Ding Ning didn't like the pungent smell of the disinfectant water in the hospital, nor did he like his mother who was lying on the hospital bed with a weak breath.

Lu Jiangxue took Ding's father and Ding Shuheng to go through the hospitalization procedures, and now Ding Ning and his comatose mother are alone in the ward.

The doctor said that Ding's mother fainted due to a rush of fire, and her body has been lacking, so she needs to be hospitalized for at least half a month.

Ding Ning looked at her mother's closed eyes, and suddenly found that the gray hair on her sideburns had become more, and the wrinkles on her forehead were profound and obvious even if her eyebrows were stretched, she hadn't seen her for seven years, and her mother had aged a lot.

Getting up and tucking the corners of the quilt for his mother, Ding Ning was surprised to find that her mother was thinner than before, and the two protruding collarbones were like hangers, supporting the ill-fitting clothes.

This cotton shirt has already pilled, and the cuffs are also a little off, thinking of his father's glamorous and beautiful and Ding Shuheng's small nameplate, Ding Ning shook his head with a wry smile.

Mother is still the same as before, almost does not spend money on herself, she not only deducts Ding Ning, but also deducts herself.

The only thing that can make her generous is only two men, one is Ding's father and the other is Ding Shuheng.

Ding's mother never asked for money for herself, and the money was either used to satisfy Ding Shuheng's wishes, or to fill the scattered gambling debts owed by Ding's father.

Ding Ning remembered that Ding Shuheng and Ding's father ate the delicious food at home, and occasionally her mother would give her a little, but her mother never ate it herself.

Maybe it's because the family is poor, Ding Ning often thinks that if the Ding family is a rich family, neither he nor his mother will have such a hard time.

This is also the reason why Ding Ning is willing to send money to the family, she secretly thinks in her heart, maybe with money, her mother will be more generous.

Eat some good food, add a few outfits, and no longer wear the few ragged clothes hanging in the empty closet.

Ding Ning thinks that her mother's life is not worth it, her husband is patriarchal and uncaring, her son dropped out of school early and knew that he was in trouble all day long, and the only daughter who was promising had already separated from her.

Ding Ning remembered very early, she recalled that her relationship with her mother was not bad at the beginning, and she was also held in her mother's arms for a long time, and then whenever she thought about it, it was that memory that supported her.

It's a pity that when it's so good, there will be no more, and there won't be.

Mother's hands were exposed outside the quilt, and the green tendons on her hands were very rough, thinking that in the past few years since she left home, the work at home has fallen on her mother alone, and it is impossible to count on her father and younger brother to help.

Ding Ning hesitated for a while, but still held his mother's hand, the thin cocoon in his mother's palm was still there, as warm as in his memory.

Since the money she used to buy materials was used by her mother to buy a remote control car for Ding Shuheng, her heart was completely cold.

So such intimate physical contact with my mother, except for being beaten, has not been there for ten years.

Ding Ning let go of the hand holding her mother, helped her cover the quilt again, and sat on the chair in the corner in a daze, no one spoke, and there was only a little popping sound in the huge room.

"Ho~"

Ding's mother sat up suddenly, she felt that her heart hurt badly, her brain was also swollen and panicked, and there was a cold touch on her hand, is this in the hospital? Didn't you die?

Ding's mother looked around and saw Ding Ning sitting on a chair in the distance, seemingly asleep, she lifted the quilt and ran towards her daughter.

When she was about to touch her daughter, Ding's mother stopped, she didn't dare to touch her daughter, she carefully looked at her daughter's wrist and neck, white and clean without a trace of scars, she sat down on the ground all of a sudden.

Alive, her daughter is alive.

Ding Ning heard sobbing dimly, and what caught her eye was her tearful mother, sitting barefoot on the ground, her left hand was still bleeding, she hurriedly bent down to help her mother up, but she was hugged with a full embrace.

The mother's heart-rending cry came in her ears: "Mom can't stand you, Mom can't stand you, my daughter!" ”

A big drop of warm tears fell on Ding Ning's shoulder, and her body froze instantly, which one is this play? Changed to a bitter meat trick?

Ding Ning broke free from his mother's embrace, helped her to the hospital bed and sat down, pressed the call button, and lowered his head to press his mother's bleeding hand.

"It's on a drip, what are you running around, and you go to the ground barefoot without wearing shoes, you've never been the most afraid of the cold."

Listening to her daughter's awkward concern, Ding's mother's tears kept flowing out like a flood, staring at her daughter's face, and she couldn't say anything when she opened her mouth several times.

"Ouch, what kind of blood is this?" The nurse pushed the cart and entered the ward and was startled.

"My mom pulled out the needle, you can come and see if it's in the way."

The nurse hurriedly disinfected Ding's mother to stop the bleeding, and checked it carefully: "It's okay, it's just that the blood flow is a little scary, I will change my aunt's hand to tie it, but I can't do it anymore, I don't know how to take care of my body when I am hospitalized." ”

The little nurse in line with the life motto that more things are better than less things, did not ask more about what happened in the ward, this is a VIP ward, she doesn't want to offend people, so she pricked a needle and told a few words to leave quickly.

Being stared at by his mother with motherly eyes, Ding Ning was uncomfortable, and pretended to be angry: "What are you looking at me like this?" ”

Before Ding's mother could open her mouth, tears slid down to her cheeks, thinking about the grievances that Ding Ning had suffered, she choked up.

"Do you hate Mom?"

Ding Ning seemed to have heard the most ridiculous words in the whole world, and she pointed to the palm prints on her face that had not faded: "Shouldn't I hate you?" ”

Ding's mother lowered her head, her fingers pinched the corners of the quilt tightly, her shoulders shrugged and cried, yes, she should hate her, she was a terrible mother who ruined her daughter's life.

Ding Ning felt inexplicable about her mother's abnormal behavior, if it weren't for the doctor saying that her mother really needed to be hospitalized, she would have suspected her mother of pretending to be sick.

Now I'm shedding tears and asking myself if I hate her, what's the matter, it's hard and it's not good, and I'm ready to take the Huairou route?

is to ask for money, she only has money in her heart, only Ding Shuheng.

Ding Ning had a straight face, and his tone was stiff: "I will be responsible for your medical expenses, the doctor said that you are not in good health and need to be recuperated, I will take on the responsibility of supporting you and Dad, but don't even think about raising Ding Shuheng." ”

Ding's mother looked at her daughter who was wary of her, regret and guilt were intertwined in her heart, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

After being silent for a long time, Ding's mother still wanted to apologize to her daughter, fortunately it was just a dream, fortunately she still had a chance to apologize, she would love her daughter well for the rest of her life, and never hurt her daughter again.

"I'm sorry, Mom doesn't know that you have suffered so many grievances, and Mom doesn't ask you for forgiveness, I, I just want to make up for you, what can I do so that you can feel better?"

Ding Ning was a little suspicious that his mother was insane, and he apologized and made amends, did he want to move himself so that he could take the initiative to pay for it!

It's a pity that she Ding Ning doesn't eat this set.

"What are you doing here? Asking for money in another way? I'll say it one last time, I won't give you 50 million, let alone a house. ”

Ding Ning clasped her hands to her chest, looking at her mother's eyes full of vigilance and anger, she didn't understand what her mother wanted to do, after so many years, she suddenly thought of apologizing? is still at the juncture of not getting the money, who believes it if it is not a strategy!

Ding's mother shook her head like a rattle, and hurriedly explained: "I didn't mean that, Mom doesn't want the 50 million, really, Mom just wants to say sorry to you, it's Mom who didn't take good care of you and made you suffer so much." ”

Ding's mother held her daughter's hand: "Forget all about the past, Mom will treat you well in the future." ”

"Forgot?" Ding Ning shook off his mother's hand: "You said you forgot it?" ”

"At the age of five, other children are still spoiled in their parents' arms, and I have already started to work."

"Eight-year-old Ding Shuheng fell and cried, you blame me for not taking a good look at him, and I almost became deaf when I slapped my ear."

"At the age of thirteen, you refused to give me money to buy sanitary napkins, I could only use folded toilet paper, blood seeped out of my pants, and the whole school laughed at me."

"At the age of fourteen, I earned my own money, and you took my money to buy toys for Ding Shuheng and didn't buy me books."

"At the age of fifteen, I went to boarding school, you gave me a hundred yuan a month, I can only afford one meal a day, and I can't sleep at night hungry and can only go to the toilet to drink water."

"At the age of eighteen, you didn't let me go to college, I knelt in the courtyard for two days, you didn't even look at me, I fainted or I got up on my own."

"At the age of nineteen, I was working and sending money to my family, and you asked for money when you called, and you never asked me how I was doing, whether it was hard or not."

"It's been seven years, I haven't seen you for seven years, you never mentioned letting me go home, and as soon as you saw you, you opened your mouth and asked me for 50 million."

"This pile, one by one, is deeply rooted in my mind, can you forget it lightly?"

"Make amends, I've lived in the shadows brought to me by this family all my life, what do you do to make up for it, can you apologize when your upper and lower lips touch?!"

Ding Ning's face flushed, the more she spoke, the more excited she became, and the grievances squeezed in her heart seemed to have found an outlet, and she poured out all her brains.

Ding Ning felt the paleness of language for the first time, more than ten years of grievances, no language can accurately describe it, even if it is written, it looks like a simple text, but it is actually her painful life.

Ding's mother listened to her daughter's accusation and cried no more, she couldn't say the words of apology several times in organizational language, she didn't do it intentionally, her daughter is older, her son is still young, and it is not easy to come by, her heart unconsciously favors her son.

In addition, her daughter has always been sensible, her health is not good and she has no ability to earn money, and her husband is unreliable, so she can only scold her daughter and exploit her.

"It's all my mother's fault, my mother didn't expect to hurt you so much, no, my mother will never do this again, my mother will definitely not be partial in the future, my mother will love you well."

Ding Ning waved his hand and sneered: "No, you still have to hurt Ding Shuheng, I am no longer the child who is looking for my mother in pain, your love is inevitably a little too late." ”

The ship had already sunk to the bottom before I thought about mending the hole, and it was useless for a long time.

Ding Ning didn't want to be alone with her mother anymore, she opened the door and walked out, throwing down a sentence without looking back: "I will never forgive you." ”

Ding's mother covered her sore heart, crying out of breath, the corners of her eyes hurt from crying, thinking that Ding Ning didn't know how many times she had experienced this kind of crying, Ding's mother was shrouded in grief.

Ding Ning didn't show up in the hospital for the next few days, and he didn't even care where Ding's father and Ding Shuheng lived, but fortunately, Lu Jiangxue opened a VIP suite for Ding's mother, which was enough for three people.

Ding Ning locked himself in the room after he went home, Lu Jiangxue didn't say anything no matter how she asked her, but Lu Jiangxue was in a hurry, and after thinking about it, he felt that the key to the problem was probably still on Ding's mother.

So Lu Jiangxue postponed the afternoon meeting, and went to the hospital to see Ding's mother without Ding Ning's knowledge, and after a few days, he was surprised to find that Ding's mother's whole aura had changed.

The meanness disappeared from before, and there was a trace of tenderness, it must have been dazzling, Lu Jiangxue rubbed his eyes vigorously.

Ding's mother saw Ding Ning's boyfriend at the door, and beckoned to him with a smile: "You are here, come in, Auntie has something to tell you." ”