Chapter 33: Prayer for Reunion

When Duan Yi smiled, his eyebrows would rise first, then his eyes would narrow slightly, and the corners of his mouth would be hooked. Such an expression was so familiar that it could be traced with her eyes closed, and she hung her head in a panic, avoiding his eyes.

"Light dust." Duan Yi called her, and she hung her head and whispered.

He didn't speak for a few minutes after calling her, and Qingchen looked up at him, he seemed to be pondering something.

"I went to your house to look for you without permission, and what I said to you was true. I want to reconcile with you, I want to marry you, these are all true. He stopped suddenly, and Qingchen saw that he was rubbing his index finger like a circle, circle by circle, drawing a ring on it.

"I know what you're worried about, both of us are about to run for three, not because we are old and have to get married, but because I met you again, so I want to marry you."

When Qingchen heard this, his heart was like a sponge soaked in water, and it was filled and enlarged at once. At their age, even if they say that it doesn't matter if they get married or not, their bodies will still act honestly and be busy going on blind dates. The purpose of the blind date is very clear, that is, to find a suitable and pleasing person to marry.

There is no wind and snow at all, there is no love at all, and there are only a few people who love each other after marriage. Love this kind of thing, it is too extravagant so far, if she was still in her early twenties, she would not hesitate to agree, but she is just moved now, and there is too much price behind the promise to support.

"May I ask you a question?" She finally spoke.

"What?"

"If you don't meet me again, will you find the right person to marry?"

Such a topic was too heavy for her to bear no matter what the answer was, but she still wanted to know. For a long time, he didn't answer, Qingchen didn't know whether it was easy or lost,

"If you don't want to answer, don't answer. I also have something to say to you, we've been separated for five years, and we don't know what happened to each other in those five years, and even the relationship that we have been together for so many years before will be diluted, won't it? ”

"If you put all that aside, I want to ask you, do you still have the same feelings for me as they did back then? Even if you are still the same to me, I can't guarantee that I am still the same, what do you want to reconcile with me, because of love, because of reluctance, or because of unwillingness. ”

"I don't want to be given up by me back then."

She wanted to use the word abandonment, but she thought it was too cruel, and it was already sad to say it, so don't make it worse.

Duan Yi turned his body, his clothes rubbed and made a rustling sound, and the car was so quiet that Qingchen could hear his breathing, one by one.

"Qingchen, it's not that I haven't considered what you said, what I can tell you is that my love for you has never changed, and I want to reconcile with you not because of the reasons you said."

The sound of a car came from far and near, passing them and driving towards the garage in front of them.

"I want to marry you as something I've been sure of since I met you."

The surrounding Jing was afraid, because of Duan Yi's words, Qingchen didn't make a sound at all. She was silent, Duan Yi was also silent, and under the two compartments, Qingchen chose to speak first.

"I'm not the little girl in my teens or twenties anymore, I will weigh the pros and cons before doing anything, and there was already a gap that we couldn't cross when we broke up. You love me, but so what, you know, love is too much of a luxury for us, and it's not a necessity. ”

"You said you've thought about it, and if we don't do it all over again, I'm almost thirty years old, and I can't afford it. A man's thirty years old and a woman's thirty years old are different, you are thirty years old, you have a car and a house, you are handsome, and there will be people who will chase you a lot, but I am different, if I spend a few more years with you without results, I will be worthless. ”

She sighed, "I'm worthless now, I don't have a house, no savings, just a shop and a car, but what's the use of all this?" You may not know how malicious this society is towards women, and at my age I can only be picked. ”

It's too difficult to live alone, don't say that she didn't work hard to make money, and don't say that no one will find fault with you if you make more money. In fact, it doesn't matter if there is less money and more money, it seems that people's mindset is like this, and women can only be selected when they reach a certain age.

Duan Yi was a little irritated after hearing this, and immediately reached into his bag to smoke, but his fingertips just touched his pocket and retracted, holding back.

"Why do you think it's a waste to be back with me? Why do you feel that there is no good result? Don't say you're worthless, you're worth a lot, and you're the most valuable to me. ”

He finished speaking without stopping.

Suddenly, he said, "You're right, what if I love you, you don't love me." He laughed to himself, "I thought you would be like me, thinking about each other, if not love, but still a little like." ”

"I'm not afraid that I won't be able to catch up with you, I'm just afraid that you don't love me, what if you don't love me."

A big man, curled up in the car, asked her with a crying voice, what if you don't love me.

"I, I, I don't know." She was a little flustered, she wanted to cry, and she wanted to tell him that she didn't love him, and she was like him, and she loved him as always, but the two were too different, and they still needed to run in when they got back together, and she didn't dare to guarantee that she could still be the same as back then, and there were more worries that she didn't say.

"Light dust, try again, can you try?" He didn't look at the dust, his chin was slightly shrunk into the collar, and he spoke in a very low voice.

Qingchen sniffed and swallowed his saliva unconsciously.

"Duan Yi, it's too difficult to start over."

"We're not starting over, we're going to continue to talk about unfinished love, and then get married." He's still holding on.

She grabbed her clothes with her hands indiscriminately, and the flat clothes were wrinkled by her, loosened and clenched, over and over again.

"Light dust." He kept calling her, and one by one, she panicked.

"Don't scream."

She was still hesitating, Duan Yi had already withdrawn the chair a little, picked up the light dust and put it on his lap. Qingchen screamed, and put her hands on his chest.

"What are you doing?!"

He hugged her indiscriminately, tightly clutched it in his arms, buried his head in the side of her neck, and whispered her name.

"Try it or not, try again, please."

Qingchen, who was resisting, suddenly quieted down, and Duan Yi seemed to be encouraged, and said several pleases in a row.

"Don't do this, you let me think about it." She muffled.

After getting a response, he quieted down, but still held her and refused to let go.

"When did you become like this?"

A man who is so tough and ruffian on weekdays is now begging her to start over, and even forced her in this way.

He didn't speak, trying to suppress his emotions and the desire that was growing in his heart. There was a faint fragrance on her body, I don't know if it was the smell of perfume or the fragrance she carried, which made him intoxicated.

"Light dust." He called her again, causing her to frown.

"Can you think about it now? Promise me now. He went to kiss her earlobe, one bite at a time, and even had the intention of sticking out his tongue to test her one by one.

Qingchen gasped and pushed him away desperately, "You don't want this!" ”

He didn't listen, he was still testing her, and he clamped her harder, Qingchen's body began to weaken, and his hands and feet gradually lost his strength.

Gradually, there was a man's muffled snort and a woman's wheezing sound in the car, like a cat's meow, and the light and white hand grabbed Duan Yi's black clothes, sliding and moving up for a while, and he was dizzy with his kiss, just humming and chirping.

"Qingchen, promise, okay?" He let go of her, looked at the misty light dust in his eyes, and coaxed.

Qingchen's brain was dizzy, and he couldn't react for a while, his hands grabbed his collar, and his eyes were full of water, and Duan Yi wanted to bully her again, but he patiently continued to talk to her.

"Promise me now, I'll get a marriage certificate tomorrow, and I'll give you my house, car, and savings?"

Qingchen was a little sober, "Get a marriage certificate tomorrow?" ”

He kissed the corner of her lips, "If it won't work tomorrow, it's okay the day after tomorrow, you can promise me, or you can hand over the household registration book to me for safekeeping." He bargained.

"Nope." She shook her head, "You have to take the household registration book yourself, and don't go to get the marriage certificate tomorrow." ”

Duan Yi smiled helplessly, it seemed that he hadn't deceived her.

"Then will you promise me first?" After he finished speaking, he didn't wait for Qingchen to answer, and kissed her.

was kissed again, Qingchen never came back to her senses, Duan Yi kept calling her, she was a little confused, she couldn't hear what he said, she only knew what he said, and all the previous words were thrown out of the clouds.

It doesn't matter what the big reason is, whether it takes time or not, as long as you are happy at the moment.

She glared at him, "What about men?" What if there is an accident, you are not familiar with this area, you are outnumbered, and you are the most likely to be injured. ”

He sighed, "I'm not fine, why have you been talking about it?" ”

Qingchen glanced at him and closed his mouth. was worried that he was real, but he didn't seem to care very much, feeling that her heart was rejected, she was a little lost, and finally chose not to speak.

The car was instantly quiet, the two of them were speechless, and when they arrived at the garage, he didn't get out of the car, nor did he unlock the door, and Qingchen also sat quietly in the car.

"I'm not annoyed with you."

"I'm just worried about you."

The two spoke at the same time, and the two voices rang out in unison.

"I know."

"That's right."

Said in unison, and the two looked at each other and smiled.