Chapter 277: Unique, Gorgeous
"Luo Xiangxin," the person on the stage raised his voice, "I have something I want to say to you." ”
What the?
Luo Xiangxin put down his phone and began to listen carefully.
"Actually, I don't like to talk in this kind of public, I just want to exercise myself, and of course, the most important thing is to say something to Luo Xiangxin."
Liu Guifang's voice became lower and lower, and gradually lowered to the point that only he could hear.
Some people in the audience were already sighing, ready to see Liu Guifang's jokes.
No, this is what I want to say to Luo Xiangxin, every word must be conveyed to her ears, as if all the people here except herself and Luo Xiangxin do not exist.
She's really going to say it, tell it to her.
"Luo Xiangxin, do you know how special and important you are to me?" Liu Guifang said that her eyes were a little blurred with tears, she was already short-sighted, and now she couldn't see Luo Xiangxin in the audience even more clearly.
But it didn't matter, she couldn't see the rest of the audience because of it.
"Actually, I used to be very timid, and my timidity was not reflected in the fear of insects, mice, and the dark, but... I'm especially afraid of other people's eyes, afraid of other people's jokes, afraid of other people's discussions and approach, I don't know if it's because I'm too sensitive, I feel very tired to get along with many people, I always feel that living in this world is a very tiring thing, because I can't feel the meaning of life, really," Liu Guifang choked up, "I even had a long period of autism, depression, I always feel that I am dispensable in this world, no one cares about my existence, and no one cares about my emotions, Maybe it's because my emotions are what most of them think are hypocritical, they can't bear the negative energy, and it's the source of pain that they can't avoid, but all my emotions only come from the world I have come into contact with, this world includes them, including all the people who laugh at me, I know that I am very sensitive and fragile in my heart, I know that I should be stronger, but I can't find motivation and hope, I don't want much, many times I just want a hug, I want a sure look, I want to know that there are people in this world who love me, there are people who care about me, if there is, then I will not be as depressed as before, I know that I am not liked, I just... I want to give myself a motivation, a motivation to be a little happier, this motivation was out of reach before Luo Xiangxin appeared, after meeting Luo Xiangxin, it came to me so naturally, as if I was born to deserve these, as if I was born to be loved," Liu Guifang paused slightly for a while, sorting out her emotions, "I have never seen such a warm person as Luo Xiangxin, really, maybe the world I lived in before was too cold, So that when I met Luo Xiangxin, I even felt incredible, it turned out that there would really be people in this world who were willing to care about my feelings, there would really be people who thought I was cute, who thought I was very good, who really wanted to cry with me, laugh with me, endure hardships with me, and accompany me to the hospital, and there would be people who would regard all the shortcomings and defects criticized by others as lovely gifts, once when I was sad, she hugged me gently, she didn't say anything, but it really made me feel the feeling of hugging for the first time, It turns out that being hugged and cared for is such a feeling, I am really grateful to her, thank her for accompanying me to change, standing on the stage today is also a little change for me, thank her for her company, thank her for her witness, I will always work hard, change, become a beautiful and lovely girl who loves life, thank you, Luo Xiangxin, thank you really for you, you are the light of my life, unique, gorgeous. ”
Liu Guifang's eyes suddenly sounded thunderous applause in the hazy world, she wiped her tears, and after getting off the stage, she saw Luo Xiangxin secretly wiping her tears.
Luo Xiangxin, I really want to tell you, it's really my third life lucky to meet you.
These words have been wanted to be said to you for a long time, but they are only said today.
After returning to her seat, Luo Xiangxin secretly wiped her tears and didn't dare to look at her, and couldn't help but turn her head and give Liu Guifang a hug, and patted her shoulder, "You deserve to be loved, are you stupid." ”
"I know, so I'll try to be excellent and strive to deserve more love," Liu Guifang paused, "It's coming to the end of the semester, isn't there a lot of homework in your major?" ”
"That's right, I'll tell you my god," Luo Xiangxin instantly became excited, "It's so much that I can't even complain about my god." ”
"Well, run with me for the last week, and after next week we'll all be fully engaged in revision, and I'll probably spend a lot of time in the classroom and in the lab."
"We don't run together or go to bed together, and we have to run around the classroom and the library every day," Luo Xiangxin paused, "so we shouldn't be able to see each other much after the end of this week before the exams." ”
"That's right," Liu Guifang pouted, "Do you miss me?" ”
"Yes," Luo Xiangxin wiped Liu Guifang's face, "The acne on your face has completely healed, it seems that the medicine I recommended is really easy to use, if I stay up late one day or eat spicy acne, I will use it." ”
"Luo Xiangxin, thank you, thank you for buying me a face to wipe my face, thank you for accompanying me to the hospital for stomach treatment, I have been busy recently so I am not working part-time, I will slowly return the rest of the money for stomach disease treatment."
"Okay, I'll wait," Luo Xiangxin straightened Liu Guifang's hair, "Don't always thank me, you should also thank yourself, the treatment of stomach problems was so painful during that time, including running every day, controlling the amount of food to lose weight at every meal, and every time I go to the library together, I will be frightened by your preoccupied appearance, and then infected by your appearance, in fact, you really taught me a lot, I should also thank you, of course, the person you want to thank the most is yourself, because the people who have come along the way, and yourself." ”
"Okay."
Liu Guifang lowered her head, she also liked herself like this.
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"Xiaoxi, it's almost the final exam, so don't work part-time everywhere, your studies are important, you know?"
"Got it, Dad, what are you doing, it's so noisy over there."
"I'm watching TV."
"Let's make a video, I haven't been on a video with you for a long time."
"Didn't you just watch it last time?"
"You don't answer every time I send you a video, this time I have to answer it."
"No, no, I'm going to eat soon, you should hurry up and go to review, the final exam will be in less than a month, won't you be able to watch me every day when you go home from vacation."
"But I probably won't go home this winter vacation, and I've almost found a tutor here to prepare for the winter vacation."
"Then cough cough..."Zhang Yiheng became a little excited after hearing this, "Okay, then you review well first, and then talk about these after the exam." ”
"Dad, do you have a cold?"
"No, I choked on eating just now, okay, I won't tell you cough cough, I have to drink saliva to slow down, and I'll hang up after you finish the exam."
Is it really said that it will be hung up, is it so ruthless?
Zhang Zexi also put down his mobile phone.
"Let's go, big strong."
At the door of the dormitory, Chen Yicheng had already taken the dishes and chopsticks and was about to rush to the cafeteria.
"I haven't been looking for you lately, have I?"
"No, I've been quite calm since I changed my phone and number last time, and I heard my dad say that person can't adapt to the current society, can't make money and can't live, so he goes to grab money, and now he's in again."
"Really?"
"That's right."
"Then why didn't you tell me?"
"I... Didn't I forget? ”
"Forgot? Forgot to worry about me for so long? Zhang Zexi said as he was about to fly the slippers on his feet.
"I really forgot, see you in the cafeteria." Chen Yicheng disappeared as soon as he slipped away.
"Ergou has always been such a dog," Zhang Zexi sighed, "forgot ......"