Chapter 148: I Want to Start Over
"Just feeling?" Li Weiyin asked again.
She knew that Xia Ran had forgotten everything about Rong Fan, and she also asked because she wanted to know if Xia Ran knew enough about Rong Fan during this time, although she objectively thought that Rong Fan would not hurt Xia Fan, and Rong Fan was not sorry in person, but she was still a little worried.
Xia Ran's hand paused slightly: "I have the habit of writing a diary......"
After the cake was ready, Xia Ran took Li Weiyin to her room, and happened to pass by Xu Yimo and Li Weiyin's guest room, Li Weiyin pushed the door open, and saw Xu Yimo lying on the bed and seemed to be asleep, she went in and covered Xu Yimo with a thin blanket.
When he arrived at Xia Ran's room, Xia Ran had already opened the notebook wrapped in leather and handed it to Li Weiyin.
The diary is only a few sentences, written two years ago, Xia Ran thinks that they have been married for three years, and it is time to consider having a child, so she discussed with Rong Fan, Rong Fan was very resolute and said that she only wanted to join hands with her for a lifetime, and there was no need for more than one person between them.
"For no reason?"
Li Weiyin was stunned, Rong Fan's parents died, and the Rong family only had an uncle who was related to him by blood, but this uncle was ruined by Rong Fan in the struggle for power, and his whereabouts are now unknown.
In this way, the Rong family only has a drop of Rong Fan's blood, and in this case, he wants to have no children for the rest of his life.
"Brother-in-law won't be able to, right?" Li Weiyin couldn't help but think crankily.
She really can't be blamed, although it is not popular to pass on the lineage now, and there are Dinks, but after all, they are a minority.
Even if many people choose to have only children more and more because of birth problems, there are still them.
The Rong family has a huge family business, Xia Ran obviously wants children, in this case, even if Rong Fan doesn't like it, it is impossible to decide to this point.
"What nonsense?" Xia Ran glanced at Li Weiyin angrily.
Although Xia Ran had forgotten everything about Rong Fan, she inexplicably believed that Rong Fan could not have a problem!
"It's me who lost my word." Li Weiyin stretched out her hand and covered her mouth apologetically.
Rong Fan's character, if he has a problem, it is unlikely that he will not tell Xia Ran before marriage, and it is impossible for him to cheat on marriage.
"Look here." Xia Ran flipped the diary to the last page of the record.
It was in her diary four months ago, and Xia Ran wrote in her diary: This can't be true, he will never do this to me, I should believe him, and I shouldn't let the crazy suspicion that grows in the dark eat away at my trust in him......
With only such a simple sentence, you can see how painful and struggling Xia Ran was at that time.
So what happened to make Xia Ran's mood swing so much, the one in the diary should be Rong Fan.
Because Xia Ran has no relatives, her diary is full of bits and pieces of her life, and the whole article is her and Rong Fan.
Xia Ran doesn't keep a diary every day, and after this diary, there are all blank pages.
"Except for this one, all I read from my diary is his care for me, and the sweetness and happiness between the lines." Xia Ran lowered her head, her fingertips rubbing a few lines of the last diary.
"Sister Ranran, perhaps...... You can try hypnosis by a psychiatrist to restore your memory. Li Weiyin thought of Xu Yimo's treatment method and gave suggestions.
Xia Ran's eyes fell on the window, the green leaves swayed gently in the wind, and her eyes were empty: "Yinyin, I want to start again." ”