Chapter 259: Make a Break
Seeing that she kept her head down and buttoned her pants uneasily, and the pants of the school uniform were buttoned up for her for a while, He Zhizhou could only suppress the emotions surging in his heart, "That's true, but I respect your choice." ”
Yan Shu's eyes were sour, and she mustered all the courage to raise her head, telling herself that this was the first and last chance to be brave, she didn't know the consequences, she only knew that she would regret it if she didn't do it.
"Brother Zhou, are you just supervising and protecting me? Is there really not a little bit like me? I know I have a lot of shortcomings, but ...... I love you! ”
She felt that her face must be very red at the moment, her head was dizzy, and she had a feeling of soaring through the clouds. If he says no, I'm afraid she won't have the face to stay for a second and can only leave.
Not to mention the fearless bravery of the previous one, now it is all thrown out of the clouds. At the moment she felt more like a prisoner waiting to be judged, extremely uneasy, nervous, and afraid.
She suddenly wanted to escape, she felt that she had done something very stupid, but feelings are such a thing, who said that only men can take the initiative? Can't she fight for it?
He Zhizhou's mood was also very uneasy, and only after a little thought about it did he say: "I once told you that I don't want to trick others, it is because of my terrible ability that I will always wear a mask, the purpose is to remind myself to be cautious in words and deeds."
I'm just an ordinary person, and I have a lot of shortcomings, and even if you follow me, I'll be very unlucky. You may just be on the spur of the moment now, and there will be better people to choose you in the future......"
Before he could finish speaking, Yan Shu interrupted him, and now that her courage was exhausted, she might run away immediately if she didn't catch the last bit of tail.
Now that the words have come to this, let's make it clear once and for all. "I don't know what the future holds, maybe we will get along for a while and it will feel inappropriate, and it is normal to be separated at that time. But now I know, I like you, and if you like me too, how do you know we're not the right fit without giving it a try? ”
He said with difficulty: "You will take a big risk. ”
"I understand." She stared at him for a few seconds, and it felt like years were so long and tormented, she couldn't stand it, and this was the maximum she could do.
She tried to escape, and she did, getting up from the couch and saying incoherently, "I'm sorry...... I'm not supposed to say that, I'm ...... You just didn't say okay and I'm gone. ”
After saying that, she turned around and was about to leave, but suddenly he grabbed her wrist, she was stunned, and then his hand slipped and held her hand, very tight, as if holding her heart.
Holding her with one hand, He Zhizhou stood up, raised his other hand to pull her stiff shoulder, and gently pressed it on his chest.
Yan Shu didn't dare to move, but now she could hear his heartbeat clearly, and it was very powerful very quickly, transmitted to her through perception, and it seemed to walk all over her body, making her feel numb, unable to move, and unable to make a sound.
She heard his voice, as if it came from a distant starry sky, and it seemed to ring in her ears: "I've never been so uncontrollable as I am today, and this is the first time I want to keep someone by my side." No matter whether you will change in the future, from now on, I will take care of you and protect you, and my commitment is for a lifetime.
I haven't liked anyone, and I won't get along with girls, since I met you, I only know, I want to give you the best, your things are more important than anything about myself, I don't know if this is just like, but I understand, I can't lose you. ”