Chapter 150: On the caviar cocoon, the love wound is buried
The white horse passed through the gap, and the horses passed through the window. Zhu Ming goes, Bai hides, the wind carries the laurel leaves, the bead curtains, and the chaotic courtyard corridor; Raindrops and begonia flowers, words are not answered, and the sound of cold autumn. Yesterday, I didn't ask the swallow in front of the hall, and I sighed at the window tonight, and I didn't do it in my life.
Since she knew that the woman who loved Lin Shen was still alive in the world, and now she was sitting in the Assassin's Mansion to enjoy the 'glory and wealth', Ning Yu didn't know whether to be happy or sad, once upon a time, she had witnessed his pain, and also felt his coldness, she used all her strength to love him and accompany him, and in the end she realized that everything she did was just in vain, his sorrow and joy, pain and happiness, had nothing to do with herself.
Ning Yu walked alone in the small garden, looking at the remnants of the garden full of flowers and leaves, her heart was depressed and sad, her eyes were full of sadness, and then she sat in the small pavilion and meditated.
Ning Yu came back to her senses with tears in her eyes, and Ruolan hurriedly asked, "Why is Sister crying again?" Ning Yu hid and wiped away her tears, turned around and smiled, "The flowers and plants in the garden are gone, Sister Ah is just sad..." Ning Yu shook her head and said sadly, "I'm afraid I won't be able to wait until then..." Ruolan was stunned, "Sister is talking so decently, what are you talking about?"
"That's it, let's go back to the room..."Ruolan followed behind Ning Yu with a frowning brow, and after a while, she suddenly smiled and stopped, "Sister, in seven days it will be the Begging Festival!" Ning Yu was silent for a moment, not only did she look more and more sad, Ruolan saw this and hurriedly said: "When the time comes, the son will accompany Sister A to build a fragrant bridge, sacrifice double stars, laugh and have fun, wouldn't it be lively..."
The strings of the piano are cleared, and the short song cannot be long.
The bright moon shines on my bed, and the stars and Han flow west at night.
Morning glory and weaver girl looked at each other from afar, and they couldn't live up to the river beam.
Ruolan didn't understand what she meant, and when she was about to ask, she saw that Ning Yu had already walked to the door of the room, and then hurriedly chased after her. Entering the room and sitting down, Ruolan put the boiled lotus seed porridge on the table, "Sister has a sad face all day long, and her soul is not giving up, how can she live like this..."
In the evening, Ruolan came into the room with food, but saw Ning Yu crouching in front of the desk and contemplating, and then picked up the ink and wrote, and then slowly put the finished poems and words on the desk.
Ruolan looked at the stacks of poems on the desk and was worried, "A piece of poetry is easy to play, and a few people can understand the taste... Sister Ah has something bitter in her heart, but she sprinkles it on the slave maid, whether she beats or scolds, but why torture herself like this, let's go quickly..."Ning Yu put down the pen and smiled lightly, "No one can understand the taste, and the caviar cocoon is full of sorrow... Ruolan, don't worry about me...", Ruolan was so anxious that she spun in place, "No matter what, Sister should eat first!" Ning Yu couldn't bear to look at Ruolan's anxious appearance, so she stopped her pen and ink, got up and walked to the table and sat down.
Ning Yujiang had no intention of eating again after just a few bites, Ruolan persuaded her to drink the porridge and said, "Sister is depressed and unhappy, as if she has lost her soul, when will it be reassuring... Childe is really excessive, all day long either running to the Thorn Mansion or drinking with a few fox friends and dogs, how can he hang Sister A on his lips and read it in his heart... No, no, if this continues, Sister Ah has to have a big incident, and when the son comes back, I will tell him to go..."Ruolan complained with an annoyed face.
"Don't talk nonsense, Xiang Lin's fate is ill-fated, the time is not good, it is not easy to find a place to settle down today, if you are idle and slow to socialize, how can you exchange for today's peace... You have followed Xiang Lin for many years, don't you know his hardships and hardships..."Ruolan couldn't help but cry sadly when she recalled the unbearable past, "How can Ruolan forget the pain and suffering that Childe has experienced over the years... It's just that the son is too obsessed with everything he likes in his heart, so that he suffers from sorrow and trouble, and even God doesn't help him, and in the end he not only hurts himself, but also hurts others..."
Ning Yu was silent, and was stunned for a long time before he said: "Although the body is one, the heart is dead, and the entanglement is better than giving up, so it will end up easily, and the circle is complete..." Ning Yu wiped her tears and held back her crying, "That's it.. That's it.. Why bother making you cry and cry...", he sat quietly with red eyes.
After a while, Ning Yu watched that the sky was getting dark, and estimated that Xiang Lin was about to return home, so he instructed Ruolan to clean up the desk, Ruolan knew what to do with him every day, and then pouted the corners of his mouth to sort out the bookcase, and then pressed the stack of poems and texts at the bottom of the box and locked it.
In the middle of the night, in the dead of night, Ning Yu quietly found the front of Ruolan's room, saw the candle flame in the room was faint, and Ning Yu heard a faint voice, Ning Yu knocked on the door happily. However, he said that there were two small houses next to each other on the west side of the mansion, which had been idle for a long time and useless, and Ning Yutong arranged for Sanjiu and He Jian to live in the same room after discussing with Lin, and Ruolan to live in one room by herself.
Ruolan was surprised when she opened the door, and then hurriedly carried Ning Yu into the house and sat down, "The hut is vulgar and ugly, how can Sister Sister's noble body come in person, what is the order to call me." There was another person in the room who was Sanjiu, who glanced at Ning Yu and bowed his head in worship, his eyes were timid, as if he was afraid that Ning Yu would blame him for telling Ruolan the secret before.
Ruolan poured tea and served it, Ning Yu looked at the two and said, "I heard the two of you talking secretly..." Sanjiu took over the conversation, "Yu Niang, in a few days it will be the Begging Festival, Ruolan and I are thinking about how to let you and your son have a happy holiday." ”
Ning Yu smiled worriedly when she heard this, "This is my business, but I have to worry about you..."Ruolan asked, "Sister Ah must have something important to worry about coming late at night, Sanjiu and I are here to listen, and Sister Ah will just tell me." Ning Yu slowly got up and said, "You two happen to be here, I have something to entrust you with today, it is excellent if you can do it, it doesn't matter if you can't do it, it's just a fate..."
Ruolan Sanjiu asked each other in unison what was the matter, Ning Yu asked the two of them to come closer, and then whispered, Ruolan was embarrassed when she heard it, "Sister really wants to do this?" Ning Yu instructed, "This matter must not be known to Xiang Lin, and the two of you must keep it a secret." Ruolan Sanjiu looked at each other, bowed his head, and went back to his room.