Soul Suppression Chapter 16 Scatter Your Heart
There are no lights on the second floor,
The light outside the window shone into the house and fell on Lin Fan silently.
Lin Fan stood in front of the window for a long time, his thoughts drifting away, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
In fact, Lin Fan is far more able to accept farewell calmly than ordinary people, whether it is life or death.
In his view, meeting is a meeting of fate, arising from a gathering, and a fate disappearing from a fate.
There is no need to force it, and it is not necessary to force it.
Sometimes parting is for reunion, for the next better encounter,
Sometimes, it's just the end.
All the words in this world have been writing the same article for thousands of years and hundreds of years, life and death.
At last
Lin Fan turned around and went back to his room to rest, dreamless all night.
Early in the morning, Lin Fan woke up,
Come to the first floor.
It was as if I had gone back to three years ago when I first moved here, and the huge store was empty and I was alone.
Of course, unlike now, at that time, Chen Xu was still silent, and he returned to this city where he stayed until he graduated from high school alone, familiar and unfamiliar.
He always thought that he could deal with his lonely life and would be willing to spend it like this forever, but now he finds that it feels really good to have someone to accompany him once in a while.
Even if we think that our feelings have dried up and cannot be given, there will always be a moment when something can pluck the strings in the depths of our hearts, after all, we are not born to enjoy solitude.
Lin Fan sat on the sofa, and the two cats were lying obediently on his lap, rubbing him from time to time.
Today is not the weekend,
There won't be many guests,
Even if it's a weekend,
It will be closed for the time being.
After all
Money
Doesn't matter.
Lin Fan picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Chen Xu,
“?”
“1。”
got a reply, Lin Fan put down his phone.
Familiar people speak so simply, and the meaning to be expressed is all in that small character.
Drinking?
Okay, wait.
Lin Fan got up and went to the crisper to get a bottle of yogurt and served it as breakfast.
Looking at the last bottle of yogurt in my hand,
Lin Fan shook his head,
Tut
After drinking,
I'll have to buy a box myself.
He then fetched some more cat food and fed it to the two cats.
Then sit back on the couch and continue reading.
Time always slips away inadvertently, and soon it is close to noon.
Putting the book down, Lin Fan picked up his mobile phone,
Don't want to cook for yourself,
Order a takeout.
Open Ele.me,
Shaxian snacks?
Nothing meat.
Braised chicken rice?
The taste is too monotonous.
Lanzhou ramen?
I don't like to eat noodles.
Then,
Let's order a fat house bucket for the whole family.
Well.
Lin Fan placed an order and waited for the takeaway brother.
While waiting for the takeaway, Lin Fan swiped his mobile phone and watched the news.
Less than half an hour later, the delivery boy knocked on the door and entered.
I have to say that domestic takeaway is really convenient, the distribution system is quite perfect, and the convenient and fast lifestyle has long been integrated into people's daily life and has become inseparable.
This is also an inevitable consequence of adapting to the fast-paced social life that is rapidly evolving.
"Hello, Ele.me takeout. Are you Mr. Lim? ”
"yes, yes."
"Your takeaway."
Lin Fan got up and took the takeaway,
"Okay, thanks, great work."
"You're welcome, you can use it slowly."
Lin Fan turned on the air conditioner, the indoor temperature was very cool, and the little brother didn't rest for a while, and went out again.
Many people are like this, they never dare to relax on the road of struggle,
To live, to live.
It's hard for everyone,
A glass of wine or a cigarette in the middle of the night or during a nap may be the best way to talk about comfort.
Wine can relieve a thousand sorrows when you get drunk, but why can't smoke relieve sorrows?
I think a lot of people who smoke don't start out smoking for the sake of smoking.
It's just that I'm getting used to the taste more and more.
In the end, you may not even be able to tell whether you want to smoke or relieve your worries.
Probably both, but it also blurs the line.
Lin Fan put the takeaway on the coffee table and opened it,
Take out the family bucket,
Suck fingers of plain chicken, spicy chicken wings, mashed potatoes, corn boxes,
There is a lot of quantity, and it may not be able to be eaten all at once, but looking at a large box of meat makes me feel very appetizing.
Lin Fan tore off the chili powder and black pepper and sprinkled it,
When you bite into it, the meat is fragrant, accompanied by a little juice, mixed with salty and spicy flavors, which is particularly attractive.
Coupled with the extremely pleasant fat house water, it is perfect.
It's strange that although Lin Fan grew up in Rongcheng, he has an extremely wide range of tastes.
Banyan City is close to the sea, so the food customs have gradually formed a unique cuisine with open characteristics.
Fujian cuisine is famous for cooking delicacies from the mountains and seas, on the basis of good color, flavor and shape, it is especially good at "fragrant" and "taste", and its fresh, mellow, fragrant and not greasy style characteristics.
People in Rongcheng prefer sweetness and inevitably put sugar when cooking, but Lin Fan is particularly interested in salty and spicy food.
Lin Fan ate unhurriedly, half of it was finished, and he was already very full.
Wrap the rest in plastic wrap and store it in the refrigerator.
took out another bottle of juice to relieve his greasyness, Lin Fan sat back on the sofa to rest, and swiped his mobile phone.
The morning went by like this.
Casually watching, a piece of news caught his eye.
Originally, Lin Fan's slightly happy mood was immediately affected by what he saw.
The girl was suspected of being beaten by her stepmother, causing serious injuries and being sent to the hospital in a coma and still being rescued.
It was determined that the girl's injuries reached the second degree of serious injuries and minor injuries, including fist beatings, boiling water, scratching her head against the wall, cutting her lips and other inhumane injuries.
There are a few pictures and a video in the news, and although they have been coded, they still show wounds that people can't bear to look at.
A while ago, I was still experiencing the small beauty of life, but now I see such a heart-wrenching picture.
How so?
It's very diaphragmatic.
But that's how the world is,
contradiction
Beauty and ugliness go hand in hand, good and evil are intertwined.
It constitutes a complex and diverse world that is interlocking.
This can't be described in a single language, it's more like a concept in mind.
Everyone sees the world from a different perspective than they see the world, and you can't force others to look at things from your own perspective.
Let's find common ground while reserving differences.
However, when it comes to the matter of justice, there is a principle.
It's like the news is full of strong condemnation and indignation at the cruelty of the girl's stepmother.
Yes, how vicious it must be to bear to be so cruel to a little girl.
But what about the little girl's father?
The so-called family of three, in addition to the stepmother and the girl, what about the girl's father, and the man?
It's rarely mentioned.
If it weren't for his connivance and ignorance, how could the little girl be tortured by this.
Is the injury of the little girl who is still being rescued from a scarred and unconscious consciousness really just caused by her stepmother alone?
Even if he never did it, how is his connivance and disregard different from that of the perpetrators?
When the avalanche occurs,
No snowflake is innocent.
Some people really don't deserve to be parents,
Or rather,
Unworthy of a man.
Subjectively speaking, such people should not live in this world, but from the objective legal point of view, they do not sin to death.
Well
They.
In Lin Fan's opinion, such a person is not worthy of being a person.
Lin Fan will wait for the day when their life will come to an end,
He will let them know that although the devil is on earth, hell is not empty.
A trace of gloom flashed in Lin Fan's deep eyes, and then disappeared.
Compared with normal people, Lin Fan's growth atmosphere and environment are not friendly. Although there is no absolute empathy in this world, and Lin Fan is not a nosy person, it is precisely because he has experienced imperfection that he has more sympathy for these equally unfortunate children.
Although many times he can't do anything about it.
Hopefully you'll make it through......
Putting away his mobile phone, Lin Fan lay on the sofa and closed his eyes and prepared to rest.
As if sensing Lin Fan's emotions, the two cats barked softly,
"Meow~"
Then he also lay down next to Lin Fan's hand to rest, with a soft and smooth tail, rubbing Lin Fan's hand from time to time.
soon
One man and two cats went to sleep,
An afternoon passed quickly.
In the evening, Lin Fan woke up, went up to the second floor to wash up and went downstairs, feeling that his stomach was not hungry.
Thinking of the news he saw before, Lin Fan still had a faint depression in his heart.
Some things are not something that can be ignored by being open-minded, and the slightest hint of looming resentment is like a stalk in the throat, which has a small impact, but it is always unpleasant.
or
Let's go for a walk,
It's been a long time since I've been out,
Let's go for a walk.
Thinking of this, Lin Fan packed up and prepared to go out.
When I walked to the couch,
Lin Fan glanced at the two cats,
"Going for a walk?"
"Meow~"
The two cats immediately jumped off the couch and followed him.
Lin Fan opened the door, and a heat wave came to his face, although the sun had sunk in the west, it was still hot outside.
Lin Fan frowned,
It's hot,
The feeling of just getting out of the air-conditioned room is really hard to describe in words, as if you are in a fireplace.
Immediately, a trace of surging black mist flashed in Lin Fan's eyes, and the stuffy feeling disappeared instantly.
Lin Fan's brows calmed,
Well
Not bad.
Isolate the external high temperature and emit cold to cover the surface of the body, which is a small application of one's own ability.
Humanoid self-propelled air conditioning.
abbreviation
Open hanging.
The two kittens also approached Lin Fan with feeling, one black and one white following him.
Locking the door of the store, Lin Fan walked outside, walking on the sidewalk.
One man and two cats form a peculiar landscape, with a young man in his twenties following two cats, one black and one white, at his left and right feet.
They walked unhurriedly,
At this time, it was the rush hour after work, and the passers-by around me came and went, and the traffic was busy, and they were quite anxious.
And this person and two cats are extraordinarily leisurely.
Walking and walking,
Lin Fan came to Wujiang Wetland Park, today is not the weekend, and this time is not yet the time to take a walk after dinner, so there is no one in the park.
just right
Lin Fan also doesn't like places with too many people,
Walking around aimlessly in the park was really relaxing.
Walking and walking, Lin Fan came to the small lake in the park,
There is a small pavilion in the middle of the lake, its name is the Lake Center Pavilion, a stone bridge spans both banks, connecting the exits on both sides of the pavilion.
Crossing the stone bridge and walking into the lake pavilion, Lin Fan stood by the railing of the small pavilion seat, looking at the lake.
It is summer, the green lotus leaves of the half lake are clustered together, among the green leaves, a branch of lotus is slim, like a shy girl, her face is crimson, and she smiles slightly.
Jin Tao Yuanming loves chrysanthemum alone, and gives only love lotus out of the mud without staining.
It's beautiful.
From time to time, fish emerge from the water and exhale softly, rippling and rippling.
It is said that there is a large carp in this lake for decades, which is so psychic that everyone calls him "Mangzi", and as soon as you call its name by the lake, it will surface and attract the surrounding residents to come and see it from time to time.
Lin Fan had heard of it for a long time, but he had never tried to call it by the lake, because he didn't like to come here when there were too many people.
Second, if there is, there is, all things have spirits (except for mosquitoes), and even Lin Fan's experience himself is not a person who can be explained by science.
It has nothing to do with itself, it is harmless to the balance of yin and yang, and existence is reasonable.
Standing in the pavilion, Lin Fan faintly felt that there was a pair of eyes watching him at the bottom of the lake.
It seems that this fish is indeed extraordinary.
But he didn't pay much attention to it.
The two cats also jumped on their seats and looked at the lake together, as if their eyes could pass through the lake and see the bottom of the lake.
The summer days are very long, and it is not dark at more than six o'clock, Lin Fan turned around and left, and people came to the park for a walk one after another.
Leaving the Lake Center Pavilion, I heard someone shouting from afar,
"Reckless!"
Then there was a burst of happy laughter,
"It's out!"
That's nice.
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