No.111 Youthful feelings
Do you say that Ou Haochen believes it or not?
Say not to believe it, but Chi Zao will not lie, say believe it, but this is too sad, he subconsciously chooses not to believe, that kind of huge empty joy makes Ou Haochen stunned there for a moment and is at a loss, and he doesn't know what to do next......
“emmmm……… I'm sorry, so we're still in the same way we got along with each other, "Chi Zao was also a little embarrassed and stuck out his tongue at Ou Haochen, looking at Chen Yi with a gentle and apologetic look in his eyes, as if to say, I'm sorry to make you unhappy.
This scene deeply stimulated Ou Haochen's young heart......
"Early, I'm full, let's leave when you're done." Chen Yi put down his chopsticks, looked at everyone, and finally looked at Chi Zaozao, his eyes were lingering gentle.
Xiaoqiu, who was observing the words and expressions on the side, saw Chen Yi's expression, which was also admiring!
This drama spirit?!
I'm almost able to catch up with my acting skills!!
"Mmmm, I'm done eating too, what about you, Xiaoqiu?"
"Huh? I haven't finished eating yet, so let's go first, I'm embarrassed to be your light bulb. Xiaoqiu waved her hand and continued to eat.
"Oh, that's okay, then Chen Yi and I will leave first, Ou Haochen, you can go with Xiaoqiu, bye-bye!" Chi Zao didn't say anything polite, his expression was polite and high,
Ou Haochen looked at Chi Zaozao's expression, and felt in a trance that the stars were shining out of reach in the sky.........
And the dazzling light seems to be really an unpredictable light, so far away.
Watching the two of them hug each other and leave, Ou Haochen's heart felt an indescribable astringency..........
"Xiaoqiu,"
"Huh? What's wrong? When did they meet? ”
"Uh...... To be precise, they should have known each other during military training."
"Then why didn't I know this person existed?"
"I didn't say I liked the pool before."
"Are they together now?"
"Not yet."
"Really ?!!" Ou Haochen instantly recovered from lifeless to vibrant,
"Well, but it's coming."
In a word, Ou Haochen was sluggish again, and he didn't even have the strength to eat......
"But it's okay, you don't like it early anyway, I don't like you early like this, you don't have to be so embarrassed, aren't you all happy?" Xiaoqiu chewed the rice, with a little disdain in her indifferent face, she deserved it!!
"Who said I don't like early ?!!" Ou Haochen rolled his eyes angrily,
"Huh?! Do you like to be early?! Are you kidding?! Like is like you?!! ”
Xiaoqiu's sentence pierced the heart and seemed to be quite speechless.......
"Then do I have a chance?!"
"Uh....... There shouldn't be any, I think Chen Yi is impressed early, maybe it's not suitable to fall in love now, maybe I'll agree after a while,"
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Ou Haochen didn't even know how he got back to the classroom, he just felt that his head was empty.......
The nerves are no longer turning......
The next encounter was at the door of the toilet, and the feeling of ten thousand years at a glance has not changed since ancient times, but Chi suddenly turned his head early and shifted his gaze.
"I met again, it's quite a coincidence," Chi Zao hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled at Ou Haochen.
He opened his mouth, but the dry words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't say or swallow, and it hurt.
"Early, you hurry up~ We'll have to go to class later."
Ou Haochen hadn't spoken yet, and Chen Yi, who was standing behind Chi Zaozao, spoke up.
"Okay~" Chi turned his head gently early and answered, and brushed Ou Haochen's shoulder.
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I would like to share with you a story, a boy's years.
At 18 years old, you went to college.
At the age of 20, you end your sophomore year and start to regret your childish behavior in the previous two years and start working hard
At the age of 22, you graduated from college, only to find that you couldn't find a job that satisfied you.
At the age of 26, you watch the people around you get married, and the money for the wedding increases year by year.
Parents have gone from taking you to relatives to taking you to meet your blind date
I've seen a dozen girls, and every time you feel a little worse than that one.
When you were 28 years old, you met a girl who was in a similar situation to you, and you had a conversation with each other
She said, "You're not bad."
You take a sip of Coke and say, "You too."
You're not sure if you like her yet
The parents of both parties have already set up an engagement banquet a week before the wedding
You go out drinking with your friends and you say you don't want to get married
My friend said, "You, you're just thinking too much."
Who didn't come over like this?
At the age of 29, you finally got married, and the wedding was not big or small
Friends don't come much, they don't have a lot of money, they save up for a few years, they want to realize their dreams
set up at this private temple fair of 100 people
The wedding goes to the middle
The emcee wore a standard commercial smile
shouted to relatives and friends in the audience
Do you want them to kiss one!
The people in the audience followed suit
Not sure why
You simply kissed it
The two of them returned to their original positions
You whispered: I love you
The bride who couldn't get used to your upside-down model yesterday
I was stunned for a moment and said: I love you too
You're not sure if she said it to you
It's like you're not sure if you said it to her
After the wedding, it's not as romantic as you might think
You listen to the bride of the outhouse counting the money one by one
It's only been two years, how did it become like this
Thinking about it, I fell asleep in the cave room at night
At the age of 30, she became pregnant
I quit my job and raised a baby at home
You're getting a bit of a position in the company
There are more than a dozen people in charge
Take charge of a project independently
The car that accompanied the marriage before the marriage was about 200,000 yuan
It's also your own
But you still don't dare to relax
Overtime every time
The other end of the phone is full of complaints and grievances
But you can't argue with anything
Who made her pregnant with your child
At this moment
Whether it's her parents or yours
are all unconditionally on this side
At the age of 31, the child landed
It cost 100,000 yuan to take a pregnancy test and hospitalization
But it doesn't matter
You look at your child, how you look at it, how you like it
Rejoice as if this is your new life
At the age of 32, this is the most unwilling year in my life
Sleep an average of 3 hours
The child has to make a fuss every hour
The next day, I dragged my eyes to work
The boss says you don't work at work
When I went home, my daughter-in-law said you don't work
If you think about it for a long time and don't understand, then who works?
The car that I drove for 3 years
Become your real home
You're not complaining about traffic jams on the road
You even begin to hope
Plug it a little longer
Back home, you turn off the engine
Lit a cigarette in the car
It's your happiest ten minutes of the day
The front of the car is fame and fortune, and the rear of the car is firewood, rice, oil and salt
At the age of 35, you are getting worse and worse because of your health
Overtime is becoming less and less
The pace of promotion is also getting slower
After work that day, my daughter-in-law told you
The child is going to kindergarten
3000 a month for bilingual
You frown, and you're already impatient
"The old Wang family child of the fourth unit, 6000 a month"
"You're already like this, and you want your child to lose too?"
You didn't speak, and went back to the house and transferred 6,000 yuan to your daughter-in-law
With this money, you originally planned to celebrate your birthday and buy a new electricity
brain
At the age of 38, the child is in the first grade
The teacher said that the first grade is the most important thing, and it is important to lay a good foundation
You smile and say, yes, yes, teacher, you take care of it
The teacher who received the new student looked at your unreasonable face
Shows you the way
"Extracurricular tutoring class, 2200 a month"
At the age of 40, the child was in the third grade
The teacher said that the third grade is the most critical, and it is very important to connect the previous and the next
You smile and say, "Yes, yes, I'm planning to enroll in another cram school."
At the age of 44, the child went to junior high school
One day she came home and said to you
Dad, I want to learn piano
You don't hesitate
You think you've gotten used to it all these years
But you can't say the phrase "Daddy can't afford it now".
Fortunately, the child is more sensible
She said: Dad is fine, or I can learn the ocarina first
You look at such a sensible child, but you can't be happy
At the age of 46, the child went to a high school that was not good or bad
One day you were in a meeting and got a call from your teacher
The phone says your child is in a fight at school
I'll tell you to go there
You're submissive
I took a leave of absence from the leader, who was 5 years younger than you
When I went to school, I was reprimanded by the teacher again
It's nothing more than that line
As parents, you know the work and whether you can accompany your children
You look at this teacher, it's kind of ridiculous
It was as if it was said at the time:
Parents are working hard outside
He is not alone in making more money and allowing children to make up more make-up classes
At the age of 50, the child went to college
It's very competitive, it's a book
You can't understand the major he studied
You just know that a job isn't always easy to find
And the tuition is expensive
You and he want to talk late at night
Prepared half a catty of liquor and a plate of peanuts
You say the things you hated the most
It's still about thinking about the future work
Pick a popular major
It's more important to be alive than to love
You went from communicating to arguing
You find out that you are old
Too old to beat this 18-year-old
You can't talk about him, you can only say one thing: I'm your father!
The child looks at you and knows that it is useless to argue
The drinking party that established your last majesty ended unhappily
You don't really hear it
On the way back to his house, the child seemed to be babbling
"I don't want to live like you"
Why do you cry? 50 years old
It must be too spicy, right?
It must be that the wine is too spicy
At the age of 55, the child is working, and he seems to understand you a little
But you reversed it, and you said don't compromise
At the age of 56, the child is also married
You ask him if he likes that girl
He was stunned and said: I like it
60 years old, I have worked hard all my life, and I want to go out for a walk
The man next to me has been around for 30 years
You still can't tell if you like it or not
You start planning your travel route
So many years
You're still disagreeing, you're still arguing
A certain moment, you think
That might be good, too
Everything is ready
The son said, "Mom and Dad, I'm too busy with work."
Can you take care of the baby for me?
You refunded your ticket and went back 30 years
At the age of 70, the child's children have grown up, and there is no need to worry about it every day
You make up your mind and say, "You must go and have a trip."
But the crutches at hand
Can only support you to walk downstairs to the garden
75 years old and you are in a hospital bed
There are people around you, and you see the doctor shake his head in a daze
The people around him looked solemn
You see, you're going to die
You don't feel a trace of fear
You suddenly ask yourself, when the hell did I die?
I think of that wedding when I was 30 years old
It turns out that at that time, you will die
As usual
3 seconds before you die, your brain is going to run a marquee
Look back on your 75 years of life
The pictures went by one by one
Two seconds passed
You look at the memories of these two seconds with a blank face
3rd second
Suddenly you laugh
It turned out that he had returned to the year when he was 15 years old
You see a boy
He sighed as he carried a bag of milk and his school bag
Ran under the balcony of another girl's house
The boy looked out the window
That's the girl you had a crush on at 15
I can't remember what she looked like
At the last second, you try to remember
And then finally laughed
3 seconds passed
Suddenly, the people around him began to cry
You may not hear clearly
The last raspy sound you heard
It was a group of fifteen or sixteen teenagers who were coaxing
Promise him
Promise him