Chapter 17: Tangled Directions
The students who came back from the art exam seem to be much easier than these students who are still struggling, and many art candidates have already entered the threshold of the university with one foot.
A girl named Yang Xuexue asked, "Zhang Yiyi, is your boyfriend studying at university?" ”
"The grades, not very good, every exam, barely passing!"
"Then the college entrance examination is coming soon, and according to your grades, you should be able to go to a prestigious university. Won't you be in the same city then? ”
Zhang still listened to this, and seemed to have another taste, which was to laugh at himself for breaking up or talking about a hard long-distance relationship.
"I will go to A University in the future, and I will not go to another school. It's in the city, and you won't go anywhere! ”
Seeing that Yang Xuexue was a little surprised, Zhang still explained: "My parents are here, not far away!" ”
"But you're not traveling, you're going to college. Famous universities, but they are all in other places! ”
This will, Zhang is still entangled, although she is stubborn, but she has been conflicting in her heart, the day of the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, the choice of direction has become her biggest obstacle, and even blames herself for falling in love so easily.
It's not difficult to choose to break up, but she is reluctant. Meng Wei is a very good boy, although he is a little bit unattractive as others say, but it gives her enough security.
In his last life, his husband was also not good-looking, and he was even ridiculed by those cousins and cousins, saying that he might be more vicissitudes than people of the same age because he was outside all day at work.
At that time, when the two quarreled, she also fantasized about divorce, liberation, weight loss inspiration, turning back into a beautiful girl and marrying a handsome man, if it wasn't a handsome man, as long as it was better than the current one.
Thinking that she herself laughed, she laughed at her fantasy that it was not impossible, but that it would be difficult to get to that point, and that she would lose her poor but comfortable life.
Once, she also envied those girls who had a good background and never had to worry about money, who could study in private high schools, learn a lot of specialties, go abroad for further study after graduation, and be mixed in the celebrity circle from a young age.
If you give up your relationship now and go abroad after graduation, I believe your parents will also support it.
However, is it really good abroad?
She has never been there, and she has not even participated in foreign travel, European and American style, exotic style, what kind of uniqueness is it, and how different is it from China?
When they met, she asked Meng Wei, "If I wanted to study abroad, would you agree?" ”
Meng Wei didn't even think about it, and told her directly: "I can't decide for you, but I will respect your choice!" ”
"If we break up, will you feel bad? I guess you're going to find a new love right away! ”
"The new love will be looking for it. But not as fast as you say. After all, I can't be single for the rest of my life. If you want me to wait for you,...... I'm a more realistic person, I'll wait for you, but I don't know if you'll wait for me too! After people have seen more, it is easy to replace new love with old love. ”
Zhang still pursed his lips, as if he was not satisfied with such an answer, but he really couldn't refute it.
"I'm not in your circle. To be honest, when I first learned about your family situation, I thought about backing down. Later, I saw that you were quite serious about me, and slowly gave up. So, if you say give up, I won't force it, it's not that I don't love, it's fulfillment. Maybe you will have a better waiting for you in the future, or maybe you will feel that it is better to be ordinary and simple in the future. The more advanced something is, the more complex it will be. ”