It was a rainy day outside, and the girl in the ward was breathing faintly......

It seems to be a gasp after overwork after escaping, and gradually leveling off from rapidity.

She closed her eyes, and a tear ran down her pale face.

His hands and feet were tied to the hospital bed, and he didn't know how to describe her at this moment, but the desire to die just now was too strong to alarm the doctor, so he was tied up again.

Living like this every day, relying on drugs to survive, it is clear that she has really worked hard to live seriously, she has done what the doctor says, why does she still get sick?

The last time I jumped off the building and was rescued by a neighbor's eldest brother, the last time I swallowed sleeping pills to commit suicide by Hua Yan, and there was a big fuss, she didn't plan to turn off the gas when she turned on it, and she found it late, carbon monoxide poisoning almost couldn't be saved, and at that time the neighbors came to persuade her to make her want to open a little.

She is only a teenager, and the future is long-term, so why bother to abuse herself so badly.

She didn't understand this truth, but she didn't want to do it either, she just couldn't control it and did things that hurt herself, which would give her a lot of pleasure.

If you ask her how she suffers from depression, she won't say a word.

The cause of the incident was the summer when she was ten years old.

It was a very hot summer night, and after she had eaten dinner, she thought about going out for a walk, but who would have thought that she happened to meet her father, who had been drinking for a few hours, coming home, and she was thin and small, and dragged the drunk home with great difficulty.

Who would have thought that as soon as he got home, he who had always been gentle suddenly became irritable, first pointed to her mother and counted down, and said that her mother was a little angry and quarreled with him, the man became more and more angry, and he made a move on her mother for the first time, he punched and kicked her mother, she wanted to stop it, her father has always been the best for herself, he will not disobey his words, and he will not continue to beat his mother again.

Thinking about it, she rushed to her mother, and instead of stopping when she saw her coming, her father suffered with her.

She was beaten with several bruises, broken skin and bleeding, but her father didn't seem to beat his own daughter, she was so sad.

She lost consciousness after one last block for her mother, and she was thrown out by her father, the back of her head hitting the corner of the coffee table.

Her mother shouted her name, and the drunkard, demonic and terrible man suddenly woke up and looked at his daughter, who had shed a lot of blood, at a loss.

The mother dialed 120 and her daughter was taken to the emergency room, crying and anxiously waiting outside the emergency room.

The man pumped his mouth with self-reproach, as if it would make his daughter get better soon.

Later, the girl recovered and did a lot of rehabilitation, but the congestion in her head pressed the memory nerves and she forgot something.

She seemed to have forgotten how her father beat her like a demon.

Her mother filed for divorce from him for her and her daughter's safety.

He always used the excuse that the child was too young, and kept repenting that he would change and would not hurt anyone again, and this time the scripture gave him a very painful lesson.

Her mother didn't believe his rhetoric, she thought there would be countless times if there was a first time.

So he was very hurriedly dragged to go through the divorce procedures, decided in the morning, and got the divorce certificate in the afternoon.

Later, in order to deceive the girl, they also tried to continue to live together, but it may also be because the domestic violence brought too deep a shadow to the woman, so that she was always too sensitive in those later lives, and she had a small quarrel for three days and a big quarrel for two days, and the previous love seemed to be worn out, this state lasted for two years, and then the two began to stay home at night, and occasionally came back drunk and went home, but the man never really got drunk again.