Chapter 223: It's All Zero
Gu Lanqing's mood was so bad that he couldn't pick it up: Child! Kindergarten kids!
"Lin Muyao had already found out that she was pregnant at that time, I asked her to call you, and she said that she wanted to report the good news to you in person."
"When she found out she was pregnant, she was very happy."
"Hemorrhage, gone, nothing, no baby, no fertility."
"Does Mr. Gu have any children? How old is the child? If you want to have a child and you are at the age of going to kindergarten, you can ......"
The overlapping voices in his ears rushed towards him wave after wave, pressing his slightly relieved emotions to the bottom of the sea again, and he couldn't breathe. At two o'clock in the morning, he sat at the base of the wall outside the door, smoking cigarette after cigarette. This is the closest place to Lin Muyao, and everyone who is close can hear the sound of them talking.
"Yaoyao, are you tired?"
"It's fine."
"I'd like to discuss something with you."
"What's the matter?"
"I don't want to wear that again."
"Which one is that?"
"Several of my classmates have babies, and they are pink and fleshy, and their eyes are dark and bright. They will laugh when they tease, and they will cry when they are a tiger, which is very fun to watch. Yaoyao, I don't want to wear that again, I want a baby to play with. ”
Lin Muyao was stupid at that time, her confused eyes instantly became very energetic, and she looked at him incredulously in his arms, her face full of astonishment. He leaned over, kissed her, and seduced her: "Okay? You say, is that going to work? ”
She blushed and ducked, burying her whole face in his chest: "What is not going to work?" He is not a toy, how can he be born to play with him? If it's fun, forget it, but what if it's not fun? Stuff him back in? ”
"How can our baby not be playful? If she were like you, she would be clever and lovely, beautiful and intelligent. Yaoyao, don't worry, I will definitely love her, spoil her, love her, and I will definitely be a good father. ”
"How old are you! I want to be a father at a young age, I'm not ashamed! ”
"My classmates are younger than me, they are not ashamed of me, what are they ashamed of? Besides, if you are young, you can take care of your wife and baby. When I get older, I can't do it, and I don't have the energy to accompany my wife anymore after accompanying the baby. ”
"You're threatening me?"
"Are you afraid of my threats?"
"I'm afraid!"
"What do you mean: yes!"
She blushed and nodded, and he happily hugged her tightly and kissed her and petted her...... It's good, it's good, he gets what he wants, and that's how she spoils him...... That night, he couldn't suppress his excitement, and he felt that life was full of sweetness, sweetness. The future is also sweet, with him, her, and their baby.
"Miscarriage...... Massive hemorrhage...... The baby is gone...... The baby is gone...... The baby is gone...... "Qiankun Listening Book Network."
"She can't have children anymore."
"She lost her qualifications to be a mother."
"Gu Lanqing, she is crazy, do you know? She lost you, she lost the baby, she drove herself crazy, you know? ”
"She can't regenerate...... What the doctor said, what the doctor told her...... That's her scar, a bloody scar when you reveal it, but you force her to live again and again...... She's not driven crazy by you, or is it because she loves you...... Gu Lanqing, she loves you, don't let down her love for you again......"
The voice played back and forth in his ears, tears fell down, and the cry was whimpering and suppressed: he only wanted a home, only a baby that belonged to them, was it so difficult? Is it that hard? Is it that if Qi Ran can't get it, he won't be eligible to get it? Why? Why? He couldn't figure it out, and his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
Lin Muyao turned over on the bed, Shen Shimei slept next to her, her eyebrows stretched, her eyes closed, and her breathing was even. She stretched out her hand and pushed Shen Shimei: "Meimei, Meimei." ”
Shen Shimei snorted and went back to sleep.
Lin Muyao pushed her again: "Meimei, wake up, I have something to tell you." Meimei, you wake up, wake up. ”
Shen Shimei was annoyed, frowned, turned over, and went back to sleep.
Lin Muyao stretched out her hand and wanted to push it again, but her hand froze in the air again...... Forget it, it's not a big deal, she should be able to handle it.
So she went to the door, and stood by the door, and did not go out.
When she lifted the quilt, she slowly slid out of bed, not wearing slippers, lest the slippers make a noise. She stepped barefoot on the floor without making a sound. Step by step to the back of the door, and gently and slowly twist the lock.
When the lock was fully twisted, the door popped open a crack.
A strong smell of smoke slipped in through the crack in the door...... Sure enough, there was a smell of smoke. Sure enough, there was another smell of smoke.
It must be him, it must be him. Except for him, who would be so bored to squat all the way to her door to smoke.
When she saw cigarette butts all over the floor in the morning, she suddenly remembered the cigarette butts at the door of the apartment in City A. She also told the security guard at the time to tell her neighbors not to smoke in front of her house. Later, Gu Lanqing lived in her apartment, and there were no more cigarette butts at the door. Now Gu Lanqing is missing, and the cigarette butt has reappeared...... So, if it's not him, who else would it be?
It must be him, it was him before, it was him yesterday, and it is still him now.
Lin Muyao trembled nervously, she slammed open the door and stepped out: "Gu Lanqing!" At the same time, he looked to the left, and sure enough, he saw a white figure curled up at the base of the wall, hugging his knees, and burying his head in his knees. His face could not be seen, only his muffled whimpering could be heard. The whimper also came and went with the sound of the door opening and the scream, and the figure stiffened.
The words "Gu Lan ......" and "Qing" were not called, and the figure suddenly jumped up and rushed to the safe passage at a lightning speed. He was so fast that he couldn't catch off guard, and he couldn't see his face clearly, except for a white light that swept across his eyes and then vanished. It was as if it wasn't a human being who was curled up at the base of the wall just now, but her hallucination.
Lin Muyao was stunned and didn't react for a long time, what is the situation? What about people? Gu Lanqing? Was he still here? When she reacted, there was only a pile of cigarette butts left in front of her, and there was no Gu Lanqing at all! No, no, no, it's not like this, it was Gu Lanqing just now, it was Gu Lanqing.
She ran to the safe passage and pushed the door hard.
The door had been locked from the inside, and she couldn't open it at all, so she could only bang on the door hard. While slapping, he screamed: "Gu Lanqing, why are you avoiding me?" How long do you want to hide? You come out, let's talk...... Gu Lanqing, shall we talk? I don't blame you, I don't blame you...... You can do whatever you want, you can choose whatever you want...... I depend on you, and everything depends on you...... Gu Lanqing, you open the door, you open the door, open the door, open the door......"
Gu Lanqing hid behind the door, crying so much that she couldn't help herself: she was very principled towards them, but she didn't have any principles for him. All her principles and bottom lines are all invalid and all zero when they come to him......