There was silence for each other, and the breeze curled a ripple in the ends of their hair.

Bai Sanbei's lowered eyes couldn't see his emotions clearly. said in a gentle tone as usual: "If Miss Su is curious, she can ask Xiao Sheng directly, why waste all that silver?" ”

Su Bairan lowered his eyes for a moment and nodded slightly.

Following the direction of his hand, he sat in front of the tea bowl in a remote hall, the faint fragrance of tea stained the tip of his nose, the steaming steam hit the face on the side, and the soft white mist stained the skin.

Su Bairan listened to his narration in his ears. It has stepped out of the sorrow of the times and sketched a scene that has never been seen before.

"Xiaosheng was really a doctor in his early years, like a fake."

"Who would have thought that if you save someone, you will encounter disaster."

"But for a while, I fell into madness, and I couldn't even wake up myself."

"God didn't abandon Xiaosheng easily, and he hated to give him a chance to live."

The narrative of the short words, how much blood seemed to be mixed in it, the stars fell into the ink, how many wails, screams melted into the white paper, and I don't know when it was crushed into pieces and could not be heard.

Su Bairan's eyes were calm, his eyelashes were covered in front of him, and he stopped opening the traces of the flow in it, and even he couldn't seem to comprehend, was it joy or fear, sorrow or distancing at that moment?

The paper touched by the fingertips, slowly loosening the nails, left a few marks in it, gently wiped away, and slowly placed it on the sunken wooden coffee table as if it had never existed.

"Miss Su, this is the life that Xiaosheng has experienced, if Miss Su can't accept it, just tell me."

Su Bairan shook his head slightly, "No, how can there be no way to accept it?" I must not always believe in the way out, in that moment of seeking life in order to live, there are so many morals to bind people? ”

She had no way to stand at the highest moral point to accuse the doctor of what he had done, and she was forced to move forward, struggling to survive as if she were herself.

But one wrong step and one wrong step, as time progresses, there is no way to get out of it.

In that issue, it was crushed into powder, and in the torrent of the times, between the backlog of human nature and the rules, he barely found a trace of life, and it was indeed feared by everyone.

Isn't that what she is?

If you haven't experienced it, you may be able to take a high responsibility, but you are also inadvertently looking for a trace of survival in the nights of all walks of life, and you are also crushing your IQ, barely allowing yourself to have a gap to live

Revisit the past and think carefully about what you were in.

She didn't regret it, she didn't feel angry at what she had done, and what right did she have to blame others?

The ordinary people who keep struggling under the torrent, how pathetic they are, what is the difference between pity and themselves, and what qualifications do they have to tell his story.

Moreover...

The slight emotion in Su Bairan's eyes, in order to deny that he couldn't even deny himself, was the sincerity revealed in hearing the other party's words.

Between his words, he promised that he did not deceive himself at all.

The joy has already been revealed, and it is not something that I can resist at all.

Even if there are some doubts, there is no way to deny how to change hearts in that moment.

In that joy, there is a feeling that I can't deny at all.

Enough, it's enough, the news of your own exploration is already over here.

The eyelashes trembled slightly, playing a rhythmic beat, looking at the soft person in front of him, compassion was soft and kind, and his body was shrouded in a faint halo, like a statue of a god in the mood of great compassion.

Bai San said with a sad smile: "It seems that Miss Su is not disgusted with Xiaosheng's past?" ”

"What did the doctor say, but there were many people around me who felt it, and I couldn't help but be a little curious about what time I had experienced that I didn't see."

Will there be a pause in Su Bairan's words at this point, there seems to be something in his throat that moves gently, squeezing and surging forward, but it is fiercely hidden in his throat and cannot be revealed.

showed an indifferent smile and said, "In this way, it is troublesome for the doctor, I have asked you so much, and it is a little abrupt." ”

"How so? The eldest lady is willing to inquire about Xiaosheng's affairs, and Xiaosheng is too happy before the eldest lady is willing to understand, and the whisper is willing to say every word. ”

The atmosphere seemed to be a little subtle, and the two didn't dare to stare into each other's eyes, and they didn't know who coughed lightly, and they separated in an instant.

Bai Sanbei sat alone in Fang Cai's tea room, his forehead lowered.

The sun crossed the treetops, the dark stream shrouded the sky, the pitch-black curtain, without any trace of brightness, the body was shrouded in shadows, and the gentle person in his arms, the light faded in an instant, and there was no halo of color around him.

It was dark and low, and the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and the smoothie was like a knife turned into an ice hammer.

The nails passed over the soft book, staring at the handwriting on it, looking at the traces of writing, looking at the fragments that he had personally experienced, with a slight force, instantly turning into powder, and standing there with ink marks, which was reduced to gravel, and no longer saw any figure.

There is naturally a lie in what he says, and there is no absolute truth in what he says, but under the embellishment, it seems that many of the things he has done are taken for granted.

Maybe he can stop telling lies and say what is there directly, but he is just an eldest lady.

Even if it is Liu Qingyao's fiancée, he may not be able to go back under his current situation, even if he can return to his original position, the two of them have no exact connection, even if they know what kind of results they can get, they have no influence on each other.

But...

The lie formed quickly in his mind, and the flawless words were revealed without any preparation at all, and even he was a little surprised at why he had arranged the lie so much.

It's just that the moment the words are spoken, he doesn't even want to refute himself, the light is bright, soft and true, and what he says seems to have really become what he has done, and a layer of light is shrouded in the darkness.

Just as I was looking for those special fabrics, the leather was on my shoulders just to hit my body with a soft light, and it seemed that in that moment I became brighter.

For her, Bai San was sad and ruthless, it was really ridiculous that he never felt that he had any compassion formed, but he just came to repay his kindness for a love, so how to think in his heart, but it was really nothing.

I didn't really care about the existence in my heart, why it was so heavy at this time, I didn't find it before, but now I fell into a panic in my heart.

"She is Liu Qingyao's fiancée."

And the relationship is not bad, although the person is not very strong, but it can also be regarded as a deep feeling.

Bai Sanbei shrouded in the shadows, laughed coldly in the darkness, what was he laughing at?

Even he couldn't restrain himself, even he didn't understand how much emotion that sneer contained, the feeling of helplessness was shrouded in the palm of his hand, he had never experienced it, but at this time, he was very ruthless and grabbed his heart.

Liu Qingyao's kindness to him can naturally be said, if it is not too heavy, why would he give up his status in the rivers and lakes and turn to a son who has not yet risen, what can he get in exchange for himself.

The fingertips were slightly clenched into fists, and the fingers like white clouds crossed a trace of blood-colored blood, flowing down the traces of the nails to the winding, and the veins of the joints flowed down to his eyes, staring coldly at the return of that moment, and looking at the traces countless times, but he didn't feel a little ridiculous.

"That's it."

A fluttering sentence, the Spring Festival that even I had never heard of was blown away with the gloomy cold wind.

"Acher!"

Su Bairan raised his hand and rubbed his nose, and grabbed the small blanket on his body.

The desolate quadrangular courtyard left himself alone here, the tour guide is not without a maid to turn it over, but with the heart does not exist, there is a way to play the person left, squatting alone between the courtyards, looking at the dim and dark sky, never to the starlight, never to see the moon, a little bit of light, but also willing to sit here to experience the darkness stained skin.

Whether what the doctor said to himself was true, but he didn't want to think about it anymore, at least what he heard was enough, and he spent a set of shackles in his heart, and the slight softness rippled in his heart, so he didn't get any substantial existence, but it was soft enough for himself.

Su Bairan smiled, there was no way to suppress it, for the extravagant hope in his heart, some emotions had already been emanating from it, and he told himself bluntly that he should naturally reduce it earlier.

"My sister looks so happy, but I don't know what it is... Can you tell me about it? ”

"It's not a big deal, Zhang Cuiyan dragged me out to stabilize the business, but I got a little money, and I was a little happy to think about it."

Su Bairan's appearance of the young man already depends on calmness.

The one who just appeared behind his back to speak, there is no scientific evidence, and he is the only one.

Of course, if you have a choice, you'd rather choose the former than meet the boy himself.

"If my sister likes money and tells me, why bother with these little things?"

"Young man, this mood is completely different." Su Bairan knew that the young man had never been soft on spending money on himself, but he always had a bit of a mood from spending his money.

It's not just out of the wandering between the two.,It's the shadow of a person with a bad brain.,I always feel like I'm going to infect myself at some point.。