Four hundred and seventy chapters
Su Bairan lowered his eyes and was silent, after all, he didn't have any position to say any comfort.
The little junior sister is much more ruthless than she imagined. At least in terms of this decisive strength, if you want to change places, you have already succeeded.
The senior brother who has been with him for more than ten years can also sell at will for money, which is really not the heart of ordinary people, and he can do things ruthlessly, but people can make such a quick decision, and they have to be admired.
Zhang Yuhe was immersed in the self-blame that could not be saved, and deeply sank into them, that is, people who are easy to think too much, and they are too simple and pure, and they have not seen much of the sinister in the world.
Whether it was because of this incident or not, but their faces did not turn in front of his eyes.
Maybe... He thought that maybe it was all his fault, if he had noticed that it was the brothers earlier, he would not have been affected by this so-called sweetness, the so-called cruelty, maybe he had discovered the importance of money to her earlier, and gave his income to the little junior sister, so that he would not have such a harmonious heart, why would he harm everyone?
Everything can be regarded as his mistake, if he could have been earlier, if he could have stopped it, why would he have fallen to today, if he was not so spoiled by his little sister, if he could learn to pay attention to staying in the kitchen, he would naturally not be wholeheartedly devoted to that important thing, to such a convenient person for money.
There is no way to do it, it is like sinking into the quagmire, casual interaction, but it increases the depth of the fall, and the whole person is immersed in the river of sadness, for fear that there will be a trace of forgiveness for himself, falling down fiercely, how can there be no way to have a trace of interaction.
Su Bairan sighed, he really couldn't say anything, what could he say? As an outsider, can you still do anything about this kind of scene? can only have an unspeakable sigh of his own, to see why someone is so thoughtful.
Even said that in the face of the scene where the other party was almost about to collapse, it was difficult for him to even say a word of advice.
"Zhang Yuhe..."
Looking at the guy who once had a full of vitality, and looking at the person who went against the scholar's insistence for himself, he still had a softness in his heart and couldn't bear the broken appearance of the other party.
Su Bairan took a breath, gritted his teeth, and reluctantly squeezed out a sentence and said, "Your little junior sister has done such a thing, it has nothing to do with you, everything you do is an outsider, you are also kept in the dark, and you are also injured, why do you trap yourself in the shackles for the medicinal materials that are withheld for her?" ”
Zhang Yuhe pursed his lips and said: "I even found out that the medicinal materials were detained, but I want you to help me remind me, what qualifications do you have to be a senior brother, and how can you protect them?" ”
As the senior brother of the sect, he originally wanted to shelter his brothers from the wind and rain, and he was originally adapted to protect a piece of the world for them, but he didn't even notice such an obvious thing, even if it fell on him, he didn't notice it at all.
His eyes seemed to have been dimmed for a moment, and several figures flashed in front of him, and it was so familiar that he fell into his eyes, and the shadows were so deep that they could not be left.
It seems that the senior brothers who have left this world, their eyes contain resentment, but in everyone's eyes, they can reflect their own shadows, as if they are bitterly hateful, why can't he find out sooner, he can't save their lives early, until today there will be those signs of Xu, who will accompany their lives?
Su Bairan patted him on the shoulder, "Who would have thought that such a close person would do this, you have always trusted and been blinded, didn't others find out?" Why should you be trapped for the name of a senior brother, who is not much different from them, why should you take such a responsibility? ”
It's knowing in my heart that such words are actually not of much use.
At least the person in front of him did not break free from it because of his own words, but what else could he comfort?
If things really go into the whirlpool of their own silence, I'm afraid that outsiders can't help but break it, and it's usually the most believable, the little junior sister betrayed, and it was because the little junior sister took their medicinal materials out to exchange money, which indirectly killed a lot of people, and it is not acceptable to ordinary people in terms of psychological pressure.
The picture of getting along day and night is that the brothers have been together for more than ten years, and they have been brought back from the broken family and nothing, and they have resummed their current sect.
Perhaps in his heart, he has long regarded the brothers as family, and they have long surpassed the bloodline, the existence of family affection, and they support each other to move forward.
The people who have left are a scar on their hearts that cannot be surpassed, so that they grit their teeth and have to survive a dilemma that they once thought that God would not forgive them, but who would have thought that it was a close person who made hands and feet behind his back, how could he easily jump out?
Su Bairan has no way to enter his real other world in the outer layer, and he can only use some simple principles to explain it, but who doesn't know this kind of truth, he can only say it to people who are almost calm, but there is no way to say it to the people in front of him.
Zhang Yuhe can't think clearly, just add pressure to himself, maybe in such a heart, he can have a slight tendency to be all his own fault, then he won't be pressed by all the self-blame, maybe it really makes him feel comfortable for a while.
Silently holding the bowl of tea in his hand, until the temperature was a little numb in his fingers, he reluctantly put it down, raised his eyes and looked at the girl in front of him with some care, showing an indifferent smile, as if supporting himself not to fall down.
"I'm leaving."
Su Bairan opened his mouth, but he didn't help with any words, he just nodded quietly and watched the other party leave.
I don't know how long it will take to get out, and whether there will be time to get out of those self-blames, maybe he will be immersed in that unattachable pressure for the rest of his life.
In the end, he is a simple person, without that crystal clear heart, but the world is too monotonous after all, there is no other time to give him any impact, only this pure emotion is supporting him forward, too calm, but he can't stand any waves, and now he can't bear the reality at all.
It's just that... If he didn't have this pure and clean heart, would it still be the scene he is today? Will these brothers and sisters still get along so calmly under his leadership?
Su Bairan didn't dare to think about it, but since the little junior sister intercepted the veil of disguise, the faces of the rest of the people were faintly revealed.
It seems that in this entire sect, there are only some other people who are as good as the elder brothers, and they all have a kind of disguise that they hide underneath, without any concealment, they have a unique thing in their hearts.
It's just that the heart that has been dark and fallen into the dark abyss is covered with a snow-white veil, so from time to time it is blown by the breeze and lifted a kick, but it is still firmly fixed in front of them, and it seems that there is no complete first going first, but for whom is it after all?
Maybe it's for this big brother, this somewhat simple and stubborn person, who treats everyone sincerely.
Su Bairan smiled, even he had that helpless strength, after all, it turned into a sigh, and he could tell what it was.
After all, people still have to go to society, after the beating of society, feel the changes in human nature, after all, it will no longer be as simple as before, maybe you will think, but after all, there will be this part of the world.
Zhang Yuhe is a little late compared to others, and even compared to those brothers around him, he has finished writing, but he has no real understanding of this world, and he has not created this world, and he feels the true meaning of life.
Instead, he built a perfect wall for his home, and firmly protected his heart in it.
also wants to protect others, but he doesn't know that in the place where he can't see, other people have already given birth to other thoughts, and they have already put on a different veil to let him play an innocent and flawless drama.
Now this wall has been broken by those closest to it. He should really face everything and break into this world, enter the real life to take a good look, and at a glance, maybe it is still the moment when his life is coming to an end, and now he has ushered in this monstrous earthly world.
Su Bairan sighed.
By the way, how did they forget, now there are conspiracies around them, maybe they can't find themselves, when they can really get rid of these shackles.
Maybe they will sink into this mood, calmly finish, there is no way to break free in this life, they will stop because of this, and those terrible plans will never change for anyone's mood.
Su Bairan has experienced a lot in this life, originally just a small fat house squatting in front of the computer, hidden in the small cubicle, hiding from the wind and rain outside, useless, nothing worth caring about, even he didn't take it seriously.
Now I began to think about some conspiracies, how to get out of them and survive safely.