sacrifice
As soon as these words came out, Qi Chunyu himself paused, "Jiajia, what are you talking about?" What is unique? ”
Li Jia looked at Qi Chunyu, and a sadness suddenly appeared in her heart, Li Jia looked at Qi Chunyu, "Mom, since I was a child, I have never pursued what I like. ”
"You taught me how to please others from an early age, you taught me to be patient, you taught me to laugh, you taught me to show favor to useful people."
"But all these years, we've always been trying to please others, haven't we?"
"We've never lived for ourselves, and even now that they've been kicked out, we'll always be inferior if we're in front of them, aren't we?"
Qi Chunyu looked at her daughter standing in front of her, and suddenly felt that she had grown up.
But the price of this growth is also very heavy, all her childhood, her best years, but never lived for herself.
Because they wanted the so-called status and wealth, they really sacrificed too much, and they were cautious and careful in every step they took, for fear of upsetting the man.
Even if they have successfully been with that person, they still have low self-esteem in their bones, they are afraid, they are afraid of losing everything they have now, they are afraid that everything will return to the original point.
Because now they have nothing but that person's favor.
And Xue Jiu is different from that woman, even if they leave this man, with the wealth and shares they have, it is enough for them to live without worrying about food and clothing for a lifetime.
They have enough confidence to stand up to them, and they have nothing.
Moreover, she has recently discovered something, that person seems to be infinitely fond of them, but every time in the dead of night, he will inevitably show a lonely look.
She saw him sighing slightly at the photo of Xue Jiu more than once, and there was nostalgia and regret in his eyes.
But when facing them, even if he smiled, his eyes were full of indifference.
She didn't know what the problem was, she didn't know why that person still missed the mother and daughter, she didn't understand, but she didn't dare to question him anything?
How can she ask, if she speaks, everything they have now may come to naught, in fact, it's good now, all they need is wealth and status, the so-called sincerity is just to win the favor of the higher-ups.
Those are real bubbles compared to the immediate benefits that can be seen.
The so-called human heart is unpredictable, and in this world, only the human heart is the most fragile.
Therefore, who would give up the interests they have already obtained for the sake of that fragile sincerity.
Qi Chunyu looked at Li Jia, "Do you like your current life?" ”
Li Jia looked at Qi Chunyu, "I like it, but I don't like it either." ”
The corners of Qi Chunyu's mouth hooked up a mocking smile, "Of course you have to like it, you don't like it, you go to pursue yourself, you can look at the people who pursued yourself in the small city where you stayed back then, you go and see what kind of life they lived." ”
"If you look at their lives and you still want to pursue that ethereal self, I won't stop you, you can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want."
Li Jia thought about the small city she had taken before, the dark room, the place full of those disgusting smells, and couldn't help but flash a flash of panic in her eyes.
No, she can't go back to the way she used to live, she can't be like those people, she's not like those people.
Li Jia looked at Qi Chunyu, "I'...... I don't want to go back to life like I used to have. ”
Qi Chunyu had a smile on his face, "It's good that you know it yourself, if you want to live this pampered life, you have to give up something." ”
"Because you don't have that life, you were born with a golden spoon in your mouth, and your birth is full of failures, but you have to reverse this defeat, so a certain sacrifice is necessary."
"If you look at everything you have now, isn't it worth sacrificing some of your so-called personality, your so-called self?"
Li Jia looked at Qi Chunyu, "I understand, Mom." ”
Qi Chunyu smiled, "This is a good boy for mothers, you have to remember that you must always maintain this sincerity and maintain your image forever, because these are the bargaining chips for you to turn defeat into victory." ”
"You also saw Xue Jiu, she is indeed a strong character, but in the end, you see what he got, her family fell apart, and her father didn't like her."
"It is necessary for a child to show softness, because in this way can others feel sorry for you, and with this initial distress, there can be a series of subsequent emotional development."
"If you can't even do this first step, how are you going to move on to the next thing?"
Li Jia looked at Qi Chunyu, "I understand." ”
After Shen Qingyan and his party left the shopping mall, the atmosphere behind them had been a little heavy, and Lin Ran looked at the atmosphere that was a little wrong, and couldn't help but say, "You guys...... Do you know those two guys? ”
Shen Qingyan looked at Lin Ran and smiled, "This, let's ask Xiaojiu to tell you." ”
Xue Jiu looked at Lin Ran, "The two people just now, one is my father's newly married woman, and the other is her daughter. ”
After Lin Ran listened, he was a little stunned, "Then, why do they still treat you like this?" ”
Xue Jiu smiled, "It's just for the money, the shares in my hand now are what they desperately want, so no matter what, they will look at me unpleasantly." ”
"Moreover, they don't have any chips in their hands now, and the shares in my hands now are their future chips."
After hearing this, Lin Ran said angrily, "How can there be such a person, what about your father, does your father know, doesn't he care?" ”
Hearing this, Xue Jiu sneered, "How could he care?" These two people are the people he puts on the tip of his heart, for these two people, he abandoned his wife, and even wanted to get the shares back from his own daughter, what qualifications does such a person have to be a father? ”
Hearing this, Lin Ran felt that her worldview had been refreshed, her father died when she was very young, so she has always longed for fatherly love, in her mind, the image of her father should be tall and stand up to the sky.
But today's Xue Jiu's words made her understand that not all fathers are upright.