Chapter 5 It turns out that man will be reborn
This is a gentle and affectionate call like Ye Tang's parents, the grievances and fears she has suppressed for seven years surged into her heart, she opened her hands, hugged the old man in front of her, and whimpered, "Grandma." ”
Xiao Yetang called her grandparents grandparents.
This "grandma" did not stutter at all, the words were clear, the voice was smooth, not as old-fashioned and indifferent as before, without a trace of emotion, as if in an instant, this child had human emotions. Zhao Zhenfang grabbed her granddaughter's arms in disbelief, "Are you awake, are you awake?!" ”
Cen Yannan on the side was also taken aback,
Ye Tang nodded,
"The membrane in my head seems to be gone."
When Xiao Yetang was a child, Ye Guoliang and Zhao Zhenfang took her to see famous medical experts in autism across the country, and a doctor once made an analogy to them, "Autistic children are geniuses, their brains seem to be covered with a membrane, which affects their IQ, language and memory, and some children's brains are only partially covered, so their intelligence is surprisingly good in some aspects, such as good memory, such as being able to draw; And some children have their brains covered completely, and unfortunately, their intellectual development and mental condition are terrible. ”
"Your granddaughter is in this worst-case scenario, to be honest, no matter how much treatment is treated, the effect is not satisfactory, you can only hope in God, pray that one day a miracle will appear, this membrane in her brain will break by itself, and then, maybe she will be a genius like no other in the world."
In fact, the doctor's words were nonsense, he just wanted to comfort the miserable old man.
But Zhao Zhenfang is convinced of this, she is a frequent visitor to the temple, and she always sincerely prays to God and worships Buddha.
"God saw my prayer!" Zhao Zhenfang was in tears.
Ye Tang stretched out his hand and wiped away the old man's tears with his sleeve, "Yes, grandma, now it's your turn to enjoy the blessings." ”
Zhao Zhenfang burst into tears and smiled, "I don't expect to be happy, I just want you to be good." ”
Ye Tang didn't explain again, just gently wrapped his arms around the old man's thin shoulders, Zhao Zhenfang's eyes became more moist, before, her granddaughter had never made such a close gesture to her.
Ye Tang looked at her, her eyes were very soft, since the death of her parents, she abandoned her life like a shoe. But I never thought that in different corners of the world, there are people who can barely survive in order to survive in order to survive well.
She once asked God, what is the point of letting her live alone in the world?
Now, she probably understood.
She believed that people would be reborn, just as the sun would go down and rise the next day, and everything would wither in autumn and winter, but when spring came the next year, everything would come back to life.
Have her parents been reborn in another world? 、
This truth can only be realized when you die once.
She wants to live in place of Xiao Yetang, the life of this poor child carries the love of her mother who died to give birth to her, and the vision of her grandparents who worked hard to raise her.
Now all this has turned to her and has become the driving force for her to continue living.
Cen Yannan stared at Ye Tang intently.
Ye Tang is a big beauty, there is no doubt about this, it has nothing to do with her illness.
Cen Yannan remembered that when he first saw her, he was worried about her appearance, it was the summer vacation after he had just finished the high school entrance examination, and he moved to Fuxing Lane with his mother to rent, and her mother planned to open a mahjong room in the private room on the second floor that he had just rented to make a living. They do business on the first floor and live on the second floor.
The weather that day was extremely hot and dry, the air seemed to be deformed by heat, there was no air conditioning in the newly rented house, and the wind from the electric fan was hot, sticky and uncomfortable. He sat at the door of the mahjong room, smoking a cigarette idlely, when he suddenly saw a pair of old men walking in front of him with a girl on the left and right.
It was the first time he had seen such a good-looking girl in reality, with a white dress and black hair, the July sun was scorching and dazzling, and the fine light and shadow hit her fair face through the more than ten year-old camphor trees in the alley, which made her eyebrows and eyes picturesque, and the smoke was vast, and the whole person was pure and clean as if she was a fairy who did not eat fireworks in the world.
She was a breath of coolness under the scorching sun.
He looked at her in a trance, and he didn't even know that the cigarette butt between his fingers was about to burn to the point of his fingers, and the old man who was with the girl looked at him, and he stood up in a panic, looked up at the sky, and pretended to be calm.
The two old men laughed, and one of the bespectacled old men said to him kindly, "Child, don't smoke, smoking is not good for your health." ”
Cen Yannan's heart warmed, adults always sneered when they saw him, but the two old men looked at him very calmly, without a trace of prejudice.
He threw away the cigarette butt, put out the fire with his foot, and suddenly realized that it seemed immoral for him to throw garbage everywhere, even though the broken alley was full of garbage.
The two old men still smiled kindly, as they saw the young man's momentary hesitation. He is not like those bad teenagers who are lawless in society and shout and kill, he is a good boy.
"What's your name?"
"Cen Yannan."
"We've lived here for forty years, why haven't we seen you before?"
"My mom and I just moved in."
"How old are you?"
"Fifteen."
"Oh, two years younger than us Sugar Candy."
Hearing the word "sugar candy", Cen Yannan dared to look at this girl again, it turned out that her name was "sugar candy". At this glance, Cen Yannan found that something was wrong with her, he had talked to her grandparents for so long, but she didn't have any facial expressions, no physical reactions, and even her eyes hadn't changed, if you looked closely, her eyes were hollow, and when she looked inside, it was like entering a terrible abyss.
Is it abnormal for her ...... to ...... Cen Yannan only said one word, he was not good at language, he didn't know how to express his thoughts, he was afraid of saying the wrong thing and causing the dissatisfaction of the two kind old men.
The old man seemed to see what he was thinking, and took the initiative to say, "She has autism. ”
That was the first time Cen Yannan had heard the word "autism".