, send money to my parents on time every month, but my intersection with them stops there, anyway, it seems that they will be happier without me in their lives, I am too, I also want to go to many places in the world, I haven't been abroad yet, I haven't traveled, I've never bungee jumped, I've never dived, I really want to try, I haven't been in a relationship yet, I haven't... My life hasn't really started yet, so! I! Want! Step up your game! Want! Struggle... I..."

"How much have you drunk, are you okay? Where are you now? ”

"I'm in bed in the dorm, hehehe, I'm fine, I only drank a little bit, I only drank this once, hehe..."

"It's good to be in the dormitory," Luo Xiangxin breathed a sigh of relief, "Although I don't know what you have experienced before, I believe that there must be a certain reason to be able to make you think like this, no matter what, it is a good thing to be willing to live happily, I will also accompany you to find a better you, to shape a better you, now you are already very good, really, so you really don't doubt yourself anymore, no matter how difficult the road will be in the future, I will accompany you, so don't be afraid, don't feel lonely, Let's live well together. ”

"Thank you, Luo Xiangxin."

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"Yu Xiwen."

Fan Qiming in the ward called Yu Xiwen, who was about to leave the hospital and go to school, who was late for the roll call.

Yu Xiwen stopped, but did not turn her head to look at Fan Qiming on the hospital bed.

"Meng Yazhuo, she... Know my business? ”

"I don't know if she knows."

"Don't tell her."

"She'll definitely know, and the counselor will definitely talk about it later."

"Okay, you go back."

Fan Qiming's smile was a little bitter.

Yu Xiwen never dared to look back at Fan Qiming's expression, she could only leave without looking back, she really didn't know how to face him.

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"This week, everyone went for a team building, right?"

Teacher Guo asked everyone with a smile on the podium, and that smile made people panic.

The audience was silent, and some people lowered their heads, not knowing what to do.

"What, are you having fun? Why didn't anyone answer me? ”

Zhang Zexi stood up and replied, "Teacher, I'm sorry. ”

He was shocked when he heard the news, and his first reaction was to look at Yu Xiwen next to him.

"Excuse me?" Teacher Guo looked puzzled, "What am I sorry for, what am I sorry for?" Come, our squad leader Yu Xiwen said, what are you sorry for? ”

"Teacher Guo." Yu Xiwen also stood up and looked into Teacher Guo's eyes.

Guo Zhenzhen didn't speak again, but suddenly sighed, and the entire classroom fell into a suffocating silence again.

After a few minutes, Mr. Guo was no longer silent, and continued to explain the relevant content of the late roll call here, but he did not mention Fan Qiming's matter.

"Although everyone has finished the midterm exams, I think some people will feel that they can finally breathe a sigh of relief, your results have not come out yet, and I don't know much about everyone's study, but anyway..."

The voice on the podium continued, and Meng Rui in the audience looked at his classmates' haggard teacher with a solemn face.

Ten minutes later, the teacher finished the content.

"Okay, that's the end of today's roll call, let's go to the cafeteria to eat." Mr. Guo walked straight out and walked towards the office.

Zhang Zexi and Yu Xiwen were following, but they were stopped by Meng Rui, "Let me go, okay?" ”

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"Eh, you know what? There was a class in our school that went to team building, and then one of them fell and was half paralyzed. ”

"Really?"

"That's right, our counselor just told us, let's take it as a warning."

"We're also going to go for a late roll call soon, why have there been so many things in our school lately?"

"Are you talking about the girl jumping off the building last time?"

"yes, and you know what, her best friend somehow dropped out of school."

"Maybe I was hit by my friend's death, I heard that she and the girl who jumped off the building were high school classmates and were admitted to this university together, they must have a good relationship, and now they are dropping out for her."

"Ugh."

Two friends who met by chance at the cafeteria sighed at the dinner table.