"Is my choice really that hard to understand?"

Shi Mulin really doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with her choice, and isn't this kind of thing all about giving up something to get something?

Yan Mingxun definitely couldn't understand and asked:

"You've worked so hard for so long, and finally got the life you want, and you just gave up, do you think there's nothing wrong with your choice?"

"I think it's okay, isn't it just that I won't be a star anymore, it's nothing."

Shi Mulin is talking about this matter so easily now, that Yan Mingxun almost doesn't know this girl who once struggled for her ideals to be amazing.

At that time, Shi Mulin gave everything for the dream of stardom, and even the scandals that she had always hated could be accepted, which shows how important the star dream was to Shi Mulin at that time.

But now, if you give up, you will give up, Yan Mingxun, as the boss, must be difficult to accept.

"I said, are you still that little lucky, this kind of thing doesn't look like you said."

Yan Mingxun really couldn't understand Shi Mulin's way of thinking.

Shi Mulin said very calmly:

"Boss, if I had been at that time, I would definitely not give up such a good future, but now it's different."

"What's different now, is this going to change?"

Shi Mulin remembered a lot of the past and felt the word ideal.

The ideal looks good, and it will be very happy when you get it, but no one knows how fickle it is.

Maybe today you'll wish it was like this, tomorrow maybe it'll become a different flavor.

Ideals cannot stand the test of people's hearts, and even the slightest change may be distorted.

Now Shi Mulin has completely changed her mind because of Xia Mu's appearance, and then think about the road she has traveled before, if it weren't for Xia Mu, what would her humble ideals be.

In this world, many ideals are realized by nobles, and Xia Mu is this nobleman, and those ideals without him Shi Mulin seem to be insignificant.

It is said that the aroma of wine is not afraid of deep alleys, but in this era of packaging and publicity, no matter how fragrant the wine is, no one may know if the alley is deep and rancid.

This is the reality, the inevitable reality.

Although Shi Mulin cherishes this hard-won future and beautiful life, she feels that these are nothing compared to Xia Mu.

People can be lucky many times in their lives, but they can't meet a few people who treat them like Xia Mu, this is what Shi Mulin saw from Xia Mu.

And it was something she experienced in the days without Xia Mu, it was impossible for her to leave Xia Mu, and it was impossible for her to meet a second Xia Mu.

Unless she is willing to be like many celebrities, she is willing to exchange a lifetime of loneliness for this glory.

"Boss, I think it's okay, I want to be lonely for the rest of my life like a lot of understanding."

Yan Mingxun has a deep understanding of artists, and at this time he wisely told Shi Mulin a truth on the road of interpretation:

"Isn't all fame lonely, what's there to question about that."

Therefore, it is difficult for Yan Mingxun to understand Shi Mulin's choice.

"This is also the reason why Xia Mu was reluctant to be with you at that time, he has never been able to tell you, now you may understand, right?"

Yan Mingxun continued to add.

Speaking of Xia Mu's previous choices, it was really a question that Shi Mulin had always had, and she couldn't understand why he loved her so much at that time, but he always refused to be with him.

Indeed, as Yan Mingxun said, Shi Mulin did understand Xia Mu's thoughts.

Now it seems that a lot of things have happened since she became famous, and her rumored boyfriend Xia Mu has also experienced a lot of persecution, it seems that Xia Mu's choice is indeed wise, maybe as an artist, he is not worthy of having a good love.

Xia Mu saw through this at that time, so he chose to snub this relationship all the time, as a rumored boyfriend, he may have been used to this situation for a long time, so he didn't want to hurt Shi Mulin and ruin everything for her.

Thinking about it, if there were no people like Gu Zihan and Li Canshuo, Xia Mu and Shi Mulin's emotional path would not be so smooth, after all, Shi Mulin is a celebrity in front of the public, and right and wrong are commonplace for her.

Therefore, if you choose Xia Mu, you must give up this beautiful future, and if you choose a future, you must not be with Xia Mu, this is a theorem.

Shi Mulin wanted to understand all this, and now she chose Xia Mu again, obviously she had figured out what she wanted, so she answered Yan Mingxun's question with certainty at this time.

"I understand Xia Mu's mind now, but now I also understand what I need, so I am very satisfied with this choice."

Shi Mulin said without a trace of hesitation.

Yan Mingxun looked at Shi Mulin with a smile, he really didn't know this girl who used to be an artist under him.

At that time, all she wanted was to be famous, like a headless fly, but now she has reached the point where she can control her thoughts at will and make judgments about the life she wants, which really amazes Yan Mingxun.

"However, all this is what Xia Mu has given you everything, do you really want to live up to him?"

Shi Mulin smiled, her face calm without a trace of waves.

"It is precisely because he gave it to me that I am not willing to take everything he gave him but let him be lonely, lost, and regretful that I will never be with him."

This is Shi Mulin's understanding, but it is also Xia Mu's mood at this time.

Don't look at him acting strong for a day, and he is willing to give everything for Shi Mulin, but he doesn't know the bitterness in his heart, Shi Mulin only understands it firsthand.

"Maybe he doesn't say it, but he actually wants me to be with him in his heart, right?"

Shi Mulin asked rhetorically, looking at Yan Mingxun, but Yan Mingxun was speechless.

"I ...... How do I know? ”

"What if it's Sister Juucy? You may hurt her together, and you are willing to give up your relationship for her on the surface, but what about your heart? ”

Yan Mingxun really didn't have anything to say when he asked this question.

Yan Mingxun looked at Juucy and didn't dare to speak.

"Actually, the truth is the same, I can choose to give up everything in front of me and make the choices and results he wants for Xia Mu, so why don't I choose?"

"Besides, I like this choice too, so why not."

Hearing this, Yan Mingxun figured it out, indeed, as Shi Mulin said, her choice was just to give up her own future, and the result was that the two of them were happy together, both of them were happy, and there seemed to be nothing wrong with this exchange, and it was a win-win situation.

Shi Mulin looked at Juucy and Yan Mingxun, and this time she solemnly said the last choice:

"Boss, I think this is the last time I will tell you my choice, I want to be with Xia Mu now, as for the rest, I don't care, because, I really want to be with him."

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