Chapter 95: No need to apologize

The soft tears finally made Feng Han stop the movements in her hands, help her cover her clothes, sit on the sofa on the side, open her thighs, and slowly say "I'm sorry".

His heart softened, and he couldn't do it.

This kind of Qiao Shan is so distressing, his heart seems to be dripping blood.

For a long time, he didn't feel this way.

So long that he forgot about it.

It turned out that they had been separated for so many years.

"Can we go back to the time we used to be, when we were in love?" Lowering his head, Feng Han said tentatively.

I don't know if they can continue.

"I can't go back." Curled up in the sofa, Qiao Shan clutched her clothes tightly, her eyes glazed and her eyes weak.

"I was really wronged, I'm sorry!"

Holding his head in both hands, Feng Han repented, he regretted it.

"Huh!" It's ridiculous to smile coldly.

Treat unjustly?

What a ridiculous excuse.

He didn't know her well.

"What are you laughing at?" Raising his head, Feng Han looked into her eyes.

"Haha... I laughed at myself for being stupid, I deserved it. The man who has been in love for so many years doesn't even know me at all. Do you really think that what I care about is that you have been wronged, you can obviously say that you went to a colleague dinner, but you lied to me. You could have redeemed what you begged me forgive, but you're gone. ”

"I didn't lie to you, it was really a social interaction, it was a pure coincidence that I drank with my colleagues that day! Nothing happened to us, and I don't believe I can take you to ask the woman. Feng Han almost shouted to explain, he was scared.

Such Qiao Shan made him very strange.

"Huh, explain? I don't care about the explanation. Such an understatement, but Qiao Shan didn't know how much effort she had used to say it.

"You know what? I used to think you just didn't like to post pictures of us, but your circle of friends is full of pictures of your female colleagues. You never take the initiative to come to me, and when I get hurt or in trouble, you call me hypocritical. Even, do you know how I came over with Lele alone after you left? Every time, I reassure myself that you will come back, you will definitely come back, hold on, you can. ”

Saying that, Qiao Shan cried a lot, the more she cried, the more sad she became, and Feng Han was also full of guilt when she heard it.

"In the past few years, I don't dare to get sick, because I don't have the right to get sick, if I get sick, what should Lele do, he is still so young?"

"You are the only one in my world, I lost myself after I got married, and later, I really became a person, haha, ridiculous!"

She cried with all the strength of her body, and at this moment, she just wanted to vent herself.

Life, it's too tiring to live.

She didn't know why people lived.

Man has come into this world, what to do, where to go.

How to deal with so many helpless things.

"I'm sorry!" Suddenly, tears also flowed from Feng Han's eyes, "I owe you your mother and son, I'm sorry!" ”

With his head down, he was already in tears.

Who said men can't cry.

Men are human beings, too.

"You don't have to tell me I'm sorry, this is the path I chose, I don't blame anyone, I can only blame myself for being stupid." looked coldly ahead, and finally said it, she felt a lot more comfortable.

"Don't do this, you will make me feel very distressed like this." Rolling up his sleeves and wiping away his tears, Feng Han looked up at her.

"I feel distressed, don't be stupid, who will feel sorry for me, I deserve it, I deserve it." She was also blinded by lard, and she was fascinated for a while, so she agreed to his marriage proposal.

It's all her fault.

It has always been her wishful thinking.

And he is just fulfilling the family's mission.

"Alright, don't cry!" Continuing to roll up her sleeves, Feng Han was about to wipe it for her, but she turned her face away and avoided it.

If you can't be together, then don't give him a chance.

What kind of love words, those are all deceived children in TV dramas, she has grown up.

Today, she seems to understand why he objected to her watching idol dramas in the first place.

Now that I think about it, it seems like that.

If you talk too much, it will become a lie.

The former alliance has long turned into a floating cloud.

If there was an afterlife, she would rather never meet him.

That way, she won't be sad.

"In the future, I will definitely make up for you, and do a good job as an old... Daddy's responsibility. He earnestly begged Qiao Shan for forgiveness, and it had been a long time since he had heard those two words come out of his mouth.

Even Qiao Shan listened to it with ridicule, husband, the so-called husband is just for seeing, just an ornament.

"No, as long as you don't come to disturb us, you live yours, we live ours." Burying her face in her thighs, Qiao Shan continued to deceive herself.

Since he has chosen to get engaged, it would be good for them not to disturb each other.

"What is your relationship with that Zhang Yuze, and what is good about him?" stared at Qiao Shan angrily, deadly.

He couldn't figure it out, that man was a second marriage and had a ten-year-old son, did she want to be a stepmother so much.

She knows how difficult it is to be a stepmother, in case that child doesn't accept her, she can't beat him, she can't scold him, and she has to work hard to please him.

So what should he do with Lele, isn't he going to be wronged, and he has to call others "Dad", which he absolutely can't accept.

"Yes, he is better than you, better than you, richer than you, and more painful than you. He never left me alone, he cared for me everywhere, and in this way, are you satisfied? Raising her head, Qiao Shan looked at the man in front of her, so unfamiliar, as if she had never seen it before.

No, the previous years were all fake.

It's just a bubble.

She thought he knew him well, and he thought he knew her well, but in fact, neither of them knew each other.

With a "bang", Feng Han's hand slammed heavily on the sofa next to Qiao Shan, and for a moment, Qiao Shan thought that this fist was going to fall on him.

Feng Han also has her own advantages, she is very considerate when she is good, and she will take care of her, but she is too wild to control it.

He also has a very important advantage, he never hits a woman, no matter how ugly the woman says, or hits him, he will not.

The heavy force hit the sofa made of wood, and Feng Han's hand instantly became red and swollen, and a little red silk could be faintly seen, trembling violently.

"If there's nothing to do, you can go back first, I want to be alone for a while." She gave an eviction order to the man in front of her, and she didn't want to see him.

Not because she didn't trust her, but because he didn't treat her as a wife at all.

perfunctory her, deceived her, and after many times, she was relieved.

Some people, some things, will eventually become a thing of the past.

The only one who can accompany you is yourself.

This may be the sentence that relies on people, heaven and ancestors, it is better to rely on yourself.

From now on, she is on her own.

In her Qiao Shan's dictionary, there is no longer Feng Han.

No matter how painful she is, no matter how reluctant she is, she should let go.

After Feng Han went out, Qiao Shan finally couldn't help but cry loudly.

The sound of "Woo woo woo..." passed through the wall and penetrated into Feng Han's ears.

Feng Han, who went out, was full of emotion for a while.

Once, his Qiao Shan also loved to cry nose, and when she cried, she cried and didn't have fun, and she would never give up if she didn't wait for him to coax her.

Later, when he got married, he heard too much, and he thought it was hypocrisy, and she stopped after a few words, but she didn't know that she was crying even more sadly where he couldn't see.

She didn't know how to vent her emotions and could only prove it with tears.

If he had been a little more considerate, cared more about her, and coaxed her more, wouldn't it be different today?

Squatting in the corner, Feng Han held his head in annoyance.

He didn't leave until he couldn't hear Qiao Shan's cry.

For a whole hour, I guess I was tired of crying.

Yes, Qiao Shan was very tired from crying, and the business trip in the past few days made her even more tired.

Curled up in the sofa, she fell asleep unconsciously.

In the dream, there was her and Lele, but she couldn't find Lele, and she couldn't find it everywhere, she knelt on the ground in despair and shouted his name "Qiao Le"!

However, there was no response.

Because of the dream, a little sadness was added to her tired face, and her whole face was distorted together, which was very ugly.

From time to time, she would whisper a few words of "don't".

Zhang Yuze said goodbye to Qiao Shan, but inadvertently saw Feng Han's license plate number.

He hesitated whether to go up or not, in what capacity.

What are they talking about, is it Lele, why hasn't they come down for so long.

The woman is still angry with him, and now she is not angry.

No matter what, he's going to rush forward.

When his hand touched the handlebar, he saw Feng Han coming out of the community dejectedly.

With his head down, he walked tremblingly like a soulless corpse.

The left hand was red and swollen and seemed to tremble violently.

They are not what happened and why is this happening.

Eventually, he broke in, but no matter how much he knocked on the door, there was no response.

He called her, he could hear the ringing of his cell phone clearly, and he expected her to open the door for him, but no one answered.

"I'm tired, go to sleep first!" Slowly typing these big words, Qiao Shan turned off the phone and fell asleep.

It's so tiring.

Being a tired person.

Seeing these lines, Zhang Yuze's hanging heart finally let go, and the hand that hung in the air and continued to knock on the door was also put down.

Turned around, took the elevator and left.

That's fine, let her be quiet.

"Do you think the two people who have divorced will get back together because of their children?" Sitting in the passenger seat, Zhang Yuze asked Chen Zhen seriously.

"Does Zhang always say Miss Qiao?" Starting the car, Chen Zhen glanced at him and set off. "It depends on the situation, divorce does not necessarily mean that they will get back together, and they will not necessarily remarry."

Come on, asking is the same as not asking.

Closing his eyes, Zhang Yuze began to ponder.

Back at S, everything started from scratch.

"I just came out of her house." Feng Han walked slowly to the car and sat down, calmly sending WeChat to Fang Heng.

It's been hard for him these days, and everything is on him alone when he gets home.

"How? What did she say? Anxiously waiting for Feng Han's answer.

But there was nothing.

After a glance, Feng Han smiled self-deprecatingly, what could she say, what could she do.

What kind of person is Qiao Shan, dead-eyed, stingy, she has never played cards according to common sense after knowing her for so long.

What else can they do?

That's it.

As for Lele, he can only take one step at a time.

Looking out the car window, Zhang Yuze was lying on the steering wheel, four years later, the child was already more than three years old.

It's so big, why didn't he recognize it standing in front of him.

It was his son, his son and Josanne's son.

How could he say that he was a wild seed and that Qiao Shan had cuckolded him.

At this moment, his heart was full of entanglement, and this feeling made him even more annoyed.

"Lele, Qiao Le? Qiao Shan, Qiao Shan? He sat back in his chair and called the names of their mother and son.