Chapter 22: Unease

When it was time for dinner, there was a knock on the door, and I hurriedly rushed out to open the door, it was Lin Qian. I pulled Lin Qian to my room and sat down, and asked, "What did you say?" Lin Qian lowered her head and said, "They asked me if I knew about my dad, and I said I didn't know, and they asked me if my dad had looked for me before leaving, and I said no." They said that my parents went with Zhou Jianjun's parents, that the company owed a lot of money, and that they were involved in some charges of bribery, and that they asked me to notify the police station as soon as I had news of my parents. ”

I pointed to a few boxes in the room and said, "Your dad should have been prepared, and sent all your things to my house, and ...... them," I looked at the door of the room and lowered my voice and said, "You also came to the school to look for me, and gave me the money you will need later." I think he must have a plan, and he should be able to settle down quickly when he gets abroad, so don't worry too much. ”

Lin Qian silently opened a few boxes and looked at them, closed them again, nodded and said, "I hope it is like what you said." I said, "And don't worry, my mother has already arranged the house, and you will live in my house in the future, and as long as I am here, I will always take care of you." Lin Qian smiled reluctantly and said, "Then don't you have to sleep on the sofa every day." I said, "Not anymore, my mom bought a folding bed, it's soft and comfortable." Lin Qian took my hand and said, "Alas, I will be a drag on you in the future." I was indignant and said: "What you said, you have been taking care of me for three years in high school, and I have not been polite to you, you are in difficulty now, it is my responsibility to take care of you, besides, you are my girlfriend, I don't take care of you who takes care of you." Lin Qian smiled: "Okay, I said the wrong thing, you are right." ”

Lin Qian's mood has always been very low, except for eating, sleeping, and doing homework, she holds the book in a daze when she has nothing to do, as if she has something on her mind. I can understand her mood very well, but I am stupid and not very comforting, so I can only accompany her silently. Just such a week has passed, and in this week, Lin Qian was called by the police station again, basically there was no progress in the investigation of the case, and Lin Qian's parents were still missing. This is not good news for the police, but for Lin Qian, this is undoubtedly the best news.

That night, Lin Qian began to pack up in the room, and I wondered, "What are you doing?" Lin Qian said: "I think, I'd better live in the school." I said, "Isn't it good to live at home?" Lin Qian said: "I don't feel comfortable. I smiled and said, "You are a member of our family sooner or later, and now is the right time to adapt in advance." Lin Qian glanced at me and said, "Who said that I must marry you." I smiled and said, "Isn't it too late for you to say this now, everyone now knows that you are already my person, what can you do if you don't marry me." Lin Qian said: "Even if I marry you, I don't want to live with your parents, it's too uncomfortable." I said, "My parents weren't very nice to you, and they didn't care about you." Lin Qian said: "So, the more they treat me, the more I feel indebted to them." ”

I grabbed Lin Qian's hand and said, "Don't go back to school, I finally came back from vacation, and I haven't had a few days before I don't wash my own clothes, and I have to wash my own clothes when I go back." Lin Qian said: "I went back to school by myself, and I didn't let you go back with me." I said, "No, I don't want you to go back to school alone." Lin Qian said: "There is nothing unsafe in the school, don't worry." I said, "I'm worried about your beautiful appearance, what if someone takes a fancy to you and runs away with someone." Lin Qian smiled and said, "You just talk nonsense." ”

I can understand Lin Qian's mood very well, if I let me live in someone else's house all the time, I will be uncomfortable, so I said: "Since you want to go back to school, I will go back with you." Lin Qian said: "No need, there is still so much time left in the summer vacation, you should stay at home and accompany your parents." I said, "I don't, I'll follow you wherever you go anyway." Lin Qian sighed and said, "Whatever you want." ”

So I took my suitcase and started packing. Seeing that we were both packing our things, my mother wondered, "Where are you two going?" I was stunned for a moment and said, "Lin Qian has not been in a good mood recently because of family matters, so I accompanied her out for a walk, and walked around several nearby cities." The mother said, "That's fine, you take care of Xiaoqian all the way." I said, "I know." Lin Qian said, "Thank you, Auntie." ”

After going out, my mother came in again after a while, took an envelope and handed it to me, saying, "You have to use money everywhere you go on a trip." I was just about to take it, but Lin Qian hurriedly came over and pushed the envelope back and said, "Auntie, no need, we have money." "In fact, Lin Qian is telling the truth, Lin Qian's father gave us 50,000 yuan, which was a lot of money in those days, and the annual interest of the bank alone was more than 1,000 yuan. In addition, I am usually more economical and will be careful in budgeting, and both of us have won scholarships, and we both have a lot of living expenses left in the first year of college.

But my mother thought that Lin Qian was being polite to her and insisted that we accept the money. I didn't think it was a good idea to push it back and forth, so I had to take the envelope and say, "Then let's take it first, save it and use it slowly." My mother patted me on the shoulder, and then said to Lin Qian: "Xuanxuan has no other advantages, but it is more economical, which is quite worry-free." Lin Qian smiled: "I have a deep understanding of this, my living expenses are all placed with him now, and I usually watch it tightly, and I don't let me spend a penny." My mother knocked on my head and said, "You don't make sense, you can also take care of Xiaoqian's spending, most people should be women in charge of money." I said, "Let her take care of the money?" She can use up her living expenses in less than a month for a semester. Lin Qian giggled next to her when she heard this, I saw that she was rarely smiling so happily, and I felt much more comfortable in my heart.

After my mother came out of the room, Lin Qian whispered to me: "You are lying now, you are becoming more and more sophisticated, you don't need to type drafts, just open your mouth." I said, "Actually, it's not a lie, I did have this idea, and then I guess you weren't in the mood to go out, so I didn't mention it to you." Lin Qian patted my head and said, "Although you are stupid, you have a good heart." ”

The campus in the summer is exceptionally quiet, and it is rare to meet a few people when you walk around the campus, which is a world of difference compared to the usual bustling and noisy environment. Walking around the campus side by side with Lin Qian, it feels as if the whole world is ours, we are on the road, on the playground, next to the dormitory building, next to the teaching building, and even in any corner of the campus, I can hold Lin Qian's hand, put my arm around her shoulder, and even secretly kiss her on the face, which I dare not dare to do during the start of school. Although this kind of life is what I dream of, I don't know why, I always feel vaguely uneasy, I always feel that this kind of life can't last forever, as for why I feel like this, I have asked myself more than once, but I can't find the answer.

Lin Qian has always been a very self-disciplined person, a few days after arriving at the school, she began a very regular life, got up at eight o'clock in the morning for breakfast, went to the library to read books in the morning, took a nap at noon, and continued to go to the library to read books in the afternoon.

In order to accompany Lin Qian, I also had to arrange my life according to her schedule, sometimes I overslept in the morning or at noon, and I would definitely find her in a fixed location when I went to the library. From morning till night, the only thing that kept me interested was in the computer room at night, where I could play games for a while, and she was on some English website, which I couldn't read. After a while, I had a gut feeling that she was trying to find news of her parents, or preparing for a future trip abroad to find hers.

After I figured this out, I finally realized the reason for my uneasiness, she would definitely go abroad to look for her as soon as she had news of her parents, and what should I do, accompany her abroad? Or is it a different world? Will she come back when she goes abroad?

During this time, Lin Qian received several phone calls, and I also received several messages, all of which were high school classmates looking for us to play or inviting us to a party, but we all politely declined on the grounds that we were traveling abroad. In their opinion, our sweet couple traveled happily outside for a whole summer vacation, and the envy of the eyes fell to the ground. But the truth and feelings in it, who else but yourself will know.

In this seemingly sweet but unsettling feeling, the long summer vacation has finally passed, and I have more and more a feeling of mountain rain coming in my heart.

When the people in our dormitory arrived at the school, they found that my bed and luggage had been packed in a long way, and they all wondered why I had come so early. My explanation was that I was bored at home and annoyed by my parents' nagging, so I hid in school earlier. When everyone heard this, they all expressed their deep feelings, and began to accuse their parents one by one about how annoying they were, and after I successfully changed the topic, I immediately hid aside and thought about my own thoughts.

As soon as everyone arrives at the school, they share with each other souvenirs and summer anecdotes, which are regular programs, and then quickly enter into simple and repetitive daily study and life. But a few days later, Fan Rupeng, who was famous for picking the door, suddenly brought a bunch of snacks back to the dormitory for everyone to eat, everyone was very surprised, and looked at Fan Rupeng with a kind of sun coming out of the west.

Fan Rupengqi said: "Why do you all look at me like this, please eat something, it's normal." Lu Xiaojun said quickly: "This is obviously not your style." Zhang Chu echoed: "That's right, we are very uncomfortable with what you are doing, what is the matter with you." Peng Bo said: "I also think, let's say it quickly, otherwise we really don't dare to eat." ”

Fan Rupeng glanced at me, and then said with a smile: "You really guessed correctly, my brother has a big happy event, but I can't tell you for the time being, let's simply invite a guest first, and everyone will naturally know after a while, and then I will invite everyone to a big meal." Peng Bo said: "Yo yo yo, it's still a secret, say it quickly, don't hang people's appetites." Everyone chimed in: "That's right, let's say it." But Fan Rupeng refused to say anything, which was obviously inconsistent with his usual open-mouthed style, which made everyone feel even more strange.

I've always been sensitive, and I felt bad when he glanced at me just now, so I said, "Don't say it, he'll say it one day, let's eat first." After that, he opened a bag of chestnuts and peeled them, and everyone thought that what I said was good, so they stopped asking questions and began to eat them one by one.

Fan Rupeng said: "Brothers, use it slowly, I'll go to the other door for a while." So I took two packets of snacks and went to the dormitory opposite. As soon as he went out, Lu Xiaojun said, "What's the situation? Peng Bo said: "I also wonder how a person who is usually so picky suddenly became generous today." Zhang Chu smiled: "In this pile of food, is it poisoned?" Lu Xiaojun pushed his head and said, "You just talk nonsense, don't eat it." Zhang said: "You must eat what you eat, but you don't feel sure when you eat." Zheng Xu, who has never spoken much, suddenly said: "I feel the same way." ”

I've been unsettled about Lin Qian's affairs recently, and I think they are verbose, so I said: "You guys, you can't stop your mouth if you eat." Peng Bo said, "Don't you think it's strange? I said, "Maybe people suddenly come to their senses and are ready to change their ways and become new people." Lu Xiaojun said: "Damn, you can talk nonsense better than Zhang Chu." ”