The door of the safe passage just now could not be pushed open and slammed open, and at this time, it didn't take much effort to push the door open.

The voice-activated light should be broken, it is pitch black inside, and nothing can be seen. Shen Shimei didn't dare to go inside, stood at the door and asked softly, "Gu Lanqing, is it you?" Are you still here? I'm Shen Shimei. ”

There was no voice answering.

When her echo faded away, it was so quiet that she couldn't even hear her breathing.

After waiting for about two or three minutes, she didn't wait for a response to Shen Shimei and thought about going back to get her phone. Either call and try it, or take a picture with your phone...... In such a dark place, she didn't dare to rush in.

"Shen Shimei."

As soon as he moved his steps, a hoarse voice came from downstairs: "I'm here, you come down." ”

Shen Shimei's heart jumped suddenly: Gu Lanqing, it's really Gu Lanqing. Lin Muyao is not wrong, Gu Lan is really here.

She walked down the wall. When he walked to the next safe passage, he saw Gu Lanqing sitting at the door of the safe passage, with his head lowered and unable to see the expression on his face. The streetlight above the aisle hit him from afar, hazy and shrouded, and it felt real and unreal. His mood was very low, like a dying patient, seriously ill.

Shen Shimei squatted down, stretched out her hand and pulled his sleeve: "Gu Lanqing, why are you avoiding us all the time?" We've been looking for you, and we haven't been able to find your whereabouts. Yaoyao is worried about you, she ......"

"How is she now?" Gu Lanqing just wanted to get close to her, but he didn't expect her to run out in the middle of the night. He wanted to escape, but he was afraid that no one would know about her illness. He hid behind the door and peeked at her, and when he saw her sick, his whole heart hung with him. After she was taken away by Wei Huayu with her head covered, he slapped himself a few more times: Brute! Brute! A brute who has more than enough success and more than failure! He kept hanging his head, not wanting Shen Shimei to see his embarrassment, and his voice seemed to squeeze out of his chest.

"She is surrounded by the people she knows best, and the time she controls is timely, and she is no longer in any big trouble."

"Okay."

"She misses you so much, she wants to see you, is that okay?"

“……”

"She was the one who asked me to come out to you, and she knew you were here. She sensed your presence last night and kept clamoring to come downstairs to find you. Gu Lanqing, you and she are both victims, don't you torture each other, okay? ”

Gu Lanqing didn't say yes or bad, Shen Shimei came over and pulled his sleeve again: "Gu Lanqing, you're not wrong, and she's not wrong." Don't punish yourself for someone else's fault, and don't punish her for someone else's fault. She's really fragile and can't stand up to such punishment from you. "Huaxia Chinese

Gu Lanqing raised his head slowly, his hair was messy, his face was haggard, tears were running across his face, and palm prints appeared on his cheeks: "How can I face her?" How do you make me face her? Who is someone else in your mouth? It's my mom! It's the mother who gave birth to me and raised me! My mother's fault, I deserve to be punished. My mother's fault, I have to give her an explanation. ”

"What's wrong with your face? Who hit you? Shen Shimei reached over, wanting to turn his face to the light to see what was going on. But he turned his face away from letting her touch it: "I beat it myself!" I hate myself! I hurt her! She wouldn't be like this without me. Without me, she would be lucky to marry Wei Huayu......"

"Bastard! It's all bastard! What does it mean to be without you? Without you, what else would Lin Muyao's life be exciting? You made him suffer a lot, but your presence also made her ......"

"I know, you pity me. Shen Shimei, thank you for having mercy on me. It's all over pitiful, you can go. I just want to know how she's doing, and I'm relieved that it's okay. ”

"You ......"

"Don't tell her you've seen me. When I'm done, I'll come to her. Before I came over, please help me take care of her, thank you. Gu Lanqing stood up slowly holding on to the ground, his figure was no longer straight, and his back was bent, as if a heavy mountain had been pressed on it.

Shen Shimei looked uncomfortable, and ran over to stop him: "Gu Lanqing, don't let me look down on you anymore, if you are a man, go up and see her." She's your woman, and she needs you so much right now. Gu Lanqing, it was not a pile of straw that crushed the camel, but a straw, and she was on the verge of collapse. How long and how much more she can bear, you don't know, I don't know, she doesn't know, not even Dr. Dami knows. ”

Gu Lanqing looked at her, but there were other things in his mind.

Dr. Dami has been contacted, and after several phone calls, he has thoroughly understood Lin Muyao's condition.

After Lin Muyao's accident three years ago, she fell into a very serious depression, afraid of seeing people, afraid of seeing the light, and hid in her room in a daze all day long. She didn't talk or eat, and her weight once fell to more than 60 pounds, and her whole body was full of bones except for skin. Mental illness, malnutrition, desperate for death...... All kinds of factors piled up, and her body was completely crossed. She either doesn't eat a bite or vomits. Either you don't sleep for a few days and nights, or you don't sleep for three or four days a night. Either don't talk all the time, or talk to yourself that you don't have enough, you will laugh alone, play games alone, play house, and put the baby to sleep.

Dami said: She's crazy! True and false, she can't tell the difference at all!

Wei Huayu took her around for medical treatment, but the drug did not control her condition, but made her self-harming in a short temper. Sometimes she is very conscious, sometimes she doesn't recognize her relatives, and after a long time, she has hallucinations and auditory hallucinations: "Those hallucinations and auditory hallucinations are actually her inner activities and thoughts. On the one hand, she wants to prove that you have not betrayed her, and on the other hand, she cannot deny the reality. She is conflicted and entangled in her heart, and she needs you to give her an explanation to let her go. However, relief is not a good thing. ”

Dami said: "She's holding on to her mind right now. In other words: she has a lot of unwillingness in her heart, and she must find the answer she wants, just like a returning patient looking for the last exit. Once this exit is found, her most dangerous time will come. ”

Dami's pure British accent changed Shen Shimei's voice and sounded in front of him: "Gu Lanqing, Lin Muyao is a patient, we hide some things from her, and we dare not tell her the truth." I didn't know the truth before, and I didn't dare to tell you the truth. Now I'll tell you all that Lin Muyao's improvement is not really a change, but a support point made by her mind. By the time this support point completely collapses or collapses, she will be in worse shape than ever. So, now, either don't let her break down, or hold her up with a new idea. Gu Lanqing, you are a thousand knots in her heart, only you can help her, understand? ”

Gu Lanqing's face was expressionless and motionless.

Shen Shimei continued to speak bitterly: "Go up and see her, she is still waiting for you." Whatever happens tomorrow, stay with her tonight and wait for her to fall asleep before you leave. Gu Lanqing, please leave her a little hope, don't let her collapse like this......"