Chapter 216: Powerless

He Zhizhou picked out the crab roe from a crab and put it in front of her, and said lightly, "I'm not hungry." ”

"You don't have to eat hungry, it's fun for two people to eat together." Yan Shu felt that it was a bit too much for him to sit back and enjoy it, so he peeled a shrimp and handed it to him, "Na, the courtesy is still exchanged, although I have done less, hehe." ”

He smiled almost invisibly and ate the shrimp.

Yan Shu suddenly remembered a question, "By the way, Brother Zhou, you usually eat with friends, do you drink?" It's a pity that I don't like to drink, otherwise I would have been able to accompany you. ”

Although he didn't explain much about He Zhizhou in the book, he also has good friends, and the male protagonist is one of them.

He Zhizhou shook his head slightly, "I don't usually drink alcohol, it will affect my nerves, and it is not suitable for my profession." ”

"Oh!" He is a doctor, and drinking alcohol is not good for his health, and it also affects him to operate on others.

"It's really hard to be a doctor, and I have to give up some things for my career, and I have to do surgery for hours, so it's tiring, right?"

He looked at her, and there seemed to be a galaxy flowing in his eyes, "It's tired, but it can save people." ”

"Uh......" Yan Shu hesitated for a moment, but still said: "I thought you made so much money from surgery, and you might put your interests first, sorry." ”

His expression didn't seem to care too much, and he paused before saying, "At first, I wanted to save people as a doctor, but later I found out that I couldn't save many people with my strength alone."

I've been in the emergency department for a year, and I've seen too many life and death separations, and each time I can't do anything about it. So then I changed my mind and only saved the most serious diseases, as for money...... The rich give more, and the poor pay less. ”

His tone was light, but Yan Shu heard some helpless and physically and mentally exhausted feelings from it. He also experienced a lot of torment at the beginning!

Although he is not very old, it sounds like he has experienced a lot, and maybe those things will not be less than his own. It turns out that it is not only one's own freedom that cannot be involuntarily referred to, but also many kinds.

She even felt that when he found out that he was powerless, that he couldn't save so many people at all, and that he could only watch death happen, he must be very sad and desperate.

A person who is full of dedication to saving people, in the face of this despair, may break down. And he persevered, which was really remarkable, and she might have given up.

At the same time, she also found that this was the second time she had heard him talk really much, and the last time it seemed to be at a school meeting. I didn't expect him to say something to himself this time, does it mean that he also wants to find someone to talk to?

Perhaps, her identity is the most suitable for him to confide in.

Yan Shu peeled another shrimp and handed it to him, trying to make herself smile brighter, "Brother Zhou, you have done a good job, this is my reward for you, eat it!" ”

He Zhizhou looked at her, didn't say anything, silently lowered his head and ate the shrimp meat.

After eating a meal for almost two hours, Yan Shu touched her stomach and sighed with satisfaction, "Alas, I'm so full." ”

He Zhizhou handed her a bottle of drink, "Do you want to go to the concert?" ”

"Huh?" Yan Shu didn't expect him to remember this incident, "It doesn't matter, you can do anything." I don't have any feelings for Wen Yan, and I don't chase stars. But I like him a lot at the table, and he talks to me every day, and if she comes, she will definitely go crazy. ”

"You're at the same table, the girl you have a good relationship with?"

"Well, it's Zhuo Qing, she's very good."

He Zhizhou raised his hand and looked at the time, "It's almost eight o'clock, if you don't go and take a look, you can still send her some videos." ”