Chapter 106: I Love My Wife
"Don't be like me, you don't know if you miss it."
Gu Haitang's words, as well as her gloomy figure leaving, obviously had a powerful catalyst in Gu Shaoze's heart, he picked up the coat he had taken off and hurriedly went downstairs.
Almost trotted all the way back to their bedroom on the third floor.
I didn't see anyone in the bedroom, so I went to the study again.
Ji Xincheng stood in front of the window, with her hands around her chest, and in one hand she was still holding a rolled-up script, I don't know if she was thinking or simply looking at the scenery outside the window, when she heard the man's footsteps, she immediately turned around.
The two looked for each other's eyes to meet in the air, their eyes facing each other, and time seemed to stand still in this moment.
Except for each other, everything around them seems to have become illusory.
It wasn't until the bell struck 6 p.m. that the two suddenly came back to their senses.
"You're back."
"I'm back."
The two of them spoke at the same time, and at the same time looked at each other in surprise, with a trace of panic in their eyes.
"I have something to say to you."
"I have something to say to you!"
It's too much of a coincidence, which makes people a little unbearable, and the atmosphere is a little lively.
"You speak first."
Gu Shaoze approached Ji Xincheng and threw the suit in his hand on the sofa he was passing by.
Ji Xincheng held the script with both hands, put it behind him, organized his heart, and raised his head with a simple and direct sentence:
"Do you still like Xu Ziqian?"
Like?
Gu Shaoze frowned lightly, and while thinking, he took a steady step and stopped at a distance of one meter from Ji Xincheng's toes.
"What about liking?"
Strictly speaking, he can't tell what the specific concept of 'like' is, but he only knows that it is definitely different from his 'love' for Ji Xincheng.
But he didn't plan to explain these things to Ji Xincheng.
He wanted to see how she reacted.
Obviously, Ji Xincheng's reaction was a little too calm, she looked at Gu Shaoze's gaze, and there was no displeasure as he thought.
This made Gu Shaoze's brows frown a little tighter.
didn't want Ji Xincheng's next words, but his emotions quickly went from being just dissatisfied to the edge of anger.
She said, "Then I'll give way." ”
"Give way?"
Gu Shaoze's brows loosened instead, it was a precursor to the man's anger, and it was a moment of tranquility before the mountain rain was about to come.
Or call it dead silence.
He approached her, and the distance between the two was less than half a meter, "What are you going to do?" ”
“……”
"Give me to her? Or give her your place? ”
"Neither."
"......" This time it was Gu Shaoze's turn to be silent.
He was about to be restrained to the extreme in his heart, and Ji Xincheng's gaze fell on the corner of the man's pursed lips, without fear.
"I won't give you to Xu Ziqian so easily. Gu Shaoze, I am your wife, and the position next to you can only be mine. ”
She is very calm, like reciting lines, and like a child who solemnly promises an innocent vow.
The expressions that seemed to be incompatible before and after made Gu Shaoze's brows furrow again, and in his eyes, incomprehension prevailed.
Ji Xincheng looked at the pair of black and white eyes, caught his puzzlement, and said:
"I will be good to you in the future, let you forget Xu Ziqian, and let you love me wholeheartedly. If I can't do it after I work hard, I will leave by myself, and then you can do what you want to do with Xu Ziqian, whatever you want. ”
“……”
"Gu Shaoze, don't you understand?"
The man's unpredictable eyes slowed Ji Xincheng's breathing.
Isn't her expression clear enough?
"Are you finished?"
was reminded by his non-answering rhetorical question, Ji Xincheng really remembered:
"Also, if we do get divorced in the end, can you give me the initiative that you put forward first?"
Gu Shaoze lowered his eyes, hiding the surging sadness and emotion in his eyes.
It turned out that Ji Xincheng didn't care about herself, she already cared that she could show him all her hole cards without hesitation, put herself in a passive position, and completely handed over the initiative to determine the direction of the two people's relationship.
What else could he say?
He didn't say anything.
When he raised his eyes, he grabbed her to his chest and kissed her affectionately.
Ji Xincheng was wearing flat soft shoes, and with her body size of Gu Shaoze, she was originally tiptoeing to kiss him. But today, her feet are firmly on the carpet.
She knew that it was Gu Shaoze who lowered his head deeply so that he could easily maintain this angle.
Ji Xincheng made all the words in his heart clear, and the dripping feeling of pleasure was gently responded to by the man at this moment, and his eyes were already wet, and his heart had already been implemented.
In the future, how to love this man is up to her.
She no longer cares that he hasn't really fallen in love with her, that he can't be distracted yet, as long as she's by his side, it's the rest of her life that she wants.
How long she can have it depends on her efforts.
This is a controllable thing, and Ji Xincheng has always been very confident in his efforts.
There was a tingling pain in her lips, it was the man who deliberately punished her for her inattentiveness, Ji Xincheng raised the corners of her lips slightly, and responded to him with her heart......
Until Ji Xincheng was out of breath, she didn't want to leave him, Gu Shaoze took the initiative to push her away for the first time, breathed in her ear with a chuckle, and said ambiguously:
"Mrs. Gu, I'm a little unaccustomed to you being like this all of a sudden!"
Ji Xincheng wrapped his arms around his waist, leaned his head on his shoulder, and replied panting:
"Then please get used to it slowly in the future!"
The smile on the corner of Gu Shaoze's mouth deepened, he helped the person up from his arms, looked into her eyes face to face, and said seriously:
"You've said that, and it's up to you to listen to me."
"Well, you name it!"
Ji Xincheng pursed his lips and nodded, pretending to reply easily.
"I, Gu Shaoze, declare for the last time: I love my wife, and I only have my wife Ji Xincheng alone in my heart!"
"For the last time?"
He learned from Ji Xincheng to sell Guanzi, and explained with a deep smile:
"If the situation changes, I will let you know in advance. Such a statement, I think I only need to issue this once in my life. ”
Ji Xincheng looked at the man's smiling face in a daze, no matter how much he could bear it, he couldn't stop the corners of his mouth that were gradually rising.
"Which line from the movie? How can you find it so much?! ”
Gu Shaoze laughed and caught Ji Xincheng's fist on his chest, hugged the person into his arms, and said truthfully:
"I don't remember, but it must have been a movie I watched with you."
His lips were pressed against her forehead, and the laughter from his chest made Ji Xincheng's ears hot.
"This is what I say from my heart, please put this statement away!"
Gu Shaoze lowered his head, looked at her eyes, there was a heavy smile in them, and asked her, "You don't believe it?" ”
After a long time, Ji Xincheng shook his head:
"No, I believe it!"
Seeing him talking about love in such a serious way, but it was like making an extremely serious statement, Ji Xincheng always had a sense of fantasy that was ridiculous.
"Did it hurt you that day?"
She stretched out her hand, stroked the half of Gu Shaoze's cheek that had been beaten by her, and asked.
Gu Shaoze's big hand pressed on the back of Ji Xincheng's hand, and then gradually retracted, wrapped around her slender fingers, and pressed against her lips.
"Your hand hurts, right?"
Indeed, the slap at that time shook all four of her fingers to the point of numbness, but at the moment, I only have a deeper apology for him.
"I'm sorry! I really shouldn't have done that to you at the time, I've never hit anyone. ”
"Oh? It seems that I should feel honored to be Mrs. Gu for another first time. ”
His kiss fell on her fingertips, Ji Xincheng unconsciously clenched his fingers, and in the palm of his hand was Gu Shaoze's thumb.
The two looked at each other and smiled, each with a sparkle of stars in their eyes.
"But I'm still a little angry."
"What?" She responded softly to his muttered whining.
"Am I not as important as your friends in your heart?"
Ji Xincheng was stunned, could it be that he was angry with himself these days, just because of this, not because she beat him, or because she tore up the wedding dress? She glanced at the man again with some uncertainty, and her heart was full of feelings, and it took a long time before she spoke:
"You know my dad has always been very partial, about the beginning of my understanding of human affection, I found that Xinran didn't like me, my dad because of her, he would always let me accommodate, in that family, I often felt that I was superfluous. If it weren't for Tang Tang and Shang Xuan, I don't know if I would have been able to survive adolescence. The two of them are not just friends, but to me they are no different from family. You are all very important to me, do you have to let me choose between you and my mother's family? ”
"What if I have to?"
"I'll give you an analogy, and you'll hear it."
Ji Xincheng pondered and said softly: "If they are in danger and need me to exchange my life, I will probably not refuse, even if I want to live." But if something happens to you, I don't want to live alone, even if I still have a very healthy body and a long life. Do you understand this metaphor a little more? ”
"Nope. The two comparisons have different underlying conditions, and this comparison itself is not equal. ”
Although he said this, looking at Ji Xincheng's eyes became deeper and deeper.
Ji Xincheng just said what came to her mind, she hadn't deliberately organized these words beforehand, and she didn't want to embellish them too deliberately, but she knew that Gu Shaoze understood.
She stood on tiptoe, climbed up to the man's neck, and said coquettishly:
"I don't care, anyway, I'm determined to you! You can't push it if you want to, and you can't get rid of me no matter how angry you are! ”
"Are you unreasonable? Every time you run away from home, it's you. ”
Gu Shaoze feigned anger and pinched her waist, Ji Xincheng wanted to hide, but was hugged tighter by the man.
The joy of losing and regaining overwhelmed the two, and they hugged each other tightly in silence, as if it was enough to listen to each other's heartbeats.
After a long time, Gu Shaoze said in her ear:
"Why didn't you ask me about Xu Ziqian?"
"Is there something wrong with you two?"
Ji Xincheng raised his head from his arms and looked up at him, his expression did not mind at all, and there was cunning in his eyes.
In fact, since she did her psychological construction, she didn't plan to dwell on the wedding dress anymore, even if it was really what her aunt said, after all, it was his last relationship, and it was understandable, the important thing is that the person he is marrying now is himself.
Gu Shaoze didn't know anything about her mental journey, but he felt that she was so generous at the moment, and he seemed very unpleasant.
"Do you trust me too much, or do you not care at all?"
Ji Xincheng half-squinted his eyes and looked at the man's expression, and he felt a little like he was about to change his face, so he smiled busily and corrected his attitude:
"That's all your past, I don't want to care, what I want to care about is our future."
When the man heard this, his face softened for a moment.
Ji Xincheng had already laughed one step ahead of him, "Are you satisfied?" ”
Gu Shaoze was knocked out of his mind, slightly annoyed, and was about to do something to her, when there was a knock on the door behind him, and it was the housekeeper who reminded them that they could go downstairs for dinner.
Ji Xincheng hurriedly pushed him away, and kicked the script that was thrown on the ground at some point, and when she picked it up, she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed. Facing Gu Shaoze, she always thought that she was at ease, but there were often times when she was so unfortunate.
The two went downstairs side by side, and on the way, Gu Shaoze suddenly said Xu Ziqian to Ji Xincheng:
"At that time, my grandparents were still there, they liked Xu Ziqian very much, so they intended to match us together, Ziqian is a girl who is excellent in all aspects, I have no reason to object. But my feelings for her may not be love, I was with her, and I never thought of sleeping with her......"
The stairs of the old mansion were not steep, but Ji Xincheng suddenly stumbled and almost fell.
Gu Shaoze walked beside her, always watching her movements, and naturally reacted quickly and held her up.
"You don't have to tell me that."
After Ji Xincheng stood firm, his expression was a little weird.
Gu Shaoze only said that she didn't believe it, and simply stopped to explain further:
"I've even tried, but I still can't do it. I thought it was my problem, until I met you, Ji Xincheng, I didn't know that it was just because the person was wrong, I don't know why, I can ...... you easily"
"Say no more!"
Ji Xincheng blushed, fortunately, there was no one around, so he hurriedly stopped Gu Shaoze.
But the latter, apparently, did not feel that there was anything in this, and still continued:
"I think you need to know that nothing happened to me with her, maybe just a boyfriend and girlfriend in name." In order to show his sincerity, the gaze also looked at her with great sincerity.
Ji Xincheng's footsteps had come to the door of the restaurant, and he had to smile and say to the people around him:
"Okay, I got it."
Gu Shaoze looked at the flower-like smile, then nodded with satisfaction, held her waist, and sent her into the seat next to him.