Shang Xuan's expression was very calm, as if she knew that Song Qi would ask her this, or if someone had already asked her this question.

"He's been very nice to me, but I don't want to hurt him."

Song Qi was puzzled, looking at Shang Xuan in a daze, Shang Xuan raised his eyes and looked at Song Qi's gaze, and for a while both of them felt that they didn't need to say anything, but Shang Xuan still broke the silence, "You eat first, don't be cold for a while." ”

Song Qi still didn't move, so Shang Xuan put the bag aside, got up and opened the lunch box for him one by one.

After glancing at the dishes, Shang Xuan praised, "Very attentive, it was prepared for you by a friend, right?" ”

Song Qi thought that Ji Xinran had been here to accompany him before, and probably the friend Shang Xuan was thinking of at the moment was referring to Ji Xinran, so he explained, "It was Xin Cheng and Tang Tang, they asked a store specializing in inpatient catering to send them." ”

"Ah, then I see."

Shang Xuan remembered that after Ji Xincheng's wedding, she also stayed in the hospital for a while, and Ji Xincheng also asked Tang Tang to send this family's catering, but was rejected by Si Qian.

Thinking of Si Qian, Shang Xuan lowered his eyes and said to Song Qi, "You eat first, I'll go outside and make a call." ”

She took her phone out of her bag, which was still on the chair, and left the room.

At the end of the long silhouette outside the ward, facing the window, Shang Xuan stood for twenty minutes before turning around, when Song Qi had already finished eating and put away the lunch box.

He had even gotten up and left the hospital bed and sat on the sofa in the reception area, and when he saw Shang Xuan coming in, he lifted the apple he was peeling in his hand and motioned for her to sit opposite.

Shang Xuan looked at Song Qi's complexion, it was indeed good, seeing that he had peeled the fruit and cut it into small pieces and handed it to her, Shang Xuan was surprised, "You start working now, is the nurse okay?" ”

Song Qi's smile at this time was a little lighter than before, "I have to move properly, I can't lie down all day." ”

He wiped the fruit knife clean and put it away, and said, "This is an apple from a student's family, grown in his own orchard." ”

Shang Xuan likes to eat apples, Song Qi remembers.

"It's sweet." She really ate a piece with a toothpick, and said with a smile to Song Qi.

The sunlight fell right between her eyebrows through the corner of the window, and Song Qi was distracted again, and then retracted her gaze, "Really?" I'll taste it too. He also picked up a piece with a toothpick and ate it, smiling, "Indeed!" Even his complexion is much better.

"It's really much better to see you like this." Shang Xuan was pleased.

The atmosphere between the two was a little more relaxed, and Song Qi said, "Tell me about you?" For example, Mr. Si, why did you leave him. ”

On an autumn afternoon, the sun fades away from the summer heat and reveals its original warm color.

Shang Xuan seemed to have a lot of interest, did not refuse or perfunctory, and told the past in detail:

"Four years ago, it was Si Qian, who went up the mountain to sketch, who saved me, when I had been in the rain for more than a day and a night, and multiple wounds were infected and caused complications, and then for half a year, six months, I don't remember how I survived, it was like enduring torture, my only hope was that he came to see me every day, and only when he was there, I could feel that I was alive. I was looking forward to it day after day, and miraculously, my body improved unexpectedly. After more than two years of almost impossible rehabilitation, I was able to get back on my feet. The doctor said that it was almost impossible, but I knew that it was because of Si Qian, and it was because he never gave up on me, that I was able to persevere. ”

Speaking of this, Shang Xuan seemed to be a little out of breath, and seeing her bow her head for a long time, Song Qi unconsciously got up, sat beside her, and gently patted her back for her.

Shang Xuan smiled gratefully, raised her head and continued, "Even so, my health is still very poor, and some complications are irreversible, even if I rely on expensive drugs every day. The doctor and his family advised him not to spend too much time on me, but he didn't listen to anyone, and he was able to control himself at first, but then whenever he heard that my condition was getting worse, he would go crazy and have a seizure, smash things, and even harm himself...... At that time, although I wanted to give up myself for him, I still couldn't let go of it in my heart, that is, I wanted to confirm why Ji Xincheng and the others abandoned me, and with this obsession, I survived. Si Qian therefore thought that my condition was not as bad as the doctor's diagnosis, and he always thought that I could marry him and have children like a normal person. ”

There was self-deprecation in Shang Xuan's eyes, Song Qi couldn't bear it, and gradually turned red.

He couldn't imagine what kind of torture Shang Xuan, who had not been afraid of pain and would endure hardships since he was a child, would feel that he was suffering from 'enduring torture'......

"But I know that the last few years have been the limit for me, and I know better about my body that there will be no more miracles. Marrying him, I thought I could make him change, even if it was subtle, I was willing to try, but I found that his stubbornness was far more ingrained than I knew, and sometimes I often wondered if the current Si Qian was the same person as the Si Gan who freed me from the nightmare in the first place. ”

Song Qi was still a little puzzled when he heard this, and asked, "Did he do it to you?" ”

"That's good, he won't even hurt me by a hair."

Shang Xuan lowered his eyes and smiled bitterly, and only raised his head after a while and said, "My current situation makes him miserable, so he hates the accident, and naturally regards Xin Cheng as an enemy, although I have no evidence, but I always feel that the problems that Xin Cheng and Tang Tang have been encountering may be related to him." ”

Song Qi remembered the news a few days ago, "Xincheng's kidnapping has something to do with him?" ”

Shang Xuan nodded, "He doesn't admit it." If I really want to find evidence, I can always find it if I stay with him, but I'm also scared, afraid that I will really find evidence. ”

Song Qi sat up straight, his expression becoming grim.

He thought that Si Qian loved Shang Xuan so much, and he must cherish her for the rest of her life, how could he be willing to put her in such a dilemma? Song Qi suddenly said, "Maybe you had some misunderstanding before, have you sat down with him and had a good talk?" ”

"You are still such a kind person, you always think about the good in everything, which is very similar to Xincheng." She paused and said, "I have known him for many years, and I can say that he sometimes knows more about me than I do. Today's Si Qian is not the person who can be talked to. ”

Song Qi remembered that after the accident, he went up the mountain to find someone, and it was the next evening, and Song Qi saw a luxury private car at the scene of the accident and was about to leave. Thinking about it at this moment, it may be Si Qian's car, and Shang Xuan is in the car. Song Qi came one step late, and this step missed Shang Xuan for many years, and he felt inexplicable.

Suddenly, he was a little discouraged, sympathizing and pitying for Shang Xuan when he encountered such a problem.

"If that's the case, that's his own choice, and you don't have to blame him."

Shang Xuan Muran nodded, obviously Song Qi's words didn't really comfort her, after all, Si Qian became such a 'cause', in her.

Of course, Song Qi also saw it, and his expression was very sad for a while.

At this time, I heard Shang Xuan ask, "Is the incident where you were smashed this time related to Ji Xinran?" ”

Song Qi was stunned and said in surprise, "How do you know?" ”

Shang Xuan's expression was still faint, "On the day we met, Si Qian sent me there, I was afraid that I would get stuck in traffic and take a long detour, but I didn't expect to get lost, and navigating in the small alley didn't work, so I went to an open-air café to ask someone for directions, but I didn't expect to meet Ji Xinran there." Unfortunately, when our car passed by her, she splashed her with muddy water, and she recognized me, so there was a bit of an argument. I didn't think about anything else at the time, I just apologized to her, and only later did I react, probably at that time, Si Qian hinted to her that I was going to meet you. ”

"Are you saying that Si Qian deliberately did this in order to stimulate Ji Xinran and let Ji Xinran do something to me?"

"If you were indeed smashed by Ji Xinran this time, then this possibility is very likely."

Song Qi was shocked in his heart, is Si Qian really such an insidious person?

But because of his thinking habits over the years, Song Qi still feels that it doesn't make sense logically, Ji Xinran sees that Song Qi hasn't seen each other for many years, even if it's a boyfriend and girlfriend who meet every day, they may not hurt people because the other party goes to see an old friend.

Song Qi looked at Shang Xuan, he couldn't bear it, he believed that it was just an accident, he didn't believe her.

"Now that this has happened, and I'm fine, don't be upset about it, don't think too much."

Shang Xuan knew that this was his subtle comfort to her suspicious, and after a moment of silence, she simply said the specific suspicions related to her suspicion that Ji Xincheng's kidnapping was related to Si Qian, "Xincheng was kidnapped at our wedding, do you think, with the status of the Si family in Dragon City, how could such a thing be allowed to happen?" The kidnappers were still wearing the clothes of the Si family's servants, otherwise Xin Cheng would not let down his guard so easily, and as far as I know, the Si family is very strict in managing the servants, and their representative uniform clothing cannot be easily leaked. And Xin Cheng later described to me that the kidnapper's accomplice was his daughter, and the girl had starred as Xin Cheng's stand-in. The police haven't caught that girl so far, in Dragon City, the person who can easily hide a person, will it be an ordinary person? ”

After Shang Xuan said this, he came to a conclusion, "If it is planned by Si Qian, all this will make sense." ”

"What is the purpose of Si Qian's arrangement for someone else to kidnap Xin Cheng?"

"I don't know," Shang Xuan was vaguely excited at this time, and shook his head painfully, "He always said that I had such a hard time, why did he turn me into such a Xincheng but can live comfortably......

Song Qi gasped and was speechless for a long time.

Will there be such a thoughtful Si Qian, really love Shang Xuan from the bottom of his heart? Song Qi became worried at this time.

"You are divorced, have you already gone through the formalities?"

"No, I moved out, and the formalities haven't been completed yet."

"He doesn't agree?" Song Qi looked at Shang Xuan, she didn't answer, obviously acquiescing, so she had to take a deep breath and say, "Then what are you going to do next?" ”

Shang Xuan was silent for a moment before calming down again, "I'm already planning to stop the medicine, the effect of those drugs on me has become weaker and weaker, and sometimes it's even better to not take it than to eat a bunch." Maybe when I'm dead, Si Qian will return to normal, who knows. ”

“……”

In the silence, Shang Xuan raised her eyes and looked at Song Qi, who was close to her and had red eyes again, smiled and said softly: "You don't have to be sad, I am already very content, I can live until now, and see you again." ”

Her expression really seemed to be casual, but what it was really like in her heart, how could others know it.

Song Qi spoke again, his tone much calmer, "Don't say death easily, there are still many places worth remembering in this world." ”

Shang Xuan smiled, "I naturally have a lot of nostalgia, but there is no place in this world that really needs me, including you, I will only cause trouble to you, I know." ”

"Don't say that......" Song Qi said and choked up for a while.

Shang Xuan patted him on the shoulder in turn, "Look at my life, I was born an orphan with nothing, and then my aunt adopted me, and that family is not hot, she disappeared on the eve of my college entrance examination, and it is rare to make a few of your close friends, but she was separated because of an accident, and then met a beloved but had to choose to leave him......" She let out a long sigh, looked up at the sky outside the window, and concluded, "This is probably fate, right?" Even though I never believed in that before. ”

How could Song Qi not see Shang Xuan's despair, his heart was like a knife for a while, and his grief was irrepressible.

He wanted to say he needed her, but what good did it do her? After all, what she loves in her heart is Si Qian......

"Okay, I was supposed to come to see you, but I didn't expect you to listen to a lot of my whining." Shang Xuan got up, stretched and stood in front of the window, her eyes falling on the window.

Song Qi also got up, stood behind her and looked at her and said, "I hope you come often." ”

Shang Xuan looked back at Song Qi, and the two looked at each other and smiled, and there seemed to be tears in their eyes. They faced out the window side by side and didn't speak for a long time, until the nurse came in to take Song Qi's temperature, and Shang Xuan said goodbye.

"Where do you live now?" Song Qi asked.

"If you want to know, you will recover and be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible, and please go to my place for tea when the time comes."

Shang Xuan picked up the bag and answered him jokingly.

Song Qi couldn't help but look relieved, as if the haze of the past few hours had been exhausted in her laughter.

"Okay, I remember."

The nurse recorded Song Qi in the medical record book and joked to him, "Teacher Song has a lot of female friends, and all of them are so beautiful!" I don't know which one is Mr. Song's girlfriend? ”