374 What a coincidence, I have only cried for you

Shi Lan: "Then, husband and wife are of the same heart?" ”

During the banquet, Xiu chuckled and replied with a small expression of red lips. Baidu search literature network, more good free reading.

Shi Lan closed her phone, and then continued to look at various photos from the dance party where she and Yan Shixiu met three years ago.

Last night, she accompanied Uncle Yan to the hospital, and although she did not enter the ward, she heard the conversation between Yan Shixiu and her parents.

Yan Shixiu obviously had great doubts about his father's attitude towards him and Yan Ziqing.

He must have noticed something, but he didn't want to find out the secret behind it.

Shi Lan didn't ask, although she hoped that Yan Shixiu would say everything to her, but she also understood that Yan Shixiu didn't want to hide these things from her, but he didn't know how to speak, let alone how to face them.

Shi Lan thought that when Shi Xiu chased her to the desert at the beginning of the banquet, he also told her one thing.

At the cocktail party three years ago, in addition to her viewing banquet Shi Xiu, there was another person who also expressed his intention to Yan Shi Xiu.

At that time, Shi Xiu used a saving word, and he said that Shi Lan saved him.

Shi Lan wouldn't go to Yan Shi Xiu in person to ask who that person was, but she had to know through other means.

During the banquet, the person who repaired that person, who would not give in and kneel when he was held by a knife on his neck, could use a word to save him, how humiliating he was at that time.

Shi Lan felt that when she dug deep into these things, it was like cutting flesh on her own body.

But no matter how deep he hid, no matter how well he hid, Shi Lan had to find out the festering place in his heart and let him scab again.

I can save you once, and I can save you again.

Shi Lan spent a morning looking for the information at that time, combined with her own memories, and finally targeted a real estate developer. Baidu search literature network, more good free reading. Because of the entire cocktail party, only he took the initiative to find the banquet Shi Xiu, and only he used the same eyes as her to see the banquet Shi Xiu. So, now she can't wait to gouge out this man's eyeballs.

However, when she investigated this Mr. Huang in depth, she found that he had gone bankrupt last year.

The news of last year's imprisonment was also a sensation.

Shi Lan stopped and didn't go any further.

Only in the evening, let the aunt prepare steak and candlelight dinner.

……

At eight o'clock, Shi Xiu opened the door of the house and saw Shi Lan curled up on the sofa and drank a lot of red wine, so he reluctantly picked her up from the sofa.

I wanted to put her on the bed, but Shi Lan woke up halfway and quietly hugged Shi Xiu without saying a word.

Yan Shixiu sensed Shi Lan's emotions and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" ”

"Thought of something about you, so drank some wine."

During the banquet, Xiu put her on the bed, then sat beside her, and said, "Your current hobby is to turn over three years of old accounts?" ”

Shi Lan stretched out her hand to hug him and said, "Huang is always your hand, right?" ”

During the banquet, Xiu was stunned, and his whole body tensed.

"If I had known at the time that this person had dirty thoughts, I would have made him unable to survive or die."

Yan Shixiu relaxed a little and gently patted Shi Lan's back: "He doesn't have a chance to do anything to me." ”

"I can't just think about it."

"It wasn't me who was his target in the first place." Yan Shixiu said, "He fell in love with Yan Ziqing and proposed marriage to my father. It was Yan Ziqing who refused and pushed me out......"

After Shi Lan listened, she leaned on Yan Shixiu's shoulder and did not move.

After a long time, Shi Xiu wanted to see her, only to feel a wet corner of his shoulder.

"Wife, although it's for me, I don't want you to cry."

"Who said I cried......" Shi Lan said stiffly.

"Let me see, then?"

"I don't." Shi Lanlai refused on the shoulder of Shi Xiu at the banquet, but in fact, she had already cried, "I was ruthless when I was a teenager, so many people hated me and wanted to deal with me, no matter what the result was, I felt that I and those people deserved it, because just like a fight, no matter who made the first move, both parties deserved it." But you're different, your life is like a blank slate, your existence doesn't get in the way of anyone, but why do you have to bear so much? ”

"Why do some people in this world not want to live well, and they don't give others a chance to live well?"

"Just thinking about it makes my heart crack like a pain, and the pain is so painful that I can't breathe."

Listening to her say these words as if she were venting, she straightened her body during the banquet, looked at her moist eyes and said, "The eldest lady never cries. ”

"After the eldest lady fell in love with someone, she felt that she had become a fool." Shi Lan said with a crying voice.

During the banquet, Xiu stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears and continued: "I have you now, so no matter how painful it is, it will pass." ”

"What would you do if I had my brain pumping, I had chosen freedom, and I had given up on you?"

"Actually, I know that you had feelings for me at the time, no matter what you choose, I am the one closest to you, and I can live a lifetime with such an idea."

"Stupid!" Shi Lan scolded, "Is there anything else hidden in my heart?" ”

Yan Shixiu held Shi Lan's face, smiled hard, and said, "It's almost dug up by you." ”

"Is there really nothing else? I'm going to cry to you if I had. ”

"Don't cry." Yan Shixiu approached her eyebrows and kissed her, "I can't stand it, you are like this, you have drained half of my soul." ”

"I told you that I have suffered all kinds of hardships and experienced all dirty things, even if someone sticks a knife in my head, I will not feel afraid, but you ...... Just these three words can change the way I breathe and the speed of my heartbeat, so I can't watch you get hurt in any way, even if it's just a little bit of unhappiness. ”

During the banquet, Xiu was emotionally carried by her, and his eyes were red, and he said, "Don't cry, okay?" ”

The voice was so soft that it was not like words.

Shi Lan suppressed her crying, wiped it herself, and continued: "I have given you tears for two lifetimes. ”

"That's a coincidence, I've only cried for you."

I have only moved my heart for each other, and I have only shed tears for each other.

The love of the banquet has always been hidden in the deepest part of him, and when necessary, he can even sacrifice himself.

And Shi Lan's love is an afterthought, but when she found out, it was already like a flood and could no longer be cleaned up.

"I used to think that I was a man and an older brother, so it was a common thing for my family to love my sister more, and it wasn't until three years ago that I felt the difference. It's not like I haven't doubted my true identity for so long, but these things are not so important to me, and digging deeper may be the beginning of another tragedy. ”。

"Shi Lan, sometimes I'm afraid that you will be tired with me."