Dreams VS reality
"It's a pity that he may not wake up in the future, and although he is alive, he may always live in this unconscious way in the future, that is, in a vegetative state."
Mother's hand trembled slightly, and she didn't say anything for a long time, Shen Qingyan clearly saw the tears flashing in her mother's eyes, but her mother still looked at the doctor and said, "Thank you, thank you." ”
After the doctor left, my mother sat down on the floor and didn't get up for a long time.
She didn't go to see her father, who was still lying on the hospital bed, but just sat outside the door for a long, long time.
Shen Qingyan didn't know why he saw this, obviously, obviously he wasn't there at these times.
Then the picture turned, it was her and her brother standing in front of her father's hospital bed, her brother's eyes were slightly red, hugging her, saying that he would take on the responsibility of this family in the future, and he would protect her and her mother.
And then there was the bloodstains of the Azure warehouse, the skyrocketing fires and deafening explosions of the factory on that hill, and the fragments of uniforms stained with the dried blood.
As soon as the fire flared, countless voices sounded in her ears, "Why didn't you save us?" ”
"Why don't you save me, you can save us with a word, why, why don't you save us?"
Seeing the raging fire enveloping him in the middle, Shen Qingyan could even feel the burning sensation of the flames burning his skin, Shen Qingyan felt very painful, but he couldn't get rid of it.
That voice was getting louder and louder in their ears, and they were all blaming themselves for their ruthlessness and indifference, if they had chosen those people in the first place, would it not be the current situation?
But what about the remaining person, he is also a life, there is no distinction between high and low in life, no matter which choice it is, it doesn't seem right.
The raging fire burned beside him, the crackling sound of the flame burning sounded in his ears, Shen Qingyan stretched out his hand to cover his ears, "Don't say it again, don't say it again." ”
But instead of stopping, those voices were getting louder and louder, Shen Qingyan felt that his brain was about to explode, and suddenly a fire dragon rushed over, coming straight towards her, Shen Qingyan put down the hand covering his ears, his eyes stared directly at the fire dragon, "boom", everything around him fell silent.
In the silence, Shen Qingyan could only hear the sound of his own heartbeat, knocking on his heart one by one, Shen Qingyan slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was a ruin, surrounded by collapsed earth and rocks, Shen Qingyan looked at a man standing not far away.
The man wears a crisp black suit, and it seems that in this messy environment, he must maintain his dignity and stability.
Shen Qingyan looked at her, only to hear her open her mouth and ask the person, "Who are you?" ”
Hearing this, the man slowly turned around, Shen Qingyan's pupils shrank, and he looked at the man, unable to speak for a long time.
The middle-aged man's shrewd eyes stared at Shen Qingyan, and a deep voice sounded slowly, "Shen Qingyan, we finally met." "Seven
Shen Qingyan looked at the man, and his heart irrepressibly began to be angry and cold, that kind of coldness was a coldness from the depths of his heart, the man had a smile on his amiable face, anyone who didn't know him might think that he was a very kind and generous person.
However, the fact is that this man who looks amiable has an extremely vicious heart, Shen Qingyan looked at the man, "Li Wenhui." ”
Li Wenhui laughed slowly, the funny thing is that even if this man has done so many bad things, but when you look at his smile, you will still feel that he is a gentle person.
"Girl, do you know what I admire most about you?"
Shen Qingyan's eyes were cold, he looked at the man, and did not speak.
Li Wenhui didn't care, and said to himself, "Actually, you are the same as me, you are ruthless, you may sometimes feel guilty from the heart, but you have never regretted your choice at that time, right?" ”
"For you, those clues, those clues that can catch me, are more important than the lives of those people you gave up, don't you, you may blame yourself for not being able to save them, but you don't regret it, everything you did shows it."
Shen Qingyan looked at Li Wenhui and suddenly smiled, "Do you think I will be shaken if you say this?" ”
Li Wenhui paused when he heard this, "Isn't this what you think?" ”
Shen Qingyan smiled, and there was a hint of relief on his face, "You think I must be very guilty, so many lives are pressed on my body, but no ordinary person will let it go casually, you must think so, right?" ”
"You think I'm going to feel guilty and have nightmares that I can't let go of the past anyway, but in fact, I'm not."
Saying that, Shen Qingyan didn't look at Li Wenhui anymore, "You know, I was really guilty at the beginning I kept questioning myself why I didn't find them earlier, why I let them fall into your hands, and what you said, indeed, I have never regretted my choice." ”
"I don't think I've done anything wrong, if it weren't for those clues, those people are still rampant in the underground world of Pingcheng, and the information I brought back made them arrested, and I also indirectly saved a lot of people by doing so, didn't I?"
Li Wenhui looked at Shen Qingyan, "It's not wrong for you to think so, but you can't forget that you can obviously save them, and you gave up their lives with your own hands." ”
Shen Qingyan looked at Li Wenhui, "Yes, that's right, but in the final analysis, it was you and not me who made them die, didn't you, those deadly things were all installed by you, not me, everything was arranged by you, even if you want to say that the person who killed them, it was you and not me." ”
Li Wenhui looked at Shen Qingyan and smiled, "So you think so, it seems that you are much stronger than I thought, and much smarter than I thought, you will never solicit responsibilities that do not belong to you, little girl, you are really ruthless, the reason is terrible, don't you think you are terrible, you are missing one of the most important emotions, the terrible thing is that you yourself are not aware of it." ”
"Do you think you are any different from me, in fact, you and I are the same, you are not the supremacy of interests, you are actually selfish in your heart, aren't you?"
Shen Qingyan looked at Li Wenhui with a firm look in his eyes, "I am, but I won't run away anymore, I will find you and defeat you openly." ”
As soon as these words came out, a large white light suddenly appeared in front of Shen Qingyan's eyes, dazzling.