She stood there fixedly, her ears and her world filled with the sound of passive music, she closed her eyes and quietly felt the emotion contained in every note and every word.

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Although she was very tired, Liu Guifang slowly walked up to the library on the third platform, and behind the library was the back mountain.

It's really quiet and deserted here, and the bleak autumn wind even brings a lot of biting chill to the face, Liu Guifang shivered and continued to walk towards the back mountain.

A flurry of footsteps came, and Liu Guifang looked up to see a person running quickly down the mountain.

It's a little brother, and he's pretty good-looking, but what's so urgent?

Running so fast, she felt like he was going to fall. When he ran, he looked back from time to time, as if something terrible was chasing him behind him, and when he saw Liu Guifang, he was still startled, but soon continued to run down the mountain.

What, you still scared me, Liu Guifang held her mouth and continued to walk forward.

The lights here are also very dim, Liu Guifang looked left and right, I have to say, this place is really suitable for a person who wants to be quiet and quiet, the whole person will become refreshed, of course, I will feel that many depressed things in my heart have been comforted and released.

Actually, she is really a particularly negative person, she can't change, since she was a child, her living environment told her that no one in this world loves you, no one feels sorry for you, even if it is your closest person, even if it is a relative with you who has some strong blood relationship? What about even those classmates who can eat together, eat together, and go crazy together? They all bullied themselves, they all hurt themselves, in the name of love, in the name of joking, hurt her again and again.

Actually, she's still very strong, isn't she, she survived, and no one was willing to pull her when she couldn't stand it, but she still survived...

Forget it, I don't want to do this, Liu Guifang sat down on a stone bench and blew the wind, which really felt very good.

"What are you doing here?" A classmate she didn't know happened to pass by, and she looked at Liu Guifang, who was sitting alone in a daze, and said.

"I'll blow the wind."

"Then you go back early, there's no one here, aren't you afraid?"

"I'm not afraid," Liu Guifang shrugged, "I'm fine, you can go back quickly." ”

"But it's so dark and cold up here, and it's late now, don't you want to go back and rest?"

"I'll go back later, you go back first, thank you."

Thank you for being willing to comfort me and warm me on this cold night.

Thank you, stranger.

"It's okay, I'm just a little worried about you, and you know what? It's always easy to meet bad guys around here, you also know the university, any social person can come in and walk around, maybe you will meet a bad guy walking on it, and then you will be alone, you can't beat and beat, you can't run and run, shout and shout no, what should you do? ”

"No, no," Liu Guifang smiled self-deprecatingly, "Do you think I look like a rich person?" ”

It's clear that you're poor, and there's no need to worry about that.

"But you're a girl, girls just have to protect themselves."

"I'm really fine, and I'll be back soon, you go first."

Who would treat me like a girl? Besides, this is a school, how can it be so unsafe.

What's more, at this moment, she really just wants to be alone, so stranger, thank you, but, can you let me go?

"Alright then," the girl finally continued to walk down the hill, looking back with some uneasiness as she walked.

"Bye-bye." Liu Guifang waved at her, and then continued to listen to the song.

No one, what are you afraid of?

After listening for nearly half an hour, Liu Guifang got up and stood up, it was time to slowly go back to the dormitory to get the work card.

Liu Guifang walked slowly down the mountain.

"Da... Da... "Another person's footsteps came from behind him, Liu Guifang panicked, but the footsteps were very soft, very slow, and it sounded like a girl's footsteps, and because of the music in the headphones, the footsteps sounded as if they were nothing, and then floated into Liu Guifang's ears.

I feel that the picture is a little scary, but Liu Guifang has no waves in her heart, she is even thinking that if there is a ghost behind her, it is good for her to leave this world like this, after all, she really has nothing to cherish in this world, but she always feels that there is no reason to want to die.

Maybe it takes great courage and a lot of reasons to choose to live and die, but she doesn't have it, so she doesn't dare to choose easily.

Isn't that scary? How can those normal people always worry about death? But death itself isn't terrible, is it? The scary thing is, it's better to live than to die, isn't it?

I thought a lot in my heart, and I imagined a lot of people in the back Oh no, the bloody picture of the "ghost" in the back pounced on her and then happened, but she was still disappointed.

The one behind is just a young lady, her hair is a little messy, her clothes are a little untidy, she seems to have a strong purpose, she walks forward and walks forward, and she seems to have no destination, because she just walks straight forward, as if she has something on her mind, because when she passes by Liu Guifang, she doesn't seem to notice Liu Guifang next to her.

Liu Guifang didn't come forward to disturb her, and now she looks like that young lady, which is very abnormal, right?

In their normal eyes, maybe we are the monsters they can't avoid.

But aren't our monsters nourished by their ugly behavior?

Who wants to be a monster?

Liu Guifang was unwilling, but she couldn't help it, besides, if she was really a monster, she was also a kind monster, kinder than those who hurt her, because she didn't hurt anyone, she just hurt herself.

Kindness is such a simple thing that even I can do, why can't those people do it?

Liu Guifang thought about it and began to be depressed again, the young lady in front of her walked straight and walked, there and walked, and soon disappeared, she didn't even see the girl's face clearly in the thick night, she remembered, in the dim light, the girl was wearing a pink dress, and the pattern on the dress was so familiar from the back, the dress was inexplicably very familiar, and it seemed that she had seen it somewhere.

Maybe it's an illusion, maybe it's just seen on passers-by before, Liu Guifang didn't think about it anymore, the mobile phone showed that there was no power, she took off the headphones and walked to the seven houses where she was.

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