Chapter 17: If You Can't Laugh, You Don't Laugh
"Shinoshi... Woooooooooooo
Su Xiaoxiao, who was still eating lunch with Saska in the cafeteria, was startled when she suddenly received a call from Anne.
After making a gesture with Saskabi to retreat, Su Xiaoxiao trotted out of the cafeteria, found a few secluded places to stand down, and patiently listened to the crying on the other end of the phone.
Su Xiaoxiao, who didn't know what had happened, didn't know what Anne on the other end of the phone had experienced, but she kept suppressing her voice and crying, sobbing incoherently.
After catharsis for a while, Anne's voice slowly calmed down, and she cried sadly to Su Xiaoxiao while snorting, "Xiaoxiao, I got a score in the metallurgical semester just now." It's the professional course with a failure rate of more than 50%, and I only took more than 40% of the exam in the first mid-term, and I must have hung up..."
As she spoke, Anne cried quietly again, "What if I can't retake it next year, how can I graduate on time?" ”
Su Xiaoxiao was also very sad when she heard Baby Anne crying all the time, and she especially wanted to hug her and pat her shoulder to comfort her, and tears were about to fall out.
"Baby, don't cry yet."
Su Xiaoxiao wanted to calm Anne's emotions first, "Do you want to make an appointment with the professor to talk to the professor first, and see if you can be saved after the exam?" ”
"I don't even dare to look at that paper now, and there will be other classes at 2 p.m. soon, and I won't be able to listen to it at all. I don't want to be smiling in front of my classmates, I want to go home. ”
Anne finally stopped crying, but her voice was still mixed with crying, dumb like a wounded little animal.
Su Xiaoxiao understands this feeling and has experienced this feeling.
When I was in junior high school, Su Xiaoxiao was the representative of the Chinese class in the class, and I could get the top few in every Chinese exam, and the exam papers were placed on the top few sheets of a stack of papers. But she is seriously biased, always fails to pass the math test, and is often said to be holding back the class.
When I was in the second year of junior high school, once the math teacher saw the scores on Su Xiaoxiao's exam paper, knocked Su Xiaoxiao's head hard in front of the whole class, and then stuffed the paper heavily into her hand, and said to her in a voice that was not high or low enough for everyone to hear, "Su Xiaoxiao, are you stupid to learn badly!" Don't you want to go to high school yet? ”
At that time, Su Xiaoxiao didn't dare to resist the teacher, didn't speak, just looked down at his toes, feeling that his little self-esteem had been ruthlessly trampled on.
On the way back to his seat, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, and he couldn't stop it.
She didn't want her classmates to see her sadness, afraid that they would laugh at her for crying, so she rushed into the bathroom alone and washed her face for a long time before her tears stopped.
When I got home in the afternoon, Su Xiaoxiao sat alone at the desk and looked out the window in a daze. Listening to the birds chirping in the branches outside the window, she didn't know who to talk to about her inner thoughts.
After entering junior high school, she sometimes felt that she was under a lot of pressure, and felt that she was expected too much by adults, and everyone expected her to become a perfect child quickly.
She also knew that she had grown up slowly, and she couldn't bear to share many things she encountered in school with her parents, for fear that they would worry about her again.
The elder brother who grew up together can't give her a warm hug now.
Many things can only be experienced by oneself, and many hardships can only be tasted by oneself. Many years ago, Su Xiaoxiao thought that he had understood this truth early.
"Baby Anne, go home and get some sleep! I'll make up for the missed class when I wake up tomorrow! ”
Su Xiaoxiao suddenly looked at Anne on the other end of the phone and said firmly, "If you can't laugh, don't laugh, and laugh when you want to laugh." Love you forever! ”
When she was a child, Su Xiaoxiao always felt that all the difficulties she encountered should be solved by herself, but when she grew up and understood that there were so many people around her who loved her, she gradually understood that all the setbacks in life could be passed hand in hand and encouraging each other.
If you can't laugh, you won't laugh, this is the kindest privilege that God has given to all those who are loving and being loved.