An extraneous monologue of Bing Ning
Hello everyone, I'm Bingning.
I was a little worried, because I'm the main character, and I'm always telling you stories, so you probably won't want to listen to my monologues anymore. But I was too worried, and in the morning, through the eyes of the wonderful snow, I saw that a girl in the discussion area called my name, and the fairy was very relieved and hurriedly urged her to release me out to talk to you.
This time, let's have a simple soul collision.
If you read my story from the beginning, you'd think I'm a clever ice cube, but in fact, I don't.
Don't compare my IQ with ordinary mortal girls, they have only lived for more than ten years, at most decades, and I, just watching the teaching video in front of the dust viewing mirror has been watching it for 20,000 years!
I think that if I go to the ghost world one day and add a little material to that Meng Po soup, so that you don't have to forget the past when you are reincarnated, and turn for 20,000 years, you will be smarter than me one by one.
Speaking of this dust viewing mirror, I really feel that it was manipulated by the old man of the moon fairy. Twenty thousand years, the world has changed, the vicissitudes of life, but the dark and cruel things mentioned by the little brother in the mirror when he told the story, such as Xiang Yu Wujiang killing himself, Jing Ke assassinating Qin, Zhuge Liang burning the upper valley and the like, but I have never seen the real picture. The most put in the mirror is love and love, all kinds of you and me, all kinds of liver and intestines, in fact, it is also quite interesting.
Speaking of the old man Yuexian, I have to reveal a strange thing.
It was the strange sight I saw in my dream for the first time after I rushed in and fell unconscious when the Fire Cloud Palace was on fire. The Buddha's grandfather sat high in the Daxiong Treasure Hall, and the moon fairy below held his fist and possessed him, and the Buddha asked him to place me in front of the dust mirror, and it could only be removed after 20,000 years, and the immortals under the moon were pious and led.
Although it was a dream, it was still fresh in my memory, and I didn't know if it was my imagination or it really existed. You must be curious why I don't just ask Yuexian, or ask Grandpa Buddha, the answer to this question involves another illusion.
That is, you think I am brave.
You must be wondering, how can I not be brave if I dare to fight the demon king, dare to save the phoenix, and dare to break through the frozen sky?
And my understanding is that I am not afraid of these things so I dare to do them, but for the Buddha who once manipulated me, the Moon Immortal, I am jealous and dare not ask. I vaguely felt that if they found out that I knew that there was such a strange scene, it would be like revealing a secret that they wanted to hide, and I was afraid that they would know.
Because of the unknown and fear, we dare not try, how can we be truly brave?
You will definitely say that it is because Bing Ning does not trust the Buddha and the immortals under the moon. Yes, although they made and arranged it, I didn't fully trust them.
To be precise, as a person who has no family, has never seen his hometown, has been inexplicably carved into a human form, and is inexplicably hated by all kinds of gods, devils and monsters, who can he trust?
I know you're going to be angry again, and I'm sure you'll ask, what about Yuanfeng, what about the scorching strings, what about the emperor, Bingning, do you also need to be cautious about them?
It's been a long, long time since I've seen Master, I don't know where he is, maybe he's traveling around the Six Realms to subjugate demons, maybe he's helping out in Frozen Sky City. Either way, when he threw me the Winter Bone Problem, I knew that there were many things in this world that I couldn't count on anyone else. Sometimes, the umbrella that you think can envelop you will float away on its own, leaving a sentence: "This rain is what you deserve." ”
Genfeng is a thorn in my heart.
Although he was as unfathomable and elusive as ever, I used to trust him. At that time, I didn't know why he was able to give me such a deep sense of intimacy, such a strong sense of security, and later I learned that his mother was the former Ice Immortal of Frozen Sky City, and I was considered related, so I understood everything.
It's just that his departure has made me feel disappointed and scared like never before I realized it. I once thought that he might be wiped out and never come back, which made me depressed for more than a hundred years. Later, he came back, and I knew he was back, but he didn't come to see me and prevented me from doing something. Of course, I also knew in my heart that it was probably for my own good that he stopped me.
However, it seems that this star is not last night, for whom is the wind and the midnight supper? Can't he see through a person who stands in the back garden of the Palace of Love every night and looks up at the moon, waiting for his return?
Although he avoided me, he would still save me at the critical moment, but he never appeared, and I don't believe he was powerless not to appear. Ye Yu said that Yuan Feng has his own things to do, and it seems that this thing he wants to do is much more important than me, more important than meeting me and saying a word to me.
As for the strings, I have to say that although he has a very beautiful face and strong vitality, there are really many shortcomings. He is stubborn, cranky, and has a bad temper, and is not at all steady. Although the Nine Heavens Divine Fire has matured a lot after its cultivation, many of its essences have not changed in the slightest.
It's such an imperfect fox demon, but it brings me countless happiness and comfort. Whatever flaws he exposes are harmless in my opinion. His personality, his style, has long been deeply engraved in my heart, but he never seems to understand.
That time in the ice cellar, I saw him lying on the edge of the bed, his long eyes closed, his expression haggard, really heartbroken, and suddenly I realized that maybe one day, the string will become the person I am most afraid of. I can withstand anyone's betrayal, deception, and abandonment, but I can't imagine Burning String doing these things.
However, I didn't trust him.
Does he really not care who I am, doesn't he really wonder how I cut off the wolf's head, does he really think that I rushed into the fire to save him? Did he hide more from me, or did I lie to him more? If one day, we all open our hearts together and compare, whose one is more terrible?
He was such a hot and strong fire, and I was such a cold and hard piece of ice, and maybe a little, either he burned me to ashes, or I extinguished his fire.
Hey, why did you start to feel sad when you said it, there is one thing I have to tell you, that is, the second advantage of this immortal is optimism, no matter what he is gray or not, annihilation is not annihilation, being a fairy, happiness is the most important. It's just that the ink is black, and he has been with the fox for a long time, and he has been infected by him and likes to think a little cranky, and the immortal is stunned.
The hour is almost up, and at this point, the goddess of Yumehime thinks that she has collected her dreams from the world and returned to heaven, and I am now going to hurry up and return the midi to her.
Goodbye friends, we're going to be a long time coming......