Chapter 22 You can't die, you can't live

Hong Kong's charitable organization has been established for many years and has always been the biggest support for Starlink, and this event can only be held by them, so after Gao Hai's mother had an accident, Qi Siyue immediately asked someone to ask for assistance, fortunately, Gao Hai won the championship of the junior marathon, and the sponsor was also willing to pay this fee, although the price was to ask him for the next three years of contract, but at this time, life is more important than anything else.

Gao Hai's father has given up on him, originally wanted to use him as a cash cow, and later fell into gambling, if something happens to Gao Hai's mother, then his custody will return to his father's side, and I don't know what will happen.

After Gao Hai's mother was transferred to the general ward, the doctor said that it was up to her whether she could wake up, and the problem of cerebral hemorrhage being sent to the hospital in time was not serious, but she was malnourished for a long time, depressed, and lacked the desire to survive.

After Qi Siyue entered the ward, she saw Gao Hai sitting next to the bed, looking expressionless, but she could still feel the resistance and anxiety revealed in him, even if it was a child who was unwilling to communicate with others and could not communicate, he would still feel it, but they didn't know how to talk and how to express it, which was the most painful point for them and their relatives.

She walked straight to the bedside, she had already asked the doctor about Ah Hai's mother's condition before she came, so she didn't worry too much, and told her directly that if she couldn't wake up for more than seven days, she would be treated as a vegetative person, and the medical expenses would be secondary, and the key was that Ah Hai's custody would be likely to return to his father.

At the mention of Ah Hai's father, Qi Siyue clearly felt that Ah Hai's mother could hear what she said, her fingers moved slightly, and she also sighed.

"I know you've worked hard all these years, if you can get rid of it and you let it go completely, what will Ah Hai do?"

She looked up at Gao Hai, he seemed to have a reaction to his name, heard her mention her name, slightly sideways his face, glanced at her, his eyes were a little confused, a little helpless, as simple and harmless as a child, so that her heart was also like being poked by a needle, stabbing pain.

Compare her heart to her heart, if one day, she has any accidents, can she be willing to let go of Enron?

"Ahai Mom, except for you, no one will treat Ahai like you again. Even if he can support himself by running and receiving prize money, what about his father? Will he grow up so peacefully? ”

"If he can hurt Ah Hai once for money, he will have a second ......"

"No......" Ah Hai's chapped lips squirmed slightly, squeezing out a word with difficulty, two lines of tears slipped down the corners of her eyes, slowly opened, and looked at Qi Siyue, "I can't die...... You can't leave Ahai behind...... Can't ......"

Qi Siyue breathed a sigh of relief, pressed the call button, and handed over the rest to the doctor, although Ahai's mother woke up and was out of danger, but her mood did not become relaxed at all.

As soon as he walked out of the ward, Fang Zhou followed Ah Hai's mother's attending physician over, and his eyes lit up when he saw her, "Did you wake up Ah Hai's mother?" Yours is it! It's useless for me to tell her so much before......"

"It's not useless," Qi Siyue sighed lightly, "It's that she doesn't want to hear it." She's tired...... And I'm their mom just like her, so she knows what I'm trying to say, and I know what she's thinking...... This kind of empathy, even if you have it, she doesn't want to hear it. ”

"Well, you still have some reasoning." Fang Zhou was a little frustrated, but immediately excused himself, "Did I lose at the starting line?" Is it because I don't have a loved one with autism? In fact, I have worked very hard to understand their inner world, you see that I have a good communication with Teacher Fang, right? ”

"You don't call it communication, it's called harassment." Qi Siyue glanced at him and said, "This has nothing to do with whether you have sick relatives at all, you are a professional psychiatrist, and you should know how to study the psychology of patients better than me." It's just that Professor Tang is right, for autistic children, you can't treat them as patients first, but as students, and teach them patiently in order to find a way to communicate. ”

"I understand!" Ark nodded, "Haven't I been doing this all along?" It's just that you are An An's mother, and you have an innate advantage over me, so of course he is more willing to get close to you and communicate with you. It's a pity that Teacher Fang won't help me, otherwise I can be like you. But......" he looked up at Ah Hai's mother's ward, "I heard that you helped Gao Hai negotiate a sponsor, and they are willing to pay for Ah Hai's mother's treatment?" And what about Gao Hai? Will he continue to study at the Down's Rehabilitation Center or will he be transferred? ”

Qi Siyue said: "It also happened to me that the manufacturer of this sports brand had dealt with me before, and they have always had charity sponsorship funds from the Disabled Persons' Federation, and this time they can apply for subsidies for Ah Hai, as long as Ah Hai gives them three years of endorsement ......"

"Is Ah Hai willing? No, is Ahai's mother willing? Fang Zhou looked at her hesitantly, "Three years is not a short time, Ah Hai's situation is not stable, if there is any accident, will the manufacturer claim it?" They don't have any money. ”

"This advertising money is from charity sponsorship, and there will be no claims, so you can rest assured." Qi Siyue was a little helpless, "You are also very clear about Ahai's situation, other normal manufacturers will not ask him to endorse, only the Disabled Persons' Federation and the Paralympic Games are still hopeful." This time the situation is sudden, if you don't have this money, you can't save Ahai's mother, then it's useless to think about anything. ”

"Ah Hai's mother herself knows very well that for Ah Hai, she can't afford to die, no matter how difficult it is, she has to live."

Fang Zhou was silent for a while, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Yes, for her, it is harder to live than to die. ”

She has to live to take care of Ah Hai, a child who lacks emotional communication, can't see danger, and doesn't know the sinister heart of people, if there is no her, then this little flying man who has just opened his door will be eaten alive by his father who wants to suck blood and peel his skin in a few minutes, and he will not even be left with slag.

From the time she found out that her child was sick when she was more than two years old to now, more than ten years ago, she gave up her job and took care of him wholeheartedly, for fear that he would be bullied if she couldn't see him at a glance.

As he grew up, she grew old, but she couldn't see what the future would look like.

Life is so hard, and the most terrible thing is that you can't even see the future.

He worked hard to raise him, but what would he do if she fell one day?

This is the most worrying thing for every parent of an autistic child, try their best to take care of them and grow up with them, but their parents will eventually grow old, at that time, can they rely on their own hands and feet to survive independently in this world and walk out of their own way?

Think about it, you don't have to say it, you know, it's hard, it's hard.