She ...... Is she doing well? ”

This question seemed to have exhausted all her strength, the girl looked at her with hopeful eyes, and Shen Qingyan said lightly, "It's good." ”

But when she meets me, she may not have a good time in the future. Shen Qingyan didn't say this, according to the standards of ordinary people, Li Xiaoxiao is indeed doing well.

Hearing this, the light in the girl's eyes suddenly dimmed, as if she had been hit by some big blow, and the girl muttered, "She's doing well, she's actually doing well." ”

Between the words, tears gradually blurred her eyes, "She's good, hahaha, what a sarcasm." ”

Seeing the girl's reaction, Shen Qingyan felt that something was wrong no matter how dull he was, and he would pay attention to whether a person was doing well, except for relatives, the rest were either friends or enemies.

How can strangers have time to pay attention to whether you are doing well.

Looking at her reaction, it looks like she has a bad relationship with Li Xiaoxiao, and it's very bad, but she doesn't want to care, after all, she doesn't have a hobby of snooping on other people's privacy.

The girl didn't look at Shen Qingyan anymore, but just walked forward slowly with a pile of information on her, and muttered in a low voice as she walked, "Evidence, I want to find evidence, evidence ......"

Looking at the girl's thin back, Shen Qingyan actually felt a little dazzling, and even for a moment, she wanted to hold her and ask her what happened, but she had no position and no reason to do so.

Back at home, the appearance of the girl just now lingered in his mind, Shen Qingyan threw down his schoolbag irritably, stood by the window, and his mind was the girl's back for a while, his father on the hospital bed for a while, and Zhang Xi and his party flashed for a while.

Shen Qingyan clenched her fists hard, in the bottom of her heart, some dark sides were being stimulated, she felt a trace of unwillingness in such a dull life, no, this is not right.

Shen Qingyan can clearly feel the changes in her psychology, when did it start, maybe it was the first time she saw her father lying on the hospital bed so weakly, or maybe it was the feeling of powerlessness when she was caught by Zhang Xi's group, or maybe it was looking at all the injustices in this world.

Why is this so, when she hurt someone for the first time, blood gushed out from his wounds, and she actually felt a trace of stimulation, as well as a trace of inhumane pleasure in her heart.

When she saw her brother, she suddenly felt that there was a trace of imperceptible haze in her heart, just like her brother was a hero who stood in the sun all the time, and she was gradually sinking towards the darkness.

She was afraid, she resisted, but she couldn't resist its attraction to her.

Trying to calm herself down, Shen Qingyan sat by the window, she turned off the lights at home, and in the dark world, Shen Qingyan hugged her knees tightly and slowly buried her head in her arms.

Outside, thousands of lights were bright, and a beam of light swept over Shen Qingyan, and in the dark, she shrank by the window slightly, giving people a sense of loneliness and decadence.

When she got up the next morning, Shen Qingyan had recovered as before, and she couldn't see a trace of abnormality, and she still had a shallow smile on her face, as if there was no trace of gloom that could change her.

She was born to live in the limelight, this was Zhang Yutong's first thought when he saw her.