There were still a few days before the start of school, and I got up the next day and was going to buy things, and as soon as I walked out of the alley, I saw Qiao Bai standing at the entrance of the alley.

When he saw me coming, he straightened up and said, "Have you had breakfast?" I bought some, do you want to eat it? ”

I'm not very used to eating breakfast, but looking at Qiao Bai's appearance, I still took the breakfast in his hand, maybe because I haven't eaten breakfast for a long time, and the meal was unexpectedly delicious.

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Later, I learned that it was not that I was not used to it, but that no one told me that you should eat it.

I followed Qiao Bai through the few purchasing markets in the city, and finally bought all the things I needed.

In the setting sun, the shadows of Qiao Bai and I were stretched, occasionally entangled and overlapped.

Perhaps from the first day I met him, it was doomed to our future.

Since it was early summer, I didn't go directly to the school to report because the summer vacation was about to end, so I planned to wait until the end of the summer vacation to go to school.

In my hometown, I actually lived a very happy life, but I don't know why Qiao Bai always felt that I was lonely.

I'm a 1.8-meter-old man who can't stand this? But seriously, sometimes I really miss my friends in the former city, but can't I just endure it, Qiao Bai will always find various ways to come to see me, or take me out to play, and I can't bear to refuse him most of the time.

Maybe because Qiao Bai was a native of the south, he was not as tall as me, and even a little petite in my opinion, which always made me think that I should be able to throw him to the ground with one head.

Today is another day when Qiao Bai took me out to see the scenery, the sunset in the small city is really beautiful, and Qiao Baibai's face is red, like a girl's red.

"Yu Zhao, do you want to go back?"

"Where are you going?" I sat down next to Qiao Bai and tilted my head up.

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Qiao Bai put his hand behind his body and then looked up like me, turning his head to look at me, "Go back to where you came from, Yu Zhao, you don't belong here." ”

I listened to his words, a little funny, smiled and turned my head to look at him and said: "Why don't I belong here, Qiao Bai I have a very happy life, no Qiao Bai didn't speak, just looked at me and smiled, as if telling me Yu Zhao that you are lying, you don't want to stay in this place at all, you yearn for a big city."

That summer, my relationship with Qiao Bai developed very well, and the same was Qiao Bai's grandmother, the kind grandmother with gray hair.

From the first time I met her, I knew that grandma knew a lot of things, whether it was the present or the past, or the future.

After the summer vacation, I successfully entered the school, and I became classmates with Qiao Bai, which is a good and a bad senior Qiao Zi's special efforts.

I was also driven by his behavior, originally I just wanted to come here to mess around, after all, no matter how well I did in the exam, my parents would always get me back.

"Qiao Bai, are you tired of working so hard every day?"

"I'm not tired, Yu Zhao I want to go to your city." My city? ”

"Yes, I want to see what kind of city can raise your character, I want to see, the cultural scenery of that city, I also want to know what to eat to grow so tall."

"Fool, this is born, but it is not something that can be caught up with the day after tomorrow."

Actually, I should have known what Qiao Bai meant at that time.

I want to see the city you lived in before, to see the trajectory of your life, to participate in things that I haven't experienced.

I knew about my sexuality from a very young age, but at that time, everyone didn't know what homosexuality meant.

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They will only say, you are a psychopath, you are sick, how can you like boys, disgusting.

It's rare in small cities, but in my previous city, I often saw two boys, holding hands, walking down the street together.

Although they will be looked down upon by many people, they are not afraid at all, and I envy and admire them. When I received Qiao Bai's love letter, I was very surprised, and I was also shocked I didn't expect Qiao Bai to be the same as me, after the shock was joy, I actually liked Qiao Bai too.

In the end, joy turns to sorrow, and if we are together, may we not be discovered by others?

Didn't respond, it hurt the two of us, so what should I do I thought about it for a night, and finally planned to go to Yangbai's house to find him, and at the door I met Grandma Qiao Bai, who looked at me as if she wanted to see me through.

"Children, you are all good children, if you are sure, be bold, life is like this for a lifetime. It's another thing if you don't meet in the next life. ”

"Okay." Qiao Bai and I were together in the spring of 2011, and we agreed to go to my city for the college entrance examination.

In big cities, there will not be too much prejudice, maybe one day in the future, we can walk on the road hand in hand, and we will not accept the whiteness of others and will not become the object of spurning by everyone.

"Qiao Bai, we are going to see each other's parents in the future."

"Okay, Yu Zhao, we'll be together forever."

"Yes." On the night of the end of the college entrance examination, Qiao Bai and I returned to our respective homes, and we handed over our first kiss at the entrance of the alley, under the gaze of the moonlight.

But at the end of the kiss, he ushered in Qiao Bai's mother, who had never met.

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"Qiao Bai! What are you doing?! "A delicately dressed and extraordinarily small woman walked up to us, pulled Jo Bai behind her, and glared at me.

Just when we were at a stalemate, Qiao Bai suddenly came out of Qiao Bai's mother and pulled Qiao Bai, she left after glaring at me one last time, and Qiao Bai looked back at me one last time. But I don't want to, that's the last time we're around.

Life...... After I went back, I never saw Qiao Bai again, no matter how I went to the yard next to me, Qiao Bai's mother was there to guard, and Qiao Bai's grandmother was also sitting next to me.

Looking at me, he shook his head at me, so I could only go back to the end, I heard a news that made me regret it for the rest of my life, Qiao Bai died, died on a rainy night, jumped off the building.

The thunder was so loud that night that everyone was awakened by the thunder, but no one saw Qiao Bai jumping down from the window.

It wasn't until the next day, when Grandma Qiao Bai went to the backyard, that she found Qiao Bai who was cold.

The Qiao Bai who smiled at me on the first day, the Qiao Bai who said that we would be together forever, he left me and left.

When I saw Qiao Bai's mother, I was really trying to restrain myself, but she came up and slapped me.

Then he scolded: "What the hell are you doing here?!" You've killed my Qiao Bai! You're a scourge! You pay me back Qiao Bai! Why didn't you die, you dead gay! ”

I was abused by Qiao Bai's mother, if it weren't for me, would Qiao Bai not die, even if he found out that he was a homosexual, would it be a matter of later. At that time, were people able to accept us, Qiao Bai, it was not the right time for us to meet.

If...... It would be nice if we met later. Grandma Qiao Bai finally patted me on the shoulder and gave me Qiao Bai's letter.

It was the last thing he left, just for me.

To Yu Zhao: Actually, I don't know if I can die if I jump from there, but if you see this letter, it means that I should go.

Yu Zhao, there's no need to feel sorry for me, and I'm not sad either. We just didn't meet in a good time, and in the next life, we will meet later, okay?

In an era when everyone doesn't despise us, they will treat us as normal people, and we can step into the palace of marriage together, okay? I don't want to be so tired.

May you forget it sooner.

Qiao Bai

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