Chapter 865: I can't control my heart

Jin Yao lowered his head and stretched out his hand, revealing a small light yellow pill in his palm.

Mama Chang was surprised: "This medicine ...... Why is it still in the hands of the mother? You didn't put it in the ginseng soup? ”

Jin Yao shook his head slowly.

"Mother, why didn't you put it?" Mama Chang was surprised, "This is a slave who got it with great difficulty, mother...... Do you regret it again? ”

Jin Yao still shook his head.

She just sat still, and after a long time, she whispered, "Originally, I made a big decision. But somehow, when I saw him, I lost my courage. I...... I really don't want to calculate him like that. ”

Tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.

"Hey." Mama Chang sighed and wiped her eyes with a handkerchief, "When Niangniang was in the house, she never cried. When I arrived in the palace, I had shed more than ten years of tears. The slave and maid looked at it, and it really hurt her heart. ”

"Mama, I really love him, I don't want to use this method on him." Jin Yao choked up and said, "But my time is really running out...... Me, what the hell should I do? ”

Mama Chang sighed: "Or, forget it." Let's live quietly and don't worry about this matter. ”

"I also want to be quiet and not care about anything. But I stay in this palace, I look at him every day, I can't control my heart. Jin Yao cried and said, "I am also a woman, I want my man's love, I want to have children with him, is this also wrong?" Why doesn't the emperor give it to me? My brother said that I always make trouble, do I want to make trouble, I just don't understand, what is wrong with me! ”

When Mama Chang saw her crying like this, she also shed tears.

"Mother, don't cry. You're not wrong about anything, it's God who is wrong. Mama Chang sighed, "You are too soft-hearted...... This Acacia Pill is not harmful to the emperor's dragon body. ”

"But......" Jin Yao hesitated, "What if the emperor knew about it afterwards?" If he is angry...... I don't know what to do. ”

"The emperor is angry, what else can he do with his mother?"

"I'm not afraid of what he will do to me, I don't want him to dislike me......" Jin Yao whispered, "The emperor now has only one queen in his heart." I'm really unwilling, I also want the emperor to have me in his heart, instead of using this method to get him. ”

Mama Chang said: "If it was before, it would be fine." Niangniang has time, and slowly let the emperor like you. But time waits for no one these days. You said it, you can't wait. ”

"I understand all of this. But for some reason, as soon as I saw him, I ...... I can't make up my mind. Jin Yao lowered her head and covered her face, "I'm so useless...... I hate myself to death! ”

Mama Chang is also at a loss.

When Jin Yao stopped crying and her mood slowly stabilized, she asked, "What is the plan in the heart of the mother?" This medicine ......"

"I'll think again, let me think again."

"Niangniang still makes a decision as soon as possible," Chang Mama said softly, "Now that the queen is not in the palace, it is convenient for you to do anything." When she comes, the emperor is in Fengyi Palace every night, where is there room for others to intervene? ”

Jin Yao shook his head: "But not necessarily." ”

"Why did the mother say that?"

"Mama, have you forgotten that now the Queen Mother is planning about the big draft?" Jin Yao said, "This draft, first, is to fill the harem, and secondly, to choose a princess for Prince Qin." At that time, there will definitely be newcomers in the palace, can the queen still dominate the emperor alone? "A hundred plating, the latest chapter of "The Queen is My Black Moonlight Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.

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