"I hate you even more when you're still alive, why don't you let me know about your mother?"

"Do you know how your mother survived in Liaocheng?"

Those memories are profound, even if they have been turned over, she is still unforgettable.

Sometimes when she recalled, even in the warmest room, there was a charcoal fire, and she felt cold and biting.

The coldness of Liaocheng is engraved in her bones.

"Ten years, no matter what your reason is, you shouldn't be silent," his ruthlessness made her despair.

"I can explain, it's not that I don't want to go, it's that I can't," Gu Jingxuan was eager to explain, but Shi Min'an was emotional and didn't give him a chance at all.

"That's enough," she roared, interrupting all his explanations, and said coldly: "No matter what it is for, it has nothing to do with me, I pestered you in my previous life, helped you marry me, and finally took care of your mother for ten years, which is enough to pay you back, none of us owe anyone, so you don't have to pester me anymore!" ”

Gu Jingxuan saw that she left after speaking, and couldn't help hugging her from behind, and then hooped her deadly, and roared hoarsely: "Who said that none of us owe anyone, you owe me a lifetime, in this life, you should pay me back,"

"Let go of me," she didn't want to listen to his gibberish.

"Do you think I don't want to go to Liaocheng to find you, the people who believe the king, the people of the emperor, after knowing that I escaped, I will chase and kill for thousands of miles, I dare not go, and I can't go, for fear of affecting you, do you know?" In the last sentence, he shouted loudly, calming the struggling Shi Min'an.

She froze, and stood there, motionless.

"I miss you, I miss my mother, I miss Shu'er...... But they don't allow it, I don't dare to go to Liaocheng, for fear that they will affect you if they know that I am still alive," Gu Jingxuan finally had a chance to tell, and told the pain and helplessness of depression in his heart in his previous life.

Shi Min'an was quietly hugged by him, and his tears flowed uncontrollably, but he didn't cry.

"Gu Jingxuan, who is not difficult," she said sadly: "In order to live, in order to be able to eat with your mother, I am willing to do anything,"

"It's cold, in order to make money, I soaked my whole hands in ice water and washed other people's clothes, which was people teasing me, but I am grateful, because at least this way, your mother and I can live and have a stutter,"

"One is weak, one is old, in Liaocheng, which eats people, do you know how difficult it is to live?"

"I made sprouts, and before I sold them, they were taken away, and I watched others glorify their ancestors......"

The crying and complaining sentence by sentence pierced Gu Jingxuan's heart like a knife.

It was his mistrust of others that made the two mansions like this.

Even if the emperor can't tolerate the Shifu, he won't be so broken.

It was he who took the wrong step that led to the result being like this.

"Gu Jingxuan, I'm tired, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore," her heart, in the ten years in Liaocheng, from anticipation to despair, has dissipated without a trace.

"But if we can come back, won't God can't look past it and want us to do it all over again?" He struggled.

Shi Min'an shook his head: "I don't care what God thinks, in this life, I just want to live for myself and live for the Shi family," that is what she owes the Shi family.

Gu Jingxuan slowly let go of his hand and turned her around, letting her look at him face to face.

Her eyes were so cold that they made people's hearts drip blood, which made Gu Jingxuan even more at a loss.

He thought about it countless times, but he didn't expect that she would be so determined that he didn't want to get close.