Tasha saw that I was a little depressed and laughed beside me. This is a wry smile, I can't find a reason to make her happy, so I just think it's all bitter fun.

"It seems that our dun has grown up, although I don't have a perfect marriage, but I don't want to see you on your own, and I don't want to see you in marriage.

It's a good thing that you have your own thoughts, and if you don't love that person, or don't love someone so much, it's better not to choose marriage. Because while you go against your will, you also hurt the other person. ”

Tasha's words made me unable to understand for a while, but I was still a little unconvinced, so I said to Tasha: "You married that Principal Zhang at that time, was it for love?" ”

Tasha's expression became solemn, and she thought for a moment and said, "When I met him, he was not a few years older than you are now. We were working in a hotel in Ukraine, where my ex-husband Zhang Xiaodi was the chef and I was working as a waitress.

My family is not very good, my parents do not have more money to support me to continue my studies, at that time I had to go out to work, so the money I earn will relieve the financial pressure on my family.

I don't deny that Zhang Xiaodi was very rich at that time, and I also admit that if it wasn't for money, I wouldn't be with Zhang Xiaodi. You know, a Ukrainian and a Chinese together also need a certain courage.

Of course, Zhang Xiaodi has something that impresses me, and I don't know until now, or I don't care about his medical skills, but her cooking skills are still quite good. We also loved each other before, and the love he used to give me couldn't make up for the damage he caused me later. ”

Tasha spoke of the sad part, where she sobbed softly.

"I know, you said these things, don't be too sad, things are in the past, let's look forward!" I didn't know how to comfort Tasha.

"I still feel a little guilty about Zhang Xiaodi, after I followed him back to China, I did do some things that I couldn't do for him, and I can't blame all those things.

When I was in Ukraine, our relationship was fine, but when I returned to China, especially after becoming the dean, he basically never touched me.

I tried to break up with him, but he wouldn't divorce me, so that I had my first lover outside, and I was pregnant with that person's child. As she spoke, Tasha wiped her tears with her hands.

"That person isn't Uncle Guo, right?" I asked.

"No, he's Russian, an official of our embassy. This man has a wife, and for the sake of his future, it is impossible for him to marry me.

Even more unfortunate when my child was a few months old. That Zhang Xiaodi actually pushed me down the stairs at home, so that my child was gone, and my life was almost gone.

In the end, I saved my life, but because of this incident, I couldn't have children anymore! Tasha said the emotion, lowered her head, buried her head between her hands, and began to weep.

"Tasha, it's all in the past. It was also very painful when my mom and my dad divorced, and when I saw my mom crying secretly at night, I felt the urge to kill my dad. Looking back now, I feel that it was a little too naïve at that time. ”

"Dunzi, at least there are so many people around you who love you, as well as your fellow villagers. But I came to China alone, and my Chinese was not very good at that time, and it was very difficult to find someone to talk to. Tasha woke up from her crying, "Even so, that Zhang Xiaodi won't divorce me." He said that if he divorced me, it would not affect him well! ”

"How can this man be like this! So a learned person has become a dean and principal, how can he think so! "I don't really understand what Tasha said about Zhang Xiaodi, but I just think that Zhang Xiaodi's approach doesn't match his identity as the dean.

"He's a psychopath, he's torturing me in this way, he doesn't let me get close to others, and to outsiders we are a loving couple, but I know that he's just doing it for others to see.

Also, I found out that there was something wrong with his sexual orientation, and I found that he didn't seem to like women,,," Tasha paused.

"I don't understand this, you said he doesn't like women, there is no man around me who doesn't like women!" I was amazed.

"Don't talk about him, it's not my concern who he likes. In fact, it's not a big deal that men don't like women, don't I also dislike men! ”

Tasha's self-esteem was traumatized by saying that.

"I'm sorry, I didn't say you, it's just that the man I came into contact with hurt me too much, so I'm no longer interested in men. Until I met you. As she spoke, Tasha leaned over to me, "It's just that our age gap is too big, if it weren't for the fact that I was going back to China soon, I would have buried this good impression of you in my heart, and wouldn't let it develop into what it is now." ”

"Tasha, I know I love you, and it's good to look like this now. You've always been so high in my heart that I don't know how to put into words how I feel right now. It's just that it's not the same as others. ”

"Hehehe, because you haven't lived with your mother for too long! Of course, in your heart, you have a feeling of dependence on women who are older than you! ”

Tasha's words made me think about it for a long time, but finally I shook my head and dismissed her point of view.

"Dunzi, knowing that denying others is sometimes a good thing, which means that you have grown up and have your own independent thinking, which is very important for an adult!" Tasha whispered in my ear, and I was willing to listen to whatever Tasha said.

After walking around the campus for a while, I met a few people who greeted Tasha. I don't know why I was a little afraid of meeting Tasha's ex-husband Zhang Xiaodi, but fortunately I had good luck that day. Of course, there were some people who greeted Tasha, and whenever someone accosted Tasha, my mood wandered for a while. Now that I think about it, it was a sign of unconfidence in myself at that time! But it's no wonder I didn't really have any reason to be confident at the time.

It wasn't until I walked out of the school gate of Ben Cheng Medical University that I felt completely relaxed. When I left the school gate, I looked at the doorman and found that he was no longer the doorman we were when we entered the school gate, and I think he should change shifts!

After leaving Ben Cheng Medical University, I wonder if Tasha will go to my little Uncle Guo Guo Guo at the next stop? If that's the case, I'm going to be embarrassed.

"Tasha, we, where are we going? Shall we go to Uncle Guo? "I'm not confident when I say it.

"Hehe, are you scared? I can hear you don't want me to go. Tasha said with a smile.

"No, no, it's hard to come here. You still have to go, and you have to face the things you still have to face after all! "Although Tasha spied on her heart, she still has to persevere to the end!

"Xiao Guo and I need each other, at that moment, under that situation. He and I both knew that nothing would come of it, so we just got together and dispersed!

Dunzi, thank you for accompanying me to fulfill my wish! I don't want to go anywhere now, I just want to go back to Alexei's house with you soon! ”

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The Provincial High School Games was held before the National Day of that year, and I finished fifth in the province in that Games, which was also the best place I won in the javelin event. I successfully completed my goal and successfully obtained the results required for high school sports students, and then I will see my performance in this aspect of cultural class.

My Javelin foreign coach Ivan and his girlfriend Xiao Song held their wedding on October 1st, National Day. But just a month after Tasha returned to China, Ivan and Xiao Song also left China. At that time, Xiao Song was already pregnant, probably in a hurry to give birth to the child in Russia!

Because my middle school principal gave me the green light, I didn't go back to school until after eleven. The principal also gave me a loud compliment in front of everyone during a recess exercise, saying that I had won glory for the school.

When the principal praised me, I saw Sun Chenggang's unhappy face, this time he also won the ranking, and it is estimated that he will be able to add points in the high school entrance examination.

Even though the principal was very optimistic about me, I was still swept out of the student dormitory. This result is expected, and it is also the result of the joint efforts of the director of academic affairs, the class teacher, the dormitory manager, and the class leader Sun Chenggang.

I don't think I can blame them, I did a little too much. The headmaster, who will retire next year, knows some of my details, so he always resigns himself to such habitual infractions of mine. Seeing that the class teacher reacted more often, the principal would specifically ask me to go to the principal's office to chat.

As for me, of course, I did everything I could to make the principal's grandfather's waist not sore, and his legs didn't hurt anymore. The principal's original intention of educating me vanished.

One Monday at noon, the principal called me to the principal's office, and while I was giving him a qi massage, the principal said to me, "Dunzi, your teacher told me again that you slept in class!" You said that you don't study much all day long, what will you do in the future! ”

Since Tasha was leaving soon, we were crazy together on the weekend, and naturally I was out of energy for school on Monday!

"It's okay, haven't I met the standard of a sports student! I know Principal Qi of the High School Affiliated to the Provincial Normal University, and I will work hard to go to the High School Affiliated to the Provincial Normal University to study in high school. "Speaking of the high school attached to the National Normal University, I think of Chen Jing.

"Dunzi, that is, you have reached the standard of a sports student, but a key high school such as the High School Attached to the Normal University also needs your cultural class results, not just anyone can go there!"

"Don't worry! I know this in my heart, don't I have a year and a half, and I will be able to go to high school smoothly. ”

I knew what it meant to me, but Tasha's return to China was the most important thing at that time.