No.214 A woman who smokes
There is a question on Weibo, will you fall in love with a girl you once didn't love?
Of the more than 3,000 answers below, one person said so
"When she loved me, I was too young and liked more beautiful and prickly roses, and it was only after she left me that I realized that I had fallen in love with her, and then I realized that I liked a very warm sunflower."
There are many encounters and many misses in life, those who have loved and those who do not love, in the end, there will be a different ending.
I would like to give this document to those who have had a crush, or who have been in love.
I hope that you will cherish the people in front of you.
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"The Smoking Woman" by the chief psychiatrist of the far right.
"I sometimes get headaches, and smoking a cigarette makes me feel better."
Li Jia smiled at Lin Ming, lowered her head and snuffed out the cigarette in her hand.
"I'm sorry I forgot you don't like the smell of smoke."
It seemed that smelling the heavy smell of smoke on his body because he had smoked a lot of cigarettes, Li Jia took a few steps back in embarrassment, not wanting Lin Ming to feel uncomfortable.
Lin Ming looked down at the girl beside her, her long black hair had grown a little below her waist, and it was tied into a beautiful little curl at the root of the hair, probably because she hadn't rested well for a long time, and the dark circles under her eyes were very abrupt on her Bai Zhe's face.
Lin Ming saw that her sick collarbone was like a skeleton, as if as long as the wind was strong, she was about to fall.
"Why are you so skinny?"
Lin Ming wanted to touch her head, but his hand shrunk into his trouser pocket and didn't stretch out, he pretended to be relaxed, but the distress in his heart couldn't be restrained.
"Whew, what's the matter, girls look thinner and better." Li Jia let out an exaggerated whimper, her facial expression was exaggerated, and she squeezed her face into a strange shape with her hands.
"Look, you see, there's a lot of meat on your face." She points to her cheeks, as if trying to prove that she is a fleshy beauty.
Lin Ming tugged at the corners of his mouth, but he couldn't laugh.
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Because he knew that the girl in front of him, because she was sick, had been lying in the hospital for two months, she was lying in the hospital alone, no one said, and she hired the cheapest nurse to take care of herself.
Why did he know, because he went to visit a friend in the hospital and saw her squatting in front of the hospital and vomiting, holding a plastic bag, vomiting in bursts, but nothing could be vomited.
He was standing next to her at that moment, looking at her, looking at the once gorgeous and lively girl, squatting there, helpless like a child.
He didn't dare to call her, he was afraid that she would be unhappy, because she used to love to tell him, "Girls should be strong, and you can't let others see your weaknesses." ”
She had always been like that, brave and strong, he didn't go to see his friend that day, he followed her, watched her drink a glass of milk, and then in less than five minutes she threw it all up, and she heard her grin and ask the doctor if anorexia would die.
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She always loves to laugh, as if she can be happy when the sky falls.
He saw that the nurse she had hired was clumsy, and when he poured water for her, he got it on her.
She just said obediently, "It's okay Auntie, just take your time." ”
He asked the doctor how she was doing, on behalf of the family.
The doctor just shook his head and said that he was not optimistic, and the doctor said that her anorexia was so severe that it hurt her bodily functions.
The doctor said that she had been alone in the ward, not playing with her mobile phone, nor making noise, and no one had come to see her, and she had been alone.
The doctor said that sometimes she wanted to talk, but there was no one to accompany her, so she asked the aunt in the hospital bed to find a nurse to talk to her.
He stood in the doorway and saw the nurse talking to her, and she listened attentively, her hair tied up and clipped together with a brown clip.
I don't know what the nurse said, she raised her eyebrows in surprise, showed a shallow smile, and had a small pear nest, which seemed to be a little cute.
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He couldn't help himself, and escaped from the hospital in embarrassment, sitting in his sports car and reminiscing about his youth with her over and over again.
At that time, she took classes in the same studio as him, and unlike the other girls in the studio, she was always the quietest one, eating her own bento every day, watching strange things, without makeup or drinking.
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When he talked to her, even if he asked her a lot of strange questions, she only had a little doubt, and then discussed it with him the next day, and she said, "I went to look up the information last night".
Even if I am not close to him, I will make him a small birthday cake on his birthday, and when he is sick, I will ride a bicycle to buy him medicine, buy him milk tea, and give him a beautiful brooch.
Everyone in the class said that she liked him, but at that time she was not the most beautiful, he had high vision, he felt that he was the mayor's son, the family was rich and powerful, and he should find a beautiful and charming, let alone the right girl, so that day, he laughed at her for not being able to do anything, and threw away her cake in front of her.
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He still remembers the day when her eyes were red and she whispered to him, "I'm sorry." ”
Lin Ming's memory stopped here, because Li Jia didn't say a word to him later, and he slowly paid attention to this girl because of this incident.
He found out that she liked roses, but was allergic to pollen, and found that she liked to eat toffee in broad daylight, and there were always a lot of beautifully packaged candies in her bag.
He saw that she would come to the studio early to paint, and then feed cat food to the stray cats by the gallery, and he found that the bento she made every day was not repeated, and he heard from others that her cooking was delicious, and he would also watch the food she brought, which she made into a beautiful cartoon shape.
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When she was resting, she would secretly hide in the stairwell and sing quietly. What to sing, sing "Lu Binghua", "On the Golden Mountain of Beijing", "Love Trading", "One, Two, Three, Four Songs"
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Once he was downstairs on the first floor of hers, listening to her carefully correct her pronunciation and tone, listening to her laughing at her incomplete five tones, listening to her talking on the phone with her parents, and listening to her gently say to her family, "Remember to wear more clothes, pay attention to blood sugar, and don't eat greasy things!" ”
Lin Ming remembered that she seemed to have always been very gentle, never angry, gentle and gentle to everyone, not spilling or noisy.
Later, Lin Ming found out that he had stayed on her for too long, and he paid attention to her day by day, and quietly drove her on her way home at night, afraid that she would be in danger.
He found that she was actually very beautiful, with big eyes, a small nose, a little upturned, and white skin.
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