In this way, Zhang still looked at him stupidly for a few seconds, until Jiang Zhe asked her question again: "What's so funny", she came back to her senses and covered her blushing face with one side of her hair hanging down!

"It's fine!"

"It's okay to smile so much?" Maybe people who have been lonely for a long time also want to be relieved, but Jiang Zhe actually asked continuously, "There must be something good?" ”

"Actually, I was just thinking...... I'm wondering what you're going to look like when you laugh, and if it's going to be ugly. ”

Zhang still casually thought of a reason to prevaricate, and she even had a little attempt to let Jiang Zhe continue to ask.

"I'm laughing?"

"Yes, everyone has a time when they are very happy, that kind of happy laughter, I haven't seen you ever have it. Haven't you ever encountered something that makes you happy? ”

"Yes, why don't you be happy, but there's no need to laugh so presumptuously. There is a saying 'happiness gives birth to sorrow', do you know, so no matter how happy or sad you are, you must refrain from it. ”

"Restraint? Isn't it uncomfortable? Can it be suppressed? I can't do it anyway! ”

"It's good to get used to it. That's what you don't worry about, maybe people live differently, or maybe there are no things around you that bother you, so you can completely release ......"

"No, I have!" Zhang still became calm, she also knew that Jiang Zhe might have a lot of secrets in her heart, just like her in her previous life, she was obviously not doing well, she was obviously dissatisfied with life, but she still had to pretend to be self-satisfied, but she still had to maintain a restrained smile to everyone.

"Okay, I get you!"

"How do you understand?" Jiang Zhe turned his pen and looked at the book, and sighed in a low voice, "You and I are different!" ”

"I understand the feeling of restraining real emotions. Just like I would, no, in my previous life, I wanted to smash all the furniture and smash the glass like crazy, I wanted to lose my temper at my in-laws, complain that their family was not good, and I wanted to shout at the sky to release, but I still tried to restrain myself! Because the furniture is broken, I still have to spend money to buy, the family is not good, I choose it myself, and I choose where I go, it seems that there is no way to get out, but I have to pretend to be very good in front of others, to prove that I have not made a wrong choice in my life......"

Zhang still said sincerely, but Jiang Zhe was confused, "What last life?" Are you married? Isn't your family rich? ”

"In this life, I'm not married! But even if I get married and find someone with no money, I'm not afraid. Because I'm going to work hard for the first half of my life. ”

"Hehe, talking about novels!"

Jiang Zhe didn't have much interest in listening, and continued to read with his head down.

Zhang still felt that the opportunity had come, so he took the opportunity to ask: "Let's go together at night?" ”

"Hmm" Jiang Zhe nodded slightly in agreement and continued to start silently reciting.

It turns out that I still live with low self-esteem.

Zhang was still holding the textbook, but he couldn't read it at all.

In the past 20 years of rebirth, she seems to be completely happy only when she sees money, and the more money she has, the more she can bury the past in her memory, and without those memories, maybe she can be really happy.

Some people don't have money, maybe they just don't have a ruthless heart.

This is Zhang Yi's later summary, people who are too emotional, lack decisiveness, so they don't mix well.

If that happens, she ruthlessly throws the child down to work, and she won't be so gloomy in the future.