No.248 extra
Yuan Jiefan's foreign language
I'm Yuan Jie, I like Tong Huan very much, I like to do that kind of thing very much, I also think it's ridiculous, I also think I'm crazy, but I didn't realize it at that time.
Until the day Wu Jiayuan came to me.
He fought with me aggressively, and after the fight, he also pulled me up from the ground, and we went to the clinic together to bandage, when bandaging, I looked at him, and I finally understood that Tong Huan would never like me, and I also understood why she liked Wu Jiayuan.
Obviously he was the winner, but he didn't insult me, the loser, I told Wu Jiayuan the truth, I watched him run out of the clinic, I thought, they will be reconciled as before.
My parents, both businessmen, have been on the road all year round, but their relationship has always been good.
So since I was a child, I have hoped that I can meet someone I like, and I believe that we will be as loving as my parents.
My parents are very busy, so they rarely take care of me, which makes me crave love even more, and when I was a child, I played games with the guests' children because of my parents.
And I locked the kid in the utility room, and listened to him cry for nearly half an hour before I was content enough to let him out, and after that he never came to my house again, I think I must have gone crazy from that point on........
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On the first day of high school, the first person to talk to me was Tong Huan, she really looked good when she smiled, just seeing her smile, I felt that I was surrounded by love, I longed for her smile, and I longed for her.
Later, I became very good friends with Tong Cheng, she really likes to laugh, I rarely see her sad look She is also very kind, she is very good to everyone, she will never target any classmate, so her popularity is very good, at first I just like to see her laugh, as long as she smiles I feel very satisfied.
But then I found out that she was very close to a senior senior, and she always showed a shy expression in front of that senior, and the way she looked at that senior was something I had never seen before.
I started to panic, she is my goddess, is my source of life, I can't lose her I started to spend more time with her, I even learned how to make girls feel good online, I tried all the ways I could think of, but she didn't feel cold at all, she just treated me as a friend, she only had that boy in her eyes, I felt that the "love" I relied on for survival was passing, I was completely panicked, so I did something like that, I was really mean and disgusting, I know, But at that time, I just wanted to have Tong Huan's love forever, at that time I never thought about whether what I was doing was right, I only knew that I wanted to keep this love, even if it was just the love I unilaterally thought.
But after doing that, I completely lost that love, I failed, I completely failed, and I also brought pain to the person I loved I was really useless Later, we both grew up, I received Tong Huan's wedding invitation, the groom is Wu Jiayuan, Tong Huan is willing to send me the invitation to forgive me, right........
I don't think I can forgive myself for what I did to Tong Huan, I am such a dirty person, I can't pollute the purity of the children's home.
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Fortunately, Wu Jiayuan will protect her, and under Tong Huan's repeated requests, I went to the wedding scene and saw her in a wedding dress, which was beautiful, really beautiful, but I didn't stay too long, just see her in a wedding dress, I should let go of my thoughts.
I'm not qualified to bless them here, after all, their happiness was almost ruined by me, I left my share of the money and left, and then I did meet a person who liked each other, we got married, Tong Huan and Wu Jiayuan came to my wedding scene They brought their three-year-old son and sent me blessings together, my wife knew the story of me and Tong Huan, I didn't hide her, she didn't blame me, she told me that she would give me enough love in the future, and she would always be with me how lucky, I can meet my current wife, and I think we will be like my parents, loving to each other until we grow old.
Now I understand that love is really useless, no matter how much love is useless, only love is useful.
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Wu JiayuanfanForeign Language/
When was the first time you met Tong Huan?
It was my family that moved to my cousin's house next to it, my cousin told me to take me to meet her friend at that time I noticed Tong Huan at a glance, she was very tall, taller than all the girls present, but she still gave people a feeling that she wanted to protect her Her eyes are very beautiful, I think it is her best facial features, especially when she laughs, those eyes are shining, and people unconsciously want to look at Tong Huan all the time I paid attention to Tong Huan that night, watched her make faces, watched her laugh, and watched her make trouble, but I didn't realize it at that time, I may already like her a little.
When did you realize that you liked her?
It was in my freshman year of high school, one evening, I was on the way home, I happened to meet Tong Huan who was going home, we walked on the road together, she chattered non-stop, told me who she met in school, complained to me about her homework, complained about how difficult math was at that time, the sunset shone on her body, the fluff on her face could be seen, and there seemed to be light in her eyes........
I knew I liked her, maybe earlier I saw the contents of her diary, I just felt that there were fireworks in my head, I couldn't suppress the excitement in my heart and confessed that night, she was really cute, I really wanted to be with her all the time.
But later the appearance of that photo made me begin to doubt Tong Huan's feelings for me.
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My parents' marriage was not happy, when I was very young, I often watched them quarrel, and then they divorced, I didn't believe in love, I have always been very insecure, so when I saw the photo, I first suspected that Tong Huan's feelings for me, all her inadvertent negligence was magnified by me, and I turned a blind eye to my sincerity and goodness, so I chose not to believe her at that time, and chose to leave her.
When she said to me with red eyes that she didn't do anything like that, I just felt so much pain in my heart, what a beautiful eye, I made it stain tears.
It's really hard to prove that a person likes themselves, but it's easy to prove that a person doesn't like themselves, why was I so stupid back then.
After Yuan Jie told me the truth, I didn't know what to do all of a sudden, it turned out that I hurt Huanhuan, who loved me deeply.
I didn't dare to go to her, I was afraid that she would blame me, I used study to numb myself, I used work to numb myself, and kept looking for people who were very similar to her, but I didn't like them, they weren't my Huanhuan.
It wasn't until one time that I heard Li Meng talking to Tong Huan on the phone, and heard Tong Huan inquiring about me, that I knew that Huanhuan had never abandoned me.
I went to find Tong Huan, I re-pursued her, fortunately, fortunately, fortunately I didn't miss her, otherwise I will regret it for the rest of my life On the day of the wedding, I saw Huanhuan walking towards me in a wedding dress, I felt that I had never been happier than this moment in my life Huanhuan She is not only my lover, she is my faith The night the wedding ended, Huanhuan said something to me I have always remembered until now, she said "There will always be better, now is better, Jiayuan, I will always love you".
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