Le Le trembled and grabbed a piece of beef, slowly moved it in front of Qiao Shan, and then quietly put it into Qiao Shan's mouth.

Seeing Qiao Shan eating so happily, he also smiled happily, and just wanted to go to the clip again, but was stopped by Qiao Shan: "Lele is good, thank you, you eat it yourself!" Mom can! ”

After speaking, he scooped a few pieces of beef with a spoon and put them in his bowl, and ate happily.

"I'll feed you!" Feng Han, who brought out the soup, looked at Qiao Shan's clumsy appearance, and wanted to laugh but couldn't.

Qiao Shan shook her head, she could do it herself, she didn't have to rely on anyone, she ate stubbornly, trying her best to hide her embarrassment, but she was sad in her heart.

After all these years, she hated herself, and today it was just a broken bone that defeated her.

She admitted that she hadn't forgotten Feng Han, but the strength she couldn't learn fell apart at this moment, she wanted to cry, but the tears just couldn't flow.

Perhaps, it dried up long ago, four years ago.

"Are you alright?" Looking at her abnormal behavior, Feng Han was a little worried.

"It's okay, no need, thank you! I can. She continued to endure and tried hard to eat the rice in the bowl, not even knowing that she was eating the white rice after the dishes were finished.

Feng Han helped her clip a few pieces of green vegetables and put them in her bowl, but she threw them away, and couldn't help yelling at him anymore: "I said no, why did you come back since you left?" Do you want me to rely on you again, and then walk away again? ”

She couldn't stand it anymore, she became speechless, maybe she was suppressed for too long, and she felt tired.

Putting down the dishes and chopsticks, she didn't finish her meal, so she went into the room and slammed the door on the back.

Feng Han was stunned there, Mu Ne's eyes looked at her vacantly and left her seat, but he couldn't say that he couldn't do anything.

"Dad, what's wrong with Mom, why is she crying?" Lele stopped the chopsticks in his hand and looked at him, this was the first time he saw his mother crying.

Every time my mother used to be unhappy, she hid in the room or even under the quilt, and when she came out, she looked like a nobody.

Now, he is also waiting, but waiting, waiting, waiting, she hasn't come out now.

"Hurry up!" Touching Lele's head, he quietly walked to the door of Qiao Shan's room, knocked on the door, and did not respond, but faintly heard the sound of sobbing inside, and the hand hanging in the air slowly drooped.

Then, step back step by step.

Sitting in the room, with her back to the door of the room, looking at the window, Qiao Shan slapped her right hand vigorously with her left hand, it was really useless, the man who abandoned her, now she was so kind to her, she was so moved.

She hates.

You are really useless, this is what he should do, how can you be fooled, do you want to let yourself be hurt again, Qiao Shan told herself secretly in her heart.

Can't indulge, it's just a gentle trap, everything is just an illusion.

He's just for his son, he's just guilty for his past mistakes, that's all.

However, her heart could not be calm, and her whole person became irritable, kicking against the wall, but accidentally kicked the dresser, so that her whole person was planted on the table, but she never shed a single tear.

Feng Han, who heard the movement, knocked on the door, but there was no response, and he shouted anxiously: "Qiao Shan, are you okay?" ”

She is angry now, where to listen to this sentence, only to think that he is extremely noisy.

Wasn't it good to be indifferent to her before, why do you want to provoke her now?

Isn't she and Lele having a good life, why did he come to break the peaceful life of their mother and son?

"Get out..."She roared angrily, as if she wanted to spit out all the grievances of the past few years, but some grievances couldn't be said at all, she could only hide in her heart.

Wait until one day, the heart can't hold it anymore, and it finally bursts out.

"Mom, it's time to eat..."Lele cried, knocking heavily on the door, he didn't understand what happened to his mother suddenly, wasn't it okay just now.

He was afraid, such a mother made him very scared, but he didn't know how to let her out, so he could only vent his fear by crying.

Hearing Lele's cry, Qiao Shan's heart tightened together, and then slowly calmed down.

What happened to her just now, she doesn't remember.

It should be that she can't accept the reality of a broken hand, and Feng Han suddenly treated her so well, of course, she was more afraid.

Fear that he will disappear again, as she did four years ago, even more afraid that she will fall in love with him again.

Although she spent four years forgetting someone, thinking and waiting for someone, at this moment, she saw many images that had appeared.

"Mom, it's okay..."Slowly opening the door of the room, Qiao Shan let out a breath, but her face looked so tired.

Like a soulless shell, she moved back to the chair of the dining table, then picked up the spoon and poured it into her mouth as if nothing had happened.

Lele has been by Qiao Shan's side, pulling the corner of her clothes, silently accompaniing.

Feng Han stood in the middle, like air, he didn't know what he had done wrong, why Qiao Shan suddenly became angry like a different person.

Before, didn't she like to eat the food he cooked, why would she rather eat white rice than eat the food he cooked today?

glanced at Lele's empty rice bowl, it was good, after eating, Qiao Shan didn't speak again, and let Lele follow her.

Finally finished eating, Qiao Shan was about to clean up the table when she was sealed and took the lead, so she didn't bother to move.

"Lele, take care of your mother..."Feng Han brushed the dishes in the kitchen and instructed Lele.

What is happening in front of me is a scene from five years ago.

That day, he and Qiao Shan had just bought a lot of ingredients from the supermarket and came home ready to show off their skills.

The sky was gray, and suddenly it was pouring rain, and the road was filled with the hurried footsteps of pedestrians and the sound of car horns.

They used cold coats to cover them, they ran through puddles and mud pools together, and when they got home they bathed together, and he helped her blow her hair, so long, black and shiny, as beautiful as a waterfall.

After taking care of her body, Qiao Shan went to choose vegetables and wash vegetables, and Feng Han cut vegetables in the kitchen.

After the dish is ready, they sit tightly together, you feed me a mouthful of meat, I feed you a mouthful of food, and smile so sweetly.

She said: I don't know how to cook.

He said, "I will, in the future you will be responsible for eating, and I will be responsible for doing it."

She laughed and said it was good to have him, and said that she would never have to go hungry again.

His cooking skills are super good, and in those days, she ate several pounds of weight, so she complained that he fed her so well.

Later, he fed her and made her dependent on him, but he hurt her again.

Sometimes, there are results, and no one knows what the outcome will be if it doesn't happen.

Just like today, Feng Han cooked a meal for Qiao Shan at home again, but he couldn't get back to the feeling he had at the beginning.

Lele lay next to Qiao Shan, every day at noon, he developed the habit of taking a lunch break, just lying on the sofa, kneeling on the carpet, he fell asleep unconsciously.

Perhaps, it was because he didn't let him rest in the hospital these days, okay, I'm tired today.

Qiao Shan got up slowly, stretched out her left hand and put it on his waist, and moved him to the sofa with all her strength.

"It's spring, it's cold, I'll take him back to the bedroom to sleep."

Feng Han wiped the water stains on his hands, ran over quickly, and just picked him up gently.

Helping Lele drag off his coat and shoes, Feng Han lay on his bedside, looking at it.

Lele looked like him when he was a child, stretched out his hand and gently touched the white cheek, a little unable to believe that this was his son, his son and Qiao Shan.

Leaned closer, couldn't help but kiss him on the forehead, what a handsome little guy.

He tiptoed out of Lele's room, gently closed the door, and walked towards the hall.

Unexpectedly, the woman fell asleep while watching TV, just like many nights before, she lay on the sofa watching TV and waited for him to come home, and then he would carry her to bed every night.

Today, however, is different.

He went from her room to find a blanket, but found their wedding photo, but the photo that should have been in the wallet was only half of it now, so quietly in the corner of the cupboard.

"What are you doing?" Qiao Shan heard the movement and stood at the door looking at him.

"Nothing? I see that you are asleep, and I want to find you a blanket, for fear that you will catch a cold. He put the picture back in its place and put his hand behind his back.

"Don't bother." Try to distance the two of them as much as possible, Qiao Shan replied lightly.

"I didn't expect you to keep this picture, I..." he wanted to say that he still had it, a little surprised and a little excited.

"Yes, I have to keep it, it reminds me what a big mistake I made in the first place, and I won't do it again." Qiao Shan looked at his eyes, full of indifference.

The first love is the most unforgettable, and Qiao Shan has a deep experience.

Later, Qiao Shan finally understood why Duoduo cried when he fell out of love for the first time, and why he didn't feel it anymore.

Because first love is the most beautiful and unforgettable, that is when a person's first love sprouts.

Qiao Shan didn't expect her first love to be such a result, if she knew, then she would rather be a nun and never fall in love.

Falling out of love is a painful thing, and it can smash a living person all over the body.

"Qiao Shan, you don't want to be like this. I was sorry for you, but it was really a misunderstanding, and now I'm back! The way you are now makes me feel very distressed. Grabbing her arm, Feng Han looked at her eyes emotionally, his eyes kept rolling.

Distressed?

When he got divorced, he left so simply, why didn't he say that he was distressed.

Sure enough, men are liars.

She struggled to open his hand, just now, she was just pretending to sleep, not wanting to see him, thinking that he would leave consciously, but she didn't expect him to help her find a blanket.

She didn't want him to see the gifts he had given her, the charms, the letters, the bracelets, and so on, so she stopped it.

"Don't talk to me anymore, I'm long past the age of listening to love words. Feng Han, if you talk too much, it will become a lie! Throwing off this sentence, Qiao Shan returned to the hall and continued to watch the variety show just now.

She was in a very irritable mood today, and she didn't want to say more, and she didn't want to see him again to make her heart feel blocked.

Women are sensitive and vulnerable.

"If you love, you love deeply, if you don't love to leave..."Feng Han's mobile phone rang suddenly, and after glancing at Qiao Shan, he walked to the balcony and pressed the answer button.

It's still the same song he once sang for her.

"Hey, hello, hello, it's me, yes, yes, oh, you were introduced by Mr. Yutong Lin, okay, I have to give you a friendship price, so I can say it..." Feng Han stood by the window of the balcony, with his back to Qiao Shan, and talked to a man for about twenty minutes before hanging up.

"I have something to go out for, if you have something, call me and I'll make you dinner when I come back!" He held his mobile phone in his hand and said to himself, he was very anxious, and went out without asking Qiao Shan's opinion at all.