150. I finally woke up from a dream
Li Hongjing's breath stagnated.
He knew that Liu Yue had woken up, and she must have heard those words.
Liu Yue opened a pair of eyes, and there was a clear light flashing in them, "I won't marry you." โ
Hearing this, Li Hongjing's eyes darkened.
Sure enough, she didn't want to get married, so why did she lie to him in the first place?
Give him hope, give him fantasies.
"Li Hongjing?" Liu Yue whispered his name.
However, Li Hongjing's expression made Liu Yue's heart tremble.
Li Hongjing in front of him seemed to be caught in a black whirlpool, his eyes were cold and terrifying, and his whole body exuded a breathtaking cold air, which seemed to be able to freeze everything around him.
The oppressive air pressure wrapped around Liu Yue, intertwining and seemed to drown her.
"Li Hongjing." Liu Yue stretched out her hand to push Li Hongjing away, and got up and shrunk at the foot of the bed in embarrassment, "Don't be like this, let's talk, okay?" โ
The soft and glutinous voice is not as smart and squeamish as before, but with a sense of fear.
In an instant, the oppressive aura around Li Hongjing's body dispersed, and his cold face returned to his former coldness, and his eyes reappeared bright.
"Okay."
Liu Yue stroked her chest for a while before she calmed down, Li Hongjing just now was so terrible that she thought he would strangle herself.
"Why don't you want to get married?"
Liu Yue looked at Li Hongjing and saw that he really intended to have a good talk, and happened to tell him what he had been holding in his heart for so long, so that he could understand that they were originally people from two worlds.
She knelt at the foot of the bed, her movements a little cramped, and she took a deep breath, her voice soft and serious.
"I don't want to marry you, it's not because you're not good enough, on the contrary, you're very good, your family background, origin, appearance, and knowledge are all very good, and you can be said to be an impeccable husband, but it's a feeling to like someone, do you understand? I don't feel that way about you, at least not yet. โ
Li Hongjing looked at her lightly and nodded.
"Li Hongjing, liking someone is not forcing this person to accept you, your compulsion will make me rebellious, and will make me disgusted with you and stay away from you, instead of slowly accepting you."
"Then I'll change it."
"Whether you change it or not, it won't change my original intention, I really don't want to marry you."
"Is it because you like it or Shen Jiamao?"
Shen Jiamao? If she hadn't experienced those dream-like realities, she might still be immersed in self-feeling and admiration, but... She had already seen Shen Jiamao clearly, and it was impossible for her to fall into it again.
A moment of hesitation made Li Hongjing's anger that had just dissipated rise smoothly.
She really still likes Shen Jiamao, even if that person has hurt her and deceived her, she still likes him in her heart and keeps his place.
And what about him? All he did was plunder and coercion in her eyes?
Li Hongjing's face was gloomy.
He wanted to ask her out loud, did she really forget? Or was it lying to him from the beginning?
In the hall of Jingdu Liufu, all the heart-wrenching love words she said were fake?
Climbing through the window late at night to find him is also fake?
A kiss that blends in with a shallow affection is also fake?
And he was immersed in the dream that Liu Yue compiled for him, he~ ridiculous!
Li Hongjing's eyes turned cold.
His eyes were a little terrifying, and Liu Yue couldn't help but move back.
See! She was afraid of herself, afraid that if he frowned, Liu Yue would be nervous.
At this moment, Li Hongjing felt that he was a joke, the person who fell in love with him was lying to him from the beginning, if so, it would be better to never give him a good face.
Liu Yue's voice trembled a little, "Li Hongjing..."
She wanted to say don't look at her like that, she was scared.
But Li Hongjing's sense of oppression was too strong, so she couldn't say a complete sentence, so she had to watch him continue to shrink in a daze.
"Isn't it that no matter how good I am to you, I can't replace Shen Jiamao's place in your heart?"
"Have you forgotten how he deceived you? And how did you design revenge on him? โ
"You two can't do it anymore."
Liu Yue shook her head, she wanted to say no to Li Hongjing.
She no longer has a place for Shen Jiamao in her heart, and since she knew what he did, she couldn't like him anymore.
But Liu Yue's reaction seemed to be denying Li Hongjing's questioning.
Why be obsessed? Why can't you look back at yourself who has been guarding behind her?
Li Hongjing pulled the girl's delicate wrist hard, dragged her into his arms, and forced her to look up at herself.
"Why don't you look at me? I'm 10,000 times better than him, but I still can't stand up to him? โ
"Liu Yue, do you have a heart?"
Liu Yue struggled, the force on her jaw stinging her.
"It's not... I... There is no Shen Jiamao in his heart. โ
"You're lying to me again."
"I didn't, can you let me go? Li Hongjing. โ
"Why did you lie to me?"
Li Hongjing lowered his eyes, the girl in his arms trembled violently, her pretty face was pale, her eyes were red, and tears rolled down.
Crystal tears slid down his cheeks and dripped down his hands.
Li Hongjing let go of his hand.
The girl cried so much that she clenched her fingers tremblingly, "Li Hongjing... It hurts..."
Seeing that his wrist began to reddened in him, he didn't dare to break free rashly, for fear that one action would provoke him to anger again.
She was so afraid of Li Hongjing that she trembled at the end of every word.
Li Hongjing frowned.
He made her cry again, he didn't want that.
He reached out and lovingly wiped the tears from her eyes.
Liu Yue shrunk his neck, thinking that he probably wanted to strangle himself.
"Li Hongjing..."
"Why did you lie to me?"
This time there was no longer a rage, and the voice was even deliberately much softer.
Liu Yue shook her head, "I didn't lie to you. โ
"But you forgot what you said."
What words? What did she say?
In the hall of Jingdu Liufu, the picture of her holding Li Hongjing flashed in her mind, such a beautiful picture, such an intoxicating love story.
"Forgive me for being lost, almost made me lose you, forgive me for what I did, I almost lost you, Li Hongjing, I really want to marry you, I want to marry you wholeheartedly."
So she really promised to marry him?
How could she?
"Can't remember? Or has the fight been lying to me since then? โ
Liu Yue, "ยทยทยทยทยทยท"
She wanted to say that she hadn't said it, but it was clearly her own, so she couldn't quibble, even though the memory was not her own.
No matter what kind of state of mind he was in at that time, Liu Yue never thought of deceiving Li Hongjing's feelings from beginning to end.
Liu Yue closed her eyes tremblingly, she didn't know how to answer.
Li Hongjing's brows furrowed even deeper.
Liu Yue remembered but didn't want to face him?
On the day of the third watch, there was a cold wave outside the window, the moonlight was hazy, and the room was quiet.
Looking at Liu Yue's closed eyes, Li Hongjing curled the corners of his lips self-deprecatingly, it turned out that he was emotional and happy alone from beginning to end.
After a long silence, he leaned down stiffly, and the moment he leaned over, he could almost hear the sound of breaking.
I finally woke up from a dream.
He likes Liu Yue, from the first time he saw him to the present, he is affectionate, if he likes it, he should have already surpassed these two simple words.
His domineering possession is born from the heart, and it is the most primitive throbbing of human beings.
His kiss fell gently on the corner of her lips, helpless, trembling, with a sense of parting.