I resisted, I was afraid, at this time someone gently patted me on the shoulder, I was nervous, collapsed, suddenly grabbed the hand, held it fiercely, and wanted him to break his bones, but the hand was as soft as water, I couldn't focus on it, my head was full of red eyes, and the snow in front of me turned into a sea of blood, and I couldn't see anything clearly...... Trembling all over, a black shadow stopped in front of me at this time, I closed my eyes and slowed down for a while before I dared to open my eyes to look at him, it was a tall man dressed in black, wearing a purple jade crown and a black veil covering his face...... I immediately raised my hand to grab his heart, he shot much faster than me, I couldn't see how he did it, as if he had a premonition of my movements...... He clutched my wrist tightly, and his eyes stared at me like a glacier: "You are not the royal family of Northern Chu, you are not qualified to die for them." ”

"What kind of evil art did you use to trap the 300,000 soldiers of Northern Chu in Tianxiang!" I'm complaining, I'm complaining on behalf of the Thirteenth Prince...... I was never told that I belonged to Northern Chu, and no one told me that I was a person, only the Thirteenth Prince told me that I belonged to him...... Even if that belonging doesn't give me a sense of belonging, at least I won't have nowhere to go.

I was afraid of her, I was obedient to her, I didn't dare to resist, I was afraid that I would have nowhere to go, even if it was a cage, and I was afraid of being abandoned...... I couldn't get out of this weird spell, and gradually, I started to hate myself......

"It's none of your business." He splashed me with a basin of cold water, colder than winter ice, and I was afraid of "nothing to do", and I panicked...... I am a dead soldier, I am despicable, but I didn't die, and I lost the important tips given to me by the thirteenth son...... the word "irrelevant" squeezed the monstrous guilt and fear in my heart, I looked around in panic, the surroundings became extremely empty, the surroundings seemed to be distorted, everything became unreal, just like me, unreal......

His other hand suddenly pressed on top of my head, and I was about to struggle, but I felt a gentle force like spring water slowly wrapping around my body...... I'm greedy for this feeling...... My memory is being gently peeled away, my hands are clenched tightly, I want to resist, but I can't give up this gentle power...... Suddenly, the shadow of a woman rushed out of my mind, she was dressed in white and silver armor, her momentum was like a rainbow, and she was incomprehensible in beauty, but she had a pair of knife-like eyes, she looked at me, and I was terrified...... I came to my senses as if I was crazy, scratched the man's hand and broke free from him, and then ran into the woods, but he appeared in front of me in an instant, holding my face tightly, I couldn't move, I could only look at his cold eyes...... Is life inherently cold...... So why is my blood hot......

"I have killed the man you have spared with your soft heart...... From now on, you have nothing to do with your past, from now on, start over...... "He seemed to be comforting me, comforting me to relax and voluntarily let go of the past...... My memory was pulled away again, and I no longer felt pain...... Starting over, something I never dreamed of......

Suddenly, a cold wind blew through the woods, and I felt as if I had been skinned and replaced......

I looked down and saw that he was holding a bag in his hand......

There was a white mist in my mind, vaguely covering the past, he took my hand, and suddenly, the white mist in my mind shattered, blank......

"Come with me." He whispered. I looked at this stranger, and it was as if there was a little person pushing me in my heart, asking me to believe in him, to believe in him completely.

I followed him, not daring to let go of his hand, and it snowed again...... I looked up, and the snowflakes fell on my face and felt this coolness for the first time: "Is the kiss of heaven cold?" I asked casually.

He didn't answer.