"Do you love this man?"

Love? What is Love?

If it was love not to go with him in order to save his life, then I love him.

If seeing him now and not daring to look into his eyes is love, then I love him.

"Love? Now what is the point of talking about love. I lowered my head and stopped talking.

Zhiqing thought I was drunk and patted me.

"Don't worry, I'm not drunk yet. In the future, I won't let myself get drunk! ”

The moon hung in the sky, the people on the street gradually returned home, and Zhiqing and I were like two homeless spirits, walking towards the entrance of the vegetable market.

After a series of skillful movements, Zhiqing and I returned to the side hall and fell asleep.

Three days later, it was the day I got married to Xia Ning.

On this day, it was a rare sunny sky in winter, and the warm sun shone on the world, laying a golden carpet on the ivory white ground. I stepped on the golden "carpet" and sat in a sedan chair.

The red hijab rose and fell with the breeze, and the master of ceremonies in front kept saying blessings, but I listened to it like a mantra.

There were ribbons inside and outside King Ning's palace, and Zhiqing helped me down.

As soon as you enter this palace, it will be a lifetime......

The housekeeper let us in through the side door. I'm a side concubine, and I can't go through the main gate.

After that, I sat in the house all the time...... Waiting......

It's getting dark.

Xia Ning, will he come?

I wish he hadn't come. It was better for him not to come all the time, it was better for him not to talk to me, I don't like the tone in which he spoke to me at the 100-day feast.

"Squeak......

The door opened.

Xia Ning walked over with heavy steps.

My hands were clenched, my nails digging into the flesh.

He moved closer to me, and the smell of alcohol came to his face.

He, drunk?

Suddenly, the hijab was lifted by him, and the hair ornament on his head "jingled". This sudden action made me stunned.

"What? Scared? ”

I looked up at Xia Ning, and met his angry eyes.

"If Your Highness doesn't want to marry me, you can disobey the king's order, and I don't want Your Highness to be wronged by marrying Your Highness!"

He burst out laughing, "Disobey the king's orders? Are you threatening me? ”

"How dare I threaten you, Your Highness? I just don't want to see His Highness look so wronged! ”

He pinched my chin and said, "Why didn't you notice that you were so sharp-toothed!" ”

Before...... How could he have done this to me before?

"If Your Highness hates me, hates me, and doesn't want to see me, you don't have to come to me in the future, and I don't expect Your Highness to like me!"

The strength of his hands increased, and his snort smelled of wine, "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”

"If Your Highness still remembers, you should know that I said before that I would find a man who loves me in this life and stay with each other for the rest of my life......"

"What, is it possible, are you blaming me?" He interrupted me, "Huh! What do you think of yourself! ”

"How dare I blame Your Highness? If Your Highness doesn't like me, you don't have to pay attention to me, and I won't cause trouble for Your Highness in this courtyard in the future, so why would Your Highness hurt me with such words? ”

"What? Can't stand a sentence or two of ridicule? How can I be willing to let you suffer so much torture in the future......" He stroked my face, his fingertips running all the way to the side of his neck.

I was stunned, and the hairs on my body stood on end, "What do you want to do?" ”

He pushed me down on the bed, "What do you say I want to do!" ”

I was stunned, "Xia Ning, how did you become like this?" He struggled to sit up.

I saw that his eyes were red, and he roared angrily: "I became like this, who forced me, don't you know?" ”

"Bang!"

He ripped off the hair ornament and fell heavily to the ground, his hair falling down, and his scalp seemed to have countless needles pricked.

"It hurts!" I said, holding my head.

He grabbed my hand heavily, "Pain? Does it hurt with me? He pointed to his heart and pushed me down on the bed again.

I struggled, but he couldn't move.

This time, the distance with him was so close, but he had become unknown to me.

"Xia Ning, you can't do this, if you don't like me, you can't torture me like this!"

"Why? You have entered my Ning Palace, you are my Ning King's person, you can do whatever I want! With that, he kissed him.

On the side of my face, tears slid down, "No......"

When he saw me like this, he became more and more annoyed, and his heavy snort with the smell of wine hit my ears, then my neck, and my lips. He simply tore off my clothes, and in an instant, my shoulders were exposed. The fact that he was so embarrassed by me aroused his interest even more, and he kept putting lip prints on his shoulders.

Tears poured out, and my body began to tremble, and I became more and more nervous. Do we really want to ...... in this way?

He doesn't love me, so why is he torturing me like this?

His clothes were torn off one by one, leaving only the last bit of cover, and I began to cry.

"If you don't want to do this, why did you come to Xia Kingdom, why did you appear in front of me?" He said with his head bowed.

I cried, "Do you think I want to come?" Do you think I want to see you? ”

He stopped abruptly and stared at me with a pair of bottomless eyes.

Time seems to be frozen, and this moment seems to be saying goodbye forever.

Tears blurred his vision, and he couldn't see the look on his face clearly.

I heard him say, "If you don't want to, forget it!" Don't worry, I won't step into you in the future, so do it yourself! ”

He got up, got dressed, and left.

The candles in the room flickered incessantly, like a seductive dancer in a swaying posture, trying her best to attract visitors.

I got dressed, sat on the edge of the bed, and cried all night......

Early the next morning, Zhiqing brought hot water for combing, and was really startled to see my bloodshot eyes.

She didn't ask me what was wrong, and she knew what was going on without asking. She worked hard to groom and dress me, tears falling down her cheeks.

"Silly girl, what are you crying about?"

Zhiqing stopped what she was doing and squatted down, "Girl, cry out loud if you want to cry, the slave feels sorry for you......"

"The tears are dry, what else is there to cry about? The days to come are still long, and what is the use of crying every day? ”

Looking at himself in the mirror, his face was haggard, without a trace of blood.

"Zhiqing, dress me up well, I'm going to make tea for the princess today."

Zhiqing compared and compared the hair ornament in her hand, tried and tried, and finally combed her hair.

She looked at it and said, "However, no matter how beautiful the girl is, she can't hide the sadness on her face." ”

"Then puff on some rouge."

"But what about the bloodshot in your eyes? This look shows that the girl cried all night. ”

Looking at the eyes in the mirror, they were hollow, like a dried corpse.

When I was a child, my parents always said that my eyes were like my aunt, but the eyes in front of me have long become unfamiliar.