"What's going on?" Quan Yanyi was a little dazed, of course, there were Gu Xianlin and Xia Yu at a loss.

But the music on the stage continued, and they could only continue to dance with doubts.

This dance will be twenty minutes, how do you feel like a year?

Yu Xiwen continued to wander.

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"It's fine." Liu Guifang squeezed out a smile, in fact, she was content, really.

"I've always wanted to talk to you about it," Zhang Zexi paused, "don't always make yourself unhappy." “

"You think I'm... Is it hypocritical..."Liu Guifang buried her head very low.

"It's not hypocrisy," Zhang Zexi patted Liu Guifang's shoulder, "Why do you always have to see your bad side?" Why do you always cling to your own shortcomings? “

"I just can't ignore my shortcomings, I can't help it..."

"Then you're not happy today?"

"Nope..."

Today is the most satisfying day I've ever had...

"Now that you know how you're going to make yourself happy, why don't you do it?"

"I..."

"What are you afraid of?"

I'm afraid of being ridiculed, I'm afraid I won't be able to persevere, I'm afraid I won't be able to buy what I want...

"I..."

"Believe me, Xiao Liu," Zhang Zexi patted Liu Guifang's shoulder again, "Actually, you are very cute, you can also be very beautiful, of course, beauty is not for others to see, but for yourself, I hope you can live beautifully." “

"Hmm."

How could he be able to peek into his inner world completely, so he was also clear about the thoughts in his heart that could not see the light of day in the dark?

It was as if a bright light had shone into a dark corner, but...

If the light is too strong, it will leave the filth in the dark corners with nowhere to hide, and it will also sting the eyes that are accustomed to darkness.

This feeling is inexplicably familiar, and a little unfamiliar, where has this feeling been felt...

Where? In a dream?

No, it seems to be more realistic.

It seems to be in memory...

As if eleven...

"So come on, life is not easy." Zhang Zexi sighed as if he was sighing.

Will he also feel that life is not easy?

But how can good-looking people have troubles?

Liu Guifang was a little puzzled, and she didn't want to think about it, she just desperately wanted to get an answer, an answer about Eleven.

But why didn't he want to tell her?

Do you want to ask him again?

The night breeze outside the studio was so cold, no matter how gorgeous the dress was, it couldn't withstand the cold autumn wind, Liu Guifang shivered slightly, afraid that Zhang Zexi next to her would see that she was cold.

She remembers that when she was in junior high school, she felt that she was too thick to move, and she was afraid that she would look fatter, more bloated and bigger after wearing thick clothes, so she dressed thinner than ordinary people, which is the so-called demeanor rather than temperature.

Later, when I walked with my classmates one day, they made fun of her again: "I have always heard that fat people are not very afraid of the cold, because there is a natural thick fat to resist the cold, and now it seems that this is really the case, Liu Guifang is not afraid of the cold, and fat people are good, hahahahaha." “

Actually, I'm also afraid of the cold...

Liu Guifang chuckled in her heart, that's it, let's wear thicker, warmth is the most important thing.

And then they can't find a topic to say she's fat.

"Oh no, why are you wearing so much?"

It turns out that their ridicule never stops.

"I heard that fat people are not afraid of cold calls, you are so fat, why do you wear so much?"

So...

So what do I do right?

At that time, Liu Guifang felt extremely aggrieved, she really didn't know how to escape from such a topic, she really didn't like such jokes.

Why are these jokes being said?

What we both think is funny is a joke, and you are talking about my shortcomings like this under the guise of a joke, which is a mockery, a naked mockery.

……

How do you think of all of this again?

These things are really engraved in her mind and can't be erased for a lifetime, Liu Guifang blinked, and when she thought of this, she unconsciously remembered Eleven.

No, you have to ask again.

Liu Guifang clenched his fists, "Zhang Zexi, can you answer me seriously, there is something about Eleven..." Liu Guifang looked in the direction of Zhang Zexi and wanted to look at him to confirm the answer, only to find that he had already left without knowing when.

"We're nearing the end of our welcome party, and while we can't stop the passage of time, we can control our mood."

It was Zehi's voice, and he returned to the stage from his side, and went back to continue reading his host's crosstalk.

It's a string of words, but it feels like it's being read to me???

"May you greet the years of youth with a smile."

"May you spend your fire-like years with happiness..."??

They seemed to be singing the praises of youth just now...

Liu Guifang slowly walked to the back door of the studio, looking at the four people who continued to shine on the stage.

"May the fantastic flowers and green leaves in the world always accompany your warm memories..."

"May my blessings bloom like little flowers, decorate you in the warm season, and overflow with joy..."

Youth...

Can she also have youth?

But most of her youth has been spent in the hesitation of being overwhelmed, the indelible inferiority complex, and the countless denials and ridicules of the people around her and herself, right?

At the age of eighteen or nineteen, how did she live such a messy life?

She even realized today that she could be so beautiful, and the way the boys in the same class looked at her on the stage just now said it all.

Good looks are really useful, and good looks can really be noticed.

"Tonight's orientation party is a more dynamic and future-oriented group of the School of Mathematics..."

"Here, there are hard-working people who work silently, and there are students who work diligently..."

"Here, exuding the fragrance of ink, beating the pulse of youth..."??

"Here, there is our passion for life, but also our desire for the future..."

Their youth...

Liu Guifang's eyes were full of tears, perhaps, I should really work hard, at least I should live my youth.

"Because, we always believe: tomorrow will be better!"?? The voices of the four people, neat and impassioned, swirled back and forth next to Liu Guifang's ears, making the blood in her heart boil.

"Once again, I wish you all a happy new year, all the best, all your wishes come true..."??

"Happy times are always so short, the days of reunion are particularly touching, today we sing and laugh, we imagine the future, let us remember today, let us look forward to tomorrow. Now I announce that this is the end of the 2018 orientation party of the School of Mathematics, thank you all, goodbye! “

Goodbye, welcome party.

Goodbye, my dance partner.

Goodbye, my gorgeous dress and beautiful makeup.

But... My dream of becoming a princess has just begun.

Liu Guifang nodded vigorously, I can do it.

It seemed like for the first time in all these years since Eleven's disappearance that she was reluctant to deny herself anymore.

All the good things she longs for, she must rely on her own efforts to fight for them.

Wait until she is good enough, and then have it generously.

Liu Guifang took out her mobile phone and took a few photos again to keep today's beauty, just after filming, there was a noise in the studio, and the people inside walked out one after another.

I seem to be in trouble tonight.

Liu Guifang lowered her head, but this time, she didn't want to back down anymore.

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