Therefore, it is better to die with Xu Ruhai in this sinful place and destroy everything, than to live a lifetime and not be able to get out of that spiritual cage.

Maybe before that, it wouldn't be a bad thing to let Xia Er know his true identity, at least at that time, Xia Er might not be so sad about his death.

Xia Er hates this aspect the most, and he himself happens to be the son of a big drug dealer, no matter what, Xia Er will not accept himself.

If you can't change your identity, then it doesn't matter, protect Xia'er, let Xia'er live well, and have a happy future, that's enough......

At this time, Xia Shi was in school, and she hadn't seen Brother Qiansheng come to see her for a long time, to be honest, Xia Shi's heart was still a little lost.

In the past, Brother Qiansheng would call her every day to ask how she was doing, but since he arrived in Shangjing, to be precise, since Brother Qiansheng sent her to this school, he has changed, he no longer contacts him every day, but seems to be deliberately distancing.

Xia Shi didn't know if he had done something he shouldn't have done, otherwise why would Brother Qiansheng suddenly ignore her like this?

Xia Shi has always been scared in her heart, because the days with Xu Qiansheng are really beautiful, and the beauty is not real, it is like a dream of hers.

She was afraid that one day she would wake up from a dream, and there would be no one around her, in fact, what she had not told Xu Qiansheng was that she had already remembered a lot of memories of the past.

She remembered that dark, disgusting past.

She lives in a very dark world, she met Brother Zheng, Brother Qiansheng, Brother Ning Lu, everything seems to be fine, but Xia Shi can't believe that she can really live in the sunshine one day.

Will there be a day when you wake up from a big dream and find that these are all fake, Xia Shi never dares to believe in good things, because those are fragile, good things, and they are always easy to change.

Summer time is serious, there is only darkness, sin is real, all the good is like that fragile dream, a poke can be broken, and those ugly realities are always real, because things are no worse than those.

Only those things that have experienced the worst things will not hurt her again.

But Brother Qiansheng is the one who brought her into the light, how can she do this, Brother Qiansheng......

The teacher was originally in class, and he was the focus of observation in the summer, so the teacher found out as soon as something was wrong in the summer.

When Xia Shi was enrolled, the police and Xu Qiansheng all greeted the school, asking them to take good care of Xia Shi, and if there was really any problem, they must report it in time.

The teacher looked at Xia Shi, "Xia Shi, you can answer this question." ”

Xia Shi was thinking about Xu Qiansheng's matter, but he didn't react when he was suddenly named, or he poked Xia Shi's arm at the same table, Xia Shi came back to his senses and looked at the same table, the same table motioned for her to look at the teacher with his eyes, and Xia Shi looked at the teacher and suddenly panicked.

Xia Shi stood up, and the teacher tried to make his voice sound as gentle as possible, "Come, you can answer." ”

Xia Shi looked at the teacher and blushed slightly, she didn't mean to listen to the class well, but recently because of Qiansheng's brother's matter, she really couldn't let it go.

Xia Shi stretched out his hand to support his forehead, "Teacher, I'm sorry, I ...... I just didn't hear that. ”

The teacher looked at Xia Shi, "Are you not feeling well, if you are not feeling well, you can go back and rest." ”

Xia Shi looked at the teacher, "I, I'm really a little uncomfortable. ”

After the teacher granted leave, Xia Shi left the classroom.

Walking on campus, Xia Shi took out his mobile phone several times, and finally hung down weakly.

Will my brother be busy at this time, will there be other people around Brother Qiansheng, will Brother Qiansheng not want her anymore......

Xia Shi didn't have the courage to make this call, because she was afraid that it would not be Xu Qiansheng who would answer the phone at that time, and she was afraid that she would get the same answer as she imagined, so she didn't dare to make this call.

But she didn't dare to make this phone call, but she didn't want to just take this matter lightly, she and her brother shouldn't be so strange and unfamiliar, they used to be so close.

Xia Shi walked aimlessly on campus alone, and for a while he didn't know where he should go, what should he do on his brother's side, and whether he should take the initiative to ask.

If you ask, Brother Qiansheng really said that at that time, what should I do, do I want to leave quietly again like that?

So where should she go and where should he go, she no longer has a place that he can call home, originally the place where Qiansheng's brother used to be her home, but now this home is likely to have someone else, in this case, should she take the initiative to quit.

Brother Qiansheng really treats her very well, okay, sometimes it makes her feel that Brother Qiansheng will always treat her like this from now on, and they can live together forever in the future.

But during this time at school, she suddenly understood something, Brother Qiansheng never gave her any promises, or never told her whether they would have a future in the future.

He had never said anything like this, so all of this was her own subjective assumption, and she would have been self-inflicted in the first place.

Xia Shi didn't know, and he didn't dare to confirm this fact, but he suddenly felt sad, and the person he had always regarded as his dependence seemed to be about to leave him all of a sudden.

At this moment, Xia Shi's mobile phone suddenly rang with a mobile phone ringtone, Xia Shi thought it was Xu Qiansheng, and when he opened the mobile phone, he saw that it was a string of unfamiliar numbers.

Maybe it's a sales advertisement, Xia Shi thought so in her heart, if it was in the past, Xia Shi wouldn't be so impatient, she didn't want to see this at all, but in today's situation, in this mood, she really didn't want to deal with these useless things.

So Xia Shi hung up the phone directly, originally Xia Shi thought it would be okay to hang up the phone, but I didn't expect that after the phone hung up, after a while, the phone rang again, Xia Shi glanced at it, and it was still the same number.

Xia Shi is a little impatient, are the current sales advertisements so stubborn, catch a person and don't let go, are you annoying?