Chatting and chatting, I unconsciously arrived downstairs at Jia Tianer's house, still the same as before, Jia Tianer asked, "Do you want to go up and sit?" "Maybe it's still early today, I don't think there's anything to do when I go back at this time, and every time she invited me to go up before, I refused, and I wouldn't be embarrassed to refuse today, so I said, "Okay, I haven't been to your house yet." ”

When Jia Tian'er heard me say this, she was stunned for a moment, looked at me strangely, and I said strangely: "Is there anything wrong with my answer just now?" Jia Tian'er hurriedly said: "No, no, I'm just a little uncomfortable, you didn't want to let you go up before, but today I suddenly answered so refreshingly." ”

We put the car away and went upstairs. Dongcheng New Village is a little older than my family's Xinhua New Village, and when I walked into Jia Tianer's house, I was stunned. In my impression, Jia Tianer's family background should be similar to Lin Qian, because her dressing taste and consumption concept look comparable to Lin Qian, but when I walked into her house, I found that her house was smaller than mine, just a small set of one bedroom and one living room, the furniture and furnishings at home were very old, and the TV was still very old-fashioned black and white TV.

Jia Tian'er saw me stunned and said, "Don't you feel surprised, the gap with your imagination is too big." I didn't know what to say, so I nodded slightly. Jia Tianer said: "I have never brought my classmates to my house, you are the first. I said, "What about your family?" Jia Tianer said: "My mother has been on the night shift this week and has gone to work. I said, "What about your father?" Jia Tianer said: "When I was very young, he divorced my mother, and I never saw him again. ”

From the moment I entered Jia Tianer's house to hearing about the situation of her parents, I was in a state of confusion, which was too far from Jia Tianer's family background as I imagined.

Jia Tian'er pulled me into the room, which had a bunk bed, two very old wardrobes and a very simple desk. We sat down on the bottom bunk of the bed, and Jia Tianer smiled: "My mother sleeps in the lower bunk, and I sleep in the upper bunk, so I go to school to sleep in the bunk bunk, which is very adaptable." ”

I asked, "What does your mom do, and she has to work the night shift?" Jia Tianer said: "My mother works in a textile factory, and they all work a day shift and a night shift a week. I said, "Then she's on the night shift, who cooks?" Jia Tianer said: "The two of us have a very tacit understanding, the week she worked the night shift, she would prepare the meal before leaving, I would come back and warm it up, I made breakfast before going to school in the morning and put it at home, and she could eat it directly when she came back from the night shift." If she's on the day shift this week, she'll get up early to make breakfast, and I'll come home early from school and make dinner. ”

Hearing her say this, I was even more surprised, I never thought that Jia Tianer had always lived such a life, while studying, she also had to do housework, and her academic performance was so good, unlike me who didn't do any housework, and I felt that it was very difficult to study. And what's even more strange is that she is obviously working harder than me, but she is happy all day long, like a little princess at school, unlike me who has always felt depressed and unhappy.

I can't help but recall many details, such as she took care of me in the hospital, helped me make my bed in the dormitory, helped me clean up my things when I got home in the afternoon, and washed the dishes so skillfully. For another example, she went to visit me at our school twice, but she didn't stay in a hotel, especially the second time, she would rather sleep in the hospital than go to the hotel, because she was afraid, but in fact, it was to save money; For example, once asked me to invite him to eat KFC cones, I saw how she ate with relish, at that time I thought she often ate, but it was just pretending to be for me, but now I think about it, she probably hasn't eaten much, it's rare to eat once, that's why she eats so happily.

Jia Tian'er grabbed my arm and said, "What are you doing in a daze? I didn't know what to say, so I could only say in a stumbling voice: "I thought you were similar to Lin Qian, the family conditions are very good, and you are pampered at home, I didn't expect you to have a hard life, but you are still so happy all day long, I really admire you now." Jia Tianer said: "Everyone has an unknown side, just like Lin Qian, although the family conditions are very good, but she must also have her hardships, for example, being a good student is a chore, as long as the grades drop a little, it will definitely bear a lot of pressure from teachers and parents." ”

Hearing her say this, I immediately felt very reasonable, I said: "You are right, Lin Qian's mother is very strict with her, once her exam score regressed by five places, and she was beaten by her mother and was injured." Jia Tianer said: "I am happier than her at this point, I have a good mother, she usually not only does not put pressure on me, but also in order to keep me from being looked down upon at school, she saves money, does not add furniture at home, and helps me buy clothes with a little money, so that I look no different from ordinary families." ”

I looked around the room and thought about an ordinary female worker in a textile factory, with a meager salary, not only to support her family, but also to dress her daughter beautifully, it is indeed impossible to have the money to buy any decent furniture, I couldn't help but sigh and said: "I thought that my life had been hard enough, but I didn't expect you to live harder than me." Jia Tianer smiled: "Who said I worked hard, I think I'm doing well, my mother and I are like sisters, we have nothing to say together, but I'm happy; I usually don't worry about food and clothing, everyone likes me in school, and now I can get a first-class scholarship every year, and the financial pressure on my family is much less; And now that I have good academic performance, I can find a good job in the future, and with a stable income, our life will get better and better, and I feel that the future is full of hope, which is a very good feeling. ”

Listening to Jia Tianer say so much, I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion, the gap between people and people is too big, I know that the family conditions are not good, but I will not be as positive as her, strive to change the status quo, always like to escape, pessimistic, not like she is full of hope for life. Seeing Jia Tian'er's face with a sweet smile, my nose couldn't help but sour, and tears rolled in my eyes.

Jia Tian'er stretched out her head to look at me and said, "Ah, what's wrong with you?" I wiped my eyes with my sleeve and said, "No, I'm just very moved, I think you can live so happily and hopefully under such difficult conditions, I admire you very much, and I want to learn from you." Jia Tian'er smiled: "You are not numb, and your speech is sour like this." I couldn't help grabbing Jia Tian'er's hand and said, "No matter what happens in the future, I will treat you as my best friend, and we will work together to make life better and better." ”

Jia Tian'er suddenly blushed and whispered, "This is the first time you have taken the initiative to hold my hand." When she said this, I hurriedly retracted my hand, and my face felt a little hot, but my mouth said, "You actually know how to be shy?" Jia Tian'er lowered her head and whispered, "Do you just treat me as a good friend?" I said, "What if you don't?" Jia Tian'er said: "Remove the right half of the good word." I thought about it and immediately understood what she meant, so I said slowly: "You are such a good girl, which boy doesn't like it?" If I say that I don't like you, I think it's fake in my heart, but you also know that Lin Qian and I have been in such a good relationship for many years, I really can't let go of her. ”

Jia Tianer said: "I told you before, I don't ask you to forget her, the world is impermanent, no one can predict what will happen in the future, how long can the two of us be together now, if Lin Qian can come back, I will return you to her, even if Lin Qian doesn't come back, we may be separated because of other things, so don't think so much, we have been happily together, one day is a day, I think it will be very satisfying." ”

Looking at Jia Tianer's expectant eyes, I struggled fiercely in my heart, Lin Qian has paid so much for me, and my conscience makes me unwilling to betray her, but the shock that Jia Tianer gave me today touched my heart, which made me want to care about her and take care of her very much.

Jia Tian'er pouted and gently tugged at my sleeve, that kind of pitiful expression was the most unsightly for me, and my defense line completely collapsed, so I said: "Actually, I feel that I really don't deserve your ......" Jia Tian'er jumped up all of a sudden, put her face in front of me and said: "I can think that you promised me?" I stood up and was about to speak, when my head hit the top bunk on the bed with a bang, and I covered my head and screamed in pain. Jia Tian'er looked at me like this, and she couldn't stand up with a smile.

I shouted, "I'm all on the head, you're still so happy, how do you look like someone else's girlfriend." Jia Tian'er laughed and hurriedly rubbed my head and said, "I'll help you rub it, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt." I said, "By the way, you said you know how to cook, when will I try your craft." Jia Tianer smiled: "Yes, you come to my house for dinner tomorrow night, just in time to meet your mother-in-law." I laughed and said, "You're not ashamed." Jia Tianer said: "I read that in the book, there are too many stories that the hero and heroine miss because they are shy and embarrassed to speak, so if you want something, you have to take the initiative to fight for it, and you will regret it if you don't say it in your heart." ”

On the way back, lying in bed after returning home, I recalled the scenes I saw at Jia Tianer's house at night, a sentence she said to me, and many clips of getting along with her before, which gave me a new understanding of Jia Tianer, and she made me understand that no matter how difficult the family situation is, as long as you are optimistic and work hard, you can become a proud little princess.

But I am constantly blaming myself in my heart, Lin Qian has just left me for a month, I promised to be someone else's boyfriend, Lin Qian is so good to me, she gave me the most precious things, but I have someone else in my heart so quickly, am I too ruthless and unrighteous.