Lin Qian took my arm and walked towards the school gate, which was a feeling that I had not felt for a long time. More than three months ago, we walked on campus like this, but in three months, everything has changed all of a sudden, and I feel as if the world has changed beyond recognition, and time is as long as centuries. Now it feels like it's back to three months ago, and I can hardly believe it's true.

I asked, "How are your parents doing?" Lin Qian said: "They arrived in the United States, and after half a year, they have basically settled down, and now they are fine." They told me to study hard, and when I graduated and the rumors passed, I could go and see them during the holidays. I said, "They didn't plan to let you go to the United States to live with them?" Lin Qian said: "No, they have to go to the United States, they are not used to anything there, if there is a chance in the future, they will still come back, I will stay in China and develop well, and wait for them to come back so that they can have a support." ”

I heard her say this, it seemed to make sense, but thinking about it just now, I seemed to hear her crying, and I felt that something was wrong, so I stretched out my head to look at her eyes carefully, and saw that her eyes were a little red, obviously crying, so I said, "You can't lie to me, if everything is as good as you say, then why are you crying?" ”

Lin Qian pushed my face away and said, "I can't cry with joy, I've waited for a few months, and finally have news from them, and it's good news, of course I'm excited." I nodded and said, "You have a point, does that mean we can reconcile?" Lin Qian lowered her head embarrassedly and said, "Actually, you should know that I don't really want to break up with you." I smiled and said, "Haha, I'll just say, you are reluctant to leave me, I know that you are also thinking about me, I am afraid that your parents' affairs will drag me down, now that your parents are settled, we can return to normal." ”

Lin Qian leaned her head on my shoulder and said, "I'm sorry, I've wronged you during this time, and I caused you to go to work, in order to express my apologies, from now to night, what you want to play and eat, all listen to you, I'll treat you." I said, "That's it." Lin Qian said: "But you promise me one thing, in the future, during school, you still don't want to work, after all, learning is the most important, and when it's time for winter and summer vacations, the two of us will go to work together." I said, "Yes, I'll listen to you." ”

When I was about to walk to the school gate, I suddenly remembered something, so I stopped and asked: "There is something I haven't figured out, you just ignore me, why do you want to find Fan Rupeng to be your boyfriend, and at the same time go to Luo Jiajia?" Lin Qian sighed and said, "I found another boyfriend, but also to hide from you and make you die." As for why I looked for both of them at the same time, because I knew that in this school, only the two of them would not deal with you, so I deliberately made them enemies so that they would not have time to trouble you. ”

I sighed and said, "You shouldn't have wronged yourself so much for me." Lin Qian patted me on the back and said, "Don't worry, I haven't even let them touch a finger." I said, "I heard a lot of people in the school talk about you behind your back, and I feel very bad about it, I know that you are not that kind of person." Lin Qian said: "Have you forgotten, I told you a long time ago that I would not use other people's ignorance to affect my emotions." ”

It was a fantastic afternoon, we went boating on the Li River, went for a stroll on the Seven Star Mountain, and went to the pedestrian street to hang out. In the evening, we went to the famous Kowloon Restaurant in Guilin to have a big meal, Lin Qian was very interested, ordered a bottle of red wine, and asked the waiter to help us light a candle, which was also the first time we had such a romantic candlelight dinner.

I don't drink as much as Lin Qian, half a bottle of red wine is in my stomach, and I am already dizzy, but Lin Qian doesn't seem to react at all, but her face is slightly red, looking radiant and more charming. We got out of the hotel and took a taxi back to school, and when we arrived at the school gate, Lin Qian took my hand and said, "I don't want to go back to school today." I squinted at her and said, "So where do you want to go?" Lin Qian leaned into my ear and said, "Shall we find a hotel?" "I was shocked, what did she mean by that? Could it be...... She shouldn't have drunk too much, what's wrong with today?

Lin Qian saw that I was stunned and silent, and said, "You don't want to?" "For adolescent boys, girls can't refuse such an invitation no matter what. I hurriedly said, "How can I not want to, I can't ask for it." Lin Qian smiled: "Cut, look at your beauty." ”

We chose a hotel with a good environment next to the school. After entering the room, Lin Qian suddenly threw herself into my arms, I was still dizzy at that time, and I only knew to hold her tightly. Lin Qian whimpered in my arms and said, "You are mine, you will always be mine, and your whole life will be mine." I said, "Of course I'm yours, or who else?" ”

This night, I slept very soundly and deeply, and when I woke up, I looked at the BB machine, and it was already more than eight o'clock in the morning. In the past, in the dormitory, from one to six o'clock in the morning, the corridor and the dormitory began to be lively, waking me up who likes to sleep lazy, so I usually don't need to turn on the alarm clock. The hotel room was quiet and the curtains were good at shading the light, so I slept until eight o'clock.

I sat up, Lin Qian didn't know where she went, I looked at the red blood stains on the bed, and I had a lot of thoughts in my heart, Lin Qian finally really belonged to me, I must be responsible for her in the future, and use my life to be good to her. Thinking that I would definitely not be able to catch up with the first class in the morning, I simply got dressed in a hurry and was about to go to the bathroom to wash up, when I suddenly caught a glimpse of a piece of paper full of words on the TV stand, so I picked it up and looked at it, only to see that it read:

Xu Xuanwu loves:

You may not be able to understand how much I love you, I can't wait to hold you in the palm of my hand, protect in my arms, and hold you in my mouth for the rest of my life, although in the eyes of outsiders, you are not as glamorous as some boys, but they don't know how to appreciate, in my eyes you are the most handsome, the kindest, the hardest, the most perfect one. I have already made up my mind to grow old with you in this life, but my parents are far away, and I can't be filial as a child, so I can only say sorry to you, I hope you can understand me. I don't know how to express my love for you, and I don't know how to compensate me for apologizing to you, so I can only give you my most precious things, and you will be my only one from now on.

I'm gone, forget me slowly, what you owe you in this life, you will pay back in the next life.

Lin Qian, who loves you deeply

24 December 2000

In addition: Jia Tianer is sincere to you, go find her, you will definitely be happy with her.

When I saw this message, I was stunned for a moment, Lin Qian was like that...... Let's go? I jumped up, folded the message paper and stuffed it into my pocket, and rushed out the door in a hurry to get dressed.

I ran all the way to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory, and saw a person standing at the gate from a distance, carrying a backpack and a trolley case next to it, and this person's back was somewhat familiar. I stepped forward to take a look, and it turned out to be Zhou Jianjun!

Zhou Jianjun was also stunned when he saw me, and said, "You ......" I interrupted him: "What are you doing here?" Zhou Jianjun said: "Wait for Lin Qian." As soon as he said this, I fully understood in my heart that Lin Qian's father called her to arrange for her to go with Zhou Jianjun today.

At this time, Lin Qian walked out of the dormitory building with a bag on her back and a suitcase in tow, and when she saw me standing there, she was stunned, I took two steps forward and walked up to her and said, "You want to go, why don't you tell me directly?" Lin Qian bit her lip and remained silent. Zhou Jianjun said on the side: "Let's go, it's not early, I still have to catch a plane." ”

Lin Qian said softly: "I really have to go, otherwise it will be too late." I said, "I understand your distress, I won't let you go, I only have one request, call me when I get to the United States, let me relax." Lin Qian said, "Well, okay, I remember." Then he wiped his tears, dragged his suitcase and turned away. My tears welled up all of a sudden, and I hurriedly rushed up and hugged Lin Qian from behind and said, "Don't you go, okay." Lin Qian was also heartbroken, and suddenly cried, saying, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault." Zhou Jianjun hurriedly said beside him: "Xu Xuan, you are too selfish, are you going to miss Lin Qian's big event?" As soon as I heard the frightened spirit, I quickly let go of my hand, Lin Qian wiped her tears and walked away without looking back.

Looking at her departing back, I felt as if the sky had fallen, and I couldn't help but cover my face and squat at the door of the girls' dormitory and cry. I suddenly remembered that when I was a child in a small mountain village, when Ge Yun was about to leave, I also hugged her from behind and refused to let her go.

Fortunately, everyone went to class at this time, and even the dormitory manager didn't know where to go, otherwise I would definitely be on the gossip news again. After crying for a while, I wiped my tears, returned to the dormitory in despair, and went straight to the bed, thinking about what had happened in the past three months, and my heart couldn't help but feel sore. Lin Qian is really thinking about everything for me, she broke up with me in order not to let her family affairs affect me; She disregarded her reputation and maneuvered between Fan Rupeng and Luo Jiajia, just to reduce their pressure on me in order to make them disagree; After receiving a call from her father, she knew that she was leaving, although she was very sad but did not dare to cry, and then she had to pretend to be happy, just to spend a good day with me; She knew that there would be no more results with me, but she gave me her most precious thing. Her love for me is deeper than I have ever felt, and after she is gone, there will be no girl who can love me as much as she does.

I took out Lin Qian's message to me, read it word by word, and saw that there were still a few tears on the paper, and I couldn't help but burst into tears.