Chapter 40: I Love You, You Don't Love Me, You're Right

In the box

Qi Qi sat next to Zhong Xun, Zhong Xun grabbed her waist with one hand, held her hand with the other hand, put it in the palm of her hand and rubbed it, her hand was slightly cold, and asked in a low voice: "Is it cold?" "It's late October, it's hot during the day, but it will cool down at night, Zhong Xun thinks she's cold!

Qi Qi smiled at him and said, "It's not cold!" But you can hold me! ”

Zhong Xun hugged her a little tighter.

Qi Qi nestled in his arms.

The two of them were tired in the corner of the sofa, and others were embarrassed to disturb them.

Meng Xingzhou walked over to Xi Jinshen's side, sighed, poured a glass of wine, and only after drinking it did he hear him laugh at him: "Your little girl is about to become someone else's bride......

Xi Jinshen was not in a very beautiful mood, and he came to stimulate him, glared at Meng Xingzhou and scolded him: "Stay where you are cool, I have nothing to do with her!" ”

"Oh, some people, they don't have a place to cry when they regret it." Meng Xingzhou's favorite person to ridicule is none other than Xi Jinshen!

"You're thinking too much." Xi Jin sneered lightly, and then laughed at him in turn: "You are not much better than me." ”

Meng Xingzhou choked, didn't say anything for a long time, and took a sip of wine in a sullen voice.

Ye Wuxin rushed over after work after the operation.

Xi Jinshen saw it first, and suddenly hit Meng Xingzhou with a strong bang to kindly remind him.

Meng Xingzhou was almost choked to death by the drink, and he was also angry, and he threw aside any good temper, "Xi Jinshen, you just don't like me, right?" Dating a time and place to fight? ”

Xi Jinshen ignored his nonsense and buried himself in drinking.

"Xingzhou." Ye Wuxin had already walked over.

"Huh?" Meng Xingzhou turned his head and !! lowered his head again and gently scolded Xi Jinshen: "Why didn't you tell me?" Ye Wuxin saw the fierce just now, and turned his head to face Ye Wuxin with a foolish smile: "Xinxin, why are you here?" Come, sit! He patted her next to her to sit down.

Xi Jinshen: "......" wants to scold people!

Ye Wuxin sat down: "The last operation will come after it is done." ”

"It's so late, have you eaten?"

“…… No. ”

Ye Wuxin didn't skip dinner, he didn't even eat lunch, he had surgery in the morning until the evening, and he rushed to the emperor after finishing it.

Meng Xingzhou was anxious: "Why don't you eat?" Busy with food, don't you? Now go eat! After saying that, he wanted to pull her up and hurriedly shrank back when he thought of something, deflated: "Let's go!" Go eat! ”

"Tell them about it."

After Ye Wuxin finished speaking, he got up and went to Qi Qi's side and said a word and left first.

Meng Xingzhou's alcohol consumption is very poor! At this time, he was already a little drunk, otherwise the beautiful man who usually sven Wen would not have rushed into the table and yelled blindly just now.

Out of the emperor, the evening breeze did not take away the drunkenness on his face.

"How much did you drink?" Ye Wuxin thought about it and still stretched out his hand to support him.

"Heart!"

When Meng Xingzhou spoke, he exhaled hot breath and hit Ye Wuxin's face, his eyes were also red, staring at her without blinking, Ye Wuxin looked away.

Ye Wuxin helped him into the car and fastened his seat belt.

It was normal to look at it in the box just now, but now Ye Wuxin felt that he was getting drunk and getting worse, "If you don't go to dinner, I'll send you back first?" ”

“…… Well. I'm not going back! ”

"And where do you want to go?"

"I want to go to the old shop on the side street where we used to go when we used to study, and I want to eat the duck blood vermicelli soup there."

"Okay."

Meng Xingzhou looked at Ye Wuxin with half-open eyes, "Heart." ”

"What's wrong?" Ye Wuxin tried to slow down the car as much as possible.

"You know what? You took me to eat the duck blood vermicelli soup, and I fell in love with the taste the first time I ate it. Meng Xingzhou leaned his head on the back of the chair, looked at the night scene outside the car window, and his voice was a little ethereal: "That old store, I went by myself later, and I can no longer taste the things I originally liked." On the old street we walked, I wandered alone, back and forth several times, whether it was the sun during the day or the moon at night, there was only my shadow alone, long or short, lonely. It was full of our memories, but it seemed to belong to me alone, only I remembered it, and there was no response. ”

Ye Wuxin grabbed the steering wheel with both hands, his throat was bitter, his eyes were sour, his heart was so painful that he was about to lose his breath, and his lips moved: "Xingzhou, I'm sorry." ”

"Don't be sorry, I love you, you don't love me, you're right, our love has always been my business alone. It's that I should have told you that I'm sorry, that I have imposed on you all the things that I think are good for you, and have never asked if it will be a sweet burden for you. But Ye Wuxin, you said that you would give you a little more time, and the little hope you gave me has not splashed since then. The days are still calm, but you don't know how long I have been struggling in the deep sea, people are under the bottom of the sea, there is no oxygen, they will die soon, they can't survive, Ye Wuxin ......"

Ye Wuxin had never hated herself like this at a moment, she was afraid that one day she would really go crazy.

There was silence in the car for a moment.

No matter how far the road is, there is a time when it comes to the end, but the car can't drive in.

The two got out of the car, with different thoughts, walking side by side, the moon was not quietly hidden tonight, the moonlight shone from behind, and the shadows of the two people in front of them pulled the elder.

"Xiao Meng is here?"

"Well, uncle, this time it's two!"

"Haole, is it Xiaoye?" The old man is a little old, he can't see it very clearly, and he hasn't seen Ye Wuxin come for too long.

"Yes, uncle!" Ye Wuxin responded to him.

"Okay, come in quickly!" Uncle has known them for more than ten years, and they are very familiar, "Uncle invites you to eat today, don't tell me, don't be vain!" ”

"That'...... Thank you, uncle! Meng Xingzhou said.

"It's okay, you sit down for a while."

"Okay."

The two of them found a good place to sit down, and did not speak.

Meng Xingzhou didn't know what to say, and Ye Wuxin didn't dare to say anything.

It wasn't until the old man brought two servings of duck blood vermicelli soup that the slightly embarrassing atmosphere was broken.

As soon as it came up, Meng Xingzhou gave all the duck blood to Ye Wuxin, he loved to eat her, but he was willing to give it to her, and he never changed!

I love you, you don't love me, but if we like the same thing, I'll give it all to you!

Ye Wuxin glanced up at him and whispered, "Thank you." ”

"Eat."

“…… Xingzhou, I ......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Meng Xingzhou, "Don't say it." ”

"I'm not angry, hurry up and eat, you didn't eat dinner, I guess you didn't eat lunch either, remember to take care of yourself."

"Hmm." Ye Wuxin blinked desperately, she was afraid that tears would fall, she thought, Meng Xingzhou didn't want her anymore.

……

"Uncle, let's go!" Meng Xingzhou shouted outside, and the old man was inside, afraid that he wouldn't hear it.

The old man's voice came from inside: "Okay." ”

"Let's go." Meng Xingzhou lowered his eyes and looked at Ye Wuxin.

Meng Xingzhou's head was still a little dizzy, and he felt uncomfortable, so he closed his eyes as soon as he got in the car.

This is the slowest car that Ye Wuxin has driven.

Meng Xingzhou, what should I do, for the first time, I thought that the decision I made was outrageously wrong, but I was really scared and didn't have the courage to take that step.

I'm afraid, there is no more selfish person in this world than me, selfishly letting you belong to me alone, selfishly tying you to my side.

I was probably sick too, tormenting the people I loved over and over again. Seongju, I guess now you're trying to give up on me, aren't you? But what if I can't let you go?

If I had to do it all over again, I hope I hadn't met that smiling boy with crooked eyebrows.

If there is an afterlife, please don't fall in love with me again......