Chapter 7: Fall into the Mortal World

Qingchen finally sat down to drink with him, because she didn't want to watch Duan Yi waste the Huadiao wine she had bought for thousands of yuan.

"Where did you get the Huadiao wine?" Duan Yi took a sip of Huadiao wine with beer, and the taste was very unpleasant.

"Scooped up."

After a moment of silence, Duan Yi suddenly mentioned last night's incident.

"What did you think about what I said yesterday?"

"Not good." Qingchen learned that he used Huadiao wine to beer, really, it was hard to drink. She vomited out, and Duan Yi looked at her with a sad smile on her face.

"You really don't want to be with me anymore?" He pushed the paper next to him to her.

Qingchen wiped his mouth and asked him, "Can we still be together?" ”

"Why not."

There are children chasing and playing in the community, the sound is loud, there are intermittent calls from parents, Qingchen drinks the beer in her hand, and she doesn't dare to touch the Huadiao wine.

"We've been apart for so many years, I'm not the same person I used to be, you're not the same person I used to be, and we don't necessarily feel like before when we're together."

"Putting that aside, haven't you looked for anyone else in the past five years? If yes, then I definitely am..."

"I haven't looked for it." Duan Yi interrupted her.

"In the past five years, I haven't had anyone around me, you don't have to mind."

"But I have."

Qingchen looked at Duan Yi's misty eyes, and felt a little bitter in his heart, "We are not the same as before, and it will be the same ending a few more times." ”

"You're not me, how do you know I'm not the same as before."

"Even if you've had something with someone else before, I don't mind." He lowered his voice and muttered as if pleading.

Qingchen curled his legs on his chest, his head leaned on his knees and looked out of the window, "When I was with you before, I thought a lot, where I would get married in the future, what kind of wedding dress I would wear, and how many children I would have after I got married." ”

Duan Yi's heart ached, a sip of wine became spicy in his throat, he began to cough, Qingchen continued to speak, he covered his mouth to relieve the cough.

"After you brought me out of Chunxi Road, my whole hope in life was on you, but what happened later."

"Later, you didn't want me first, Duan Yi."

"If you don't want me, I won't have any hope in life, and I realized that I still have to be alone, others can't save me, and Duan Yi can't save me."

Duan Yi's tears came out, and he didn't continue to cough after taking a few sips of boiled water in front of Qingchen, and the tears were still hanging in the corners of his eyes, which made Duan Yi's face feel a little innocent.

"When I was sixteen years old, after I lost my mother, you said that you wanted to take me out of Chunxi Road and give me a home, but you also lost me because of the people in Chunxi Road."

The corners of Qingchen's eyes were red, but she didn't shed tears, she counted the previous things one by one, without saying a word, Duan Yi's heart was like being smashed with a hammer, and in the end he sat dryly, didn't drink, didn't speak, and looked at the tips of his shoes in silence.

"Do you think we're still together?" Qingchen turned his head, clasped his legs in his hands, and looked at Duan Yi.

"I want to ask you another question."

Duan Yi raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes calm.

"Now that you want to get back together, why don't you just hold on to it in the first place?"

"Or, why are you coming to me now?"

Duan Yi didn't answer, and Qingchen didn't know if he couldn't answer or didn't want to answer.

She only hates herself now why she hasn't changed for five years, what she does can be seen through by Duan Yi at a glance, and she still doesn't know what he thinks in some aspects.

"Qingchen, you are wrong, it's not that I don't want you." He whispered.

"You're not the only one who has suffered in the past five years, so why do you think I came back to you to get back together, and why did I come back to you after so long?"

It is no longer clear who is wrong and who is right between them, and the reason for the separation at that time is now vulnerable to dissecting, Qingchen has no way to face it, she is scared and cowardly.

Duan Yi always said that they were very similar, but Qingchen felt that it was not, although Duan Yi was abandoned by his parents since he was a child, he still had a dear grandmother, and Qingchen was different, she had nothing, the only salvation and hope was Duan Yi, she was really bad, so bad that she wanted to drag Duan Yi into the water together, so bad that she wanted Duan Yi to belong to her alone, but she had a beating heart, so when the old man cried and knelt down, she didn't want to continue to be bad, Duan Yi had already brought her out, and she couldn't drag Duan Yi down anymore.

Duan Yi is right, it's not that he doesn't want himself, it's his conscience that found out, and she doesn't want Duan Yi.

"But what does it matter to me whether you are doing well or not?" Qingchen said lightly.

"Isn't it polite not to meet and not contact after separation?"

"Why should I know why you're only coming back to me now?" She had forgotten that it was her own question.

"What did I do to misunderstand you, is it possible for us? You say, I'll change it. ”

"If it weren't for you yesterday, I might have been watching a movie or drinking with Cheng Wei by now."

"I have a good impression of him, and if it goes well, I will confirm my relationship with him after the New Year, get engaged in the middle of the year, and get married at the end of the year."

"It's all none of your business, is it?"

"Isn't that what we were looking forward to in the first place?"

Qingchen didn't dare to look at Duan Yi's face or eyes anymore, the living room was quiet and terrifying, and there was no noise of children in the community, so she quietly tightened her legs.

Duan Yi's eyes were red, but his face was still normal, he was not a person who would get on his face when he drank, so he still maintained his original state, but the expression on his face was not so pleasant.

"You like Cheng Wei so much? Already thinking about getting married? He said calmly, but Qingchen knew it was a sign before he got angry.

"If it goes well, isn't it getting married? Isn't it the same for you, you are rich now, and you are good-looking, but I am afraid that women will be your successors. ”

Duan Yi laughed angrily, "How can there be a woman?" ”

"Who else but you?"

Qingchen's ears were red, and her face was also red, she still didn't dare to look at Duan Yi, she didn't understand why he, who should have been angry, could still say these words to himself now.

So she shook her head and continued to fight against him, "I don't know, maybe tomorrow there will be another Mr. Li's daughter-in-law who needs you to accompany him to go shopping, and the day after tomorrow, another Mr. Wang's daughter-in-law who needs you to accompany him to dinner." ”

A smile appeared on Duan Yi's face, "Lin Qingchen, are you digging a pit here and waiting for me to jump?" ”

"That's really Mr. Zhou's daughter-in-law, otherwise I'll call you now to prove it?"

Duan Yizuo was about to take out his mobile phone, Qingchen didn't look at him pretending, which Cheng thought he really dialed out.

"Lao Zhou, I have encountered something here, and I want you to explain it in person."

"My family is eating, you can help me clarify it." Duan Yi smiled and looked at Qingchen, who buried his head in his knees in shame.

Duan Yi turned on the speaker, and Mr. Zhou's voice came from there.

"Lao Duan, didn't I say you, you can't handle such a thing, and you still count on me? Forget it, just be kind to me and help you explain. ”

Mr. Zhou coughed a few times over there, "Qingchen, are you listening?" ”

Qingchen responded, and didn't care why this Zhou general manager knew her name.

"Last time, you met the beautiful woman who was with Duan Yi on Huai'an Road and was my daughter-in-law, you don't have to eat it, I was there at the time."

Qingchen whispered that he knew, Duan Yi turned off the speaker with satisfaction, and hung up after chatting with Mr. Zhou for a few words.

"How? Having fun now? ”

"Who knows if there will be before." She began to mumble again.

"I say no is no, no one is interested in anyone other than you, no other woman."

"You think I'm you." Duan Yi suddenly changed the topic, "After having dinner with people, you have a good impression of them, and you are still thinking about getting engaged and getting married, why don't you want to think about having a few children?" ”

"One is fine, more than I don't like." Light Dust took his words.

Duan Yi: "Lin Qingchen! ”

Qingchen laughed, and the man who was usually moody was now gritting his teeth in anger from her.

Seeing her laugh, Duan Yiqi's teeth itched, and then he laughed together.

"You can do it, and you can be angry with me like this."

"It's good to find someone who doesn't get angry with you, so that you don't live long." She spoke wickedly.

Duan Yi was silent for a while.

"Xiao Chen'er, what are you minding now? Why can't you let go of being with me? ”

"Mind if you're handsome and rich, and I'm just an older leftover girl." She was still not serious, and she was joking indiscriminately.

"I'll make a little ugser and give you all the money, okay?"

Qingchen shook his head, "I just want to find someone to live a down-to-earth life, I didn't know it before, I wanted too much, which led to a bad ending for both of us, but now it's different, I just want to be stable." ”

"Can't this person be me?" Duan Yi got up from the couch and sat down beside her.

The strong smell of wine was a little pungent, and Qingchen sniffed, and replied to him angrily, "It used to be okay, but now it can't." ”

Duan Yi is different now, he knows how to open his heart to show Qingchen, those sour words can also be said one after another without changing his face, he really fell from the fairy world into the mortal world for the sake of Qingchen.

"It used to be okay, why can't it now?" He asked, silent, and he continued, "I love you, and you love me, so why can't we be together?" People don't say it, if you love each other, you have to be together, what's the point if you're not together? ”

Qingchen was obviously stunned because of his sentence I love you, you love me too, and it took a long time to fight back against him, "Who said I love you?" Don't you be sentimental? ”

Duan Yi looked at her and laughed halfway, "Yes, you don't like me, you don't love me, what does it mean to leave me drinking at your house in the middle of the night?" ”

Qingchen: "Didn't you come by yourself?" ”