Chapter 39 I say to you, Do not be afraid

After Qin Tianyuan watched Yin Rong leave with an uncertain expression, he was so ashamed that he wanted to destroy the diary immediately.

Ma Dan, this is a diary written by the previous one, why did he let himself be blamed, and it was discovered.

Who still keeps a diary these days?

Do serious people keep a diary?

Can it be written in a diary from the heart?

Cheap!

Qin Tianyuan deeply criticized the previous owner of his body, and drew a clear line with him, and his mood was much more relaxed. After checking the combination lock, I found that there was no trace of being pried, and then I completely relaxed.

Open the diary casually, although it is immoral to look at other people's diaries to peep into privacy, but this diary belongs to the previous owner of your own body, and rounding it up is equivalent to your own diary, so it cannot be regarded as immoral.

Qin Tianyuan comforted himself and slowly opened the scribbled diary.

Skipping the large section of the intermediate ledger and daily trivial matters, Qin Tianyuan directly turned to the back.

“2119…… May 11...... Today marks the second anniversary of my joining the Archives Bureau...... It's a pity that there is no celebration, no flowers...... No cakes, not even gifts. ”

"The days go by quickly...... I forgot that I had been out for two years since I graduated, and I was always busy with work to kill time......"

"Actually, the work content is boring...... It's very tedious and trivial, and I complained before that the work is too draining......"

"Flipping through the newspapers of the old days, magazines were a very interesting thing to do at first, and you could learn a little about the life of that era from them...... It's just that I don't understand what keyboard warrior and bar spirit mean? ”

"In that era, everyone had to be vaccinated at birth, which was terrible, how could there be such a stupid and backward concept...... A generation has its own limitations and understandings, just like a certain era of lead metal as a prevalence, leading to lead poisoning, and some times of using radiation as a means of treatment, people at that time seriously felt that this was a scientific ......"

"There are countless ignorant mistakes made by human beings on the road of scientific exploration, and Western medicine once regarded bloodletting as a universal cure, think about how similar this is......

Qin Tianyuan was stunned after reading this paragraph, but with his shallow level of knowledge, he really didn't know how to evaluate it.

However, the margins of the diary were later written with a sentence, "The pursuit of eternal life is the greatest greed of the human heart." ”

After this sentence, a few exclamation points were written vigorously, and it was written very hard, and the tip of the pen seemed to cut through the paper, and when he saw the writing, he was very excited, and it seemed that he couldn't help himself.

Qin Tianyuan thought about it, why this sentence was written here, it was too abrupt, it seemed that the previous owner of this body was a little confused.

It seems that the thing of immortality has been pursued by people since ancient times, from Qin Shi Huang sent Xu Fu Dongdu to seek the elixir of immortality, to the emperors of all dynasties have refined medicine to seek the method of immortality. Until now, the rich have tirelessly spent money in the field of anti-aging.

If you look at it from this point of view, there is some truth in this sentence.

Qin Tianyuan shook his head and turned to the next page, and soon a line of words jumped into his eyes, arousing his interest.

"Director Shen specially talked to me for a long time today, my mood is very complicated, I want to calm down......"

The handwriting here is more sloppy, and some of the fonts have been distorted, making it seem to be very emotionally volatile.

"It was a mountain of files, and Director Shen was standing in front of that pile of files, and he told me a lot, affirmed my achievements in two years of work, and praised my work attitude...... After careful investigation, he felt that there was something he should tell me......"

"He told me a lot...... It's a very big secret about our unit. No, no, no, I can't write it down...... I can only hide it in my heart, and I can't even mention a word when I sleep and talk in my sleep......"

"From now on, my work will change a lot...... My life will change in the future, I may spend my life doing one thing, or I may not have results......"

"Mine calm down......"

The rest of the content was cut off here, Qin Tianyuan angrily wanted to tear up the notebook, what the hell is this, write a diary You wrote vaguely.

No wonder people say that serious people write diaries.

Can it be written from the heart?

Qin Tianyuan flipped through it casually, and found that the content written on the next page was different, and he no longer talked about things at work, and the main content was all about Yin Rong.

“…… There's a new beautiful woman in the logistics office today...... She was wearing a dark blue woolen dress, sitting quietly behind the window, looking twenty-five or sixteen years old, very beautiful. With a pair of glasses on his fair face and a magazine in his hand, he looked at it intently. ”

"I later learned that this woman who exudes this intellectual beauty is called Yin Rong, and she is the boss of the entire logistics department. Since there is no logistics director for the time being, she is also my boss. ”

"She smiled at me today and I was nervous...... There doesn't seem to be a response...... I don't know if she thinks I'm a bad person......"

"Director Shen said to me that I am not young and should think about personal problems, and he told me that he would arrange it......"

"What does this mean? …… Do you want to introduce a blind date, if only the other party was Yin Rong......"

Qin Tianyuan pouted, you are thinking about peaches to eat.

"Yin Rong's attitude towards me became more and more enthusiastic, and he chatted with me for a long time today...... I don't know if the two of us will have a common topic together in the future......"

"After getting married, do you want to rent an apartment near the company, so that it is convenient to commute to work, alas, it is difficult for children to go to school in the future, and there are no schools around...... Raising children is also a big problem, it's so hard to ......"

Seeing this, Qin Tianyuan's face darkened, and he held back the old groove in his heart, and he wanted to vomit it out happily.

People just smile at you, you even have a good idea of where your children go to school......

Qin Tianyuan suddenly understood at this time, why Yin Rong saw that he didn't have a good face, and he always looked indifferent, it must be this kid who messed up.

Maybe I confessed to someone, saying that I like people or something.

Do you like that?

You're a glutton.

Phew, shit!

Qin Tianyuan turned around and threw the diary aside, he felt that this diary basically had no reference value, it was better to destroy it quickly, it was too shameful.

He got up and was about to tear up the diary, but after thinking about it, he locked it up and found a corner to hide it.

Qin Tianyuan spent the night in the office of the archives, and got up early in the morning with dark circles under his eyes.

This made Yao Qi, who was the first to arrive every day, very surprised, "Brother Qin, you didn't go home last night." ”

Qin Tianyuan rolled his eyes angrily, "My family is gone, it's a fart......"

Zhang Beiguo sighed silently on the side, "You should have taken me there last night......

Qin Tianyuan's face was shocked when he heard this, "Take you there?" Do you know what happened last night? If we can't figure it out, we'll just lie there together. ”

Zhang Beiguo asked with a very interested expression: "What you said about last night's action, is it exciting or not?" ”

Qin Tianyuan thought for a while and said, "It's not a question of whether it's exciting or not, it's the kind of rare scene......

Zhang Beiguo and Yao Qi both came over, looking at Qin Tianyuan with wide eyes, waiting for him to continue.

Qin Tianyuan said mysteriously: "What I want to tell you, don't be afraid......

Zhang Beiguo and Yao Qi nodded quickly, showing extreme curiosity. "We won't be afraid."

"I met ...... yesterday" Qin Tianyuan looked around and whispered, "I saw a ghost yesterday......"

Zhang Beiguo and Yao Qi glanced at each other, and immediately separated, and each returned to his seat, everything as if nothing had happened.

Only Qin Tianyuan was left stunned.