Fortieth Sugar: Decadence
There were no lights on in the apartment, the hair of the people nestled in the sofa was drooping, and the shirts were crumpled, and there was no momentum at all in the company during the day. A bottle of wine had been rolled off his feet, and the ashtray on the coffee table was filled with ash and cigarette butts.
Zheng Yunzhi couldn't understand why she didn't say goodbye.
In fact, it's no wonder that he can't figure it out, after all, the childlike mind will be more sensitive, maybe Zheng Yunzhi didn't mean that, just because she was extraordinarily sensitive, she would think a lot of words in a few words, everything is inseparable from the harm brought to her by the original family, and there is no safety.
When the sky was bright, Zheng Yunzhi was already drunk and asleep on the sofa, and he had hardly ever been at such a loss in his life.
Although he has been in love twice in the past, the so-called love experience is not so much the woman's unilateral dedication to him, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he is a scumbag.
When satisfying physical needs, it is like a routine, and he doesn't talk about personal matters during working hours, and his handsome face is like a puppet, and he doesn't move or smile.
His first official girlfriend met while studying in Germany, and the two were classmates.
The girl's name is Jiang Su, and she is also from Yuncheng. Probably because she is a fellow countryman, Zheng Yunzhi, who is estranged from others, is not particularly cold to her. Jiang Su was a flower among the Chinese students in the school at that time, and Zheng Yunzhi was a handsome guy at the school grass level, and many people saw this as a match made in heaven.
The two seem to be together naturally, and it is more Jiang Su's initiative.
Although Jiang Su seems to be a person who is very indifferent to things, it is indeed she who took the initiative to confess to Zheng Yunzhi.
At that time, Zheng Yunzhi felt that it didn't matter and didn't refuse.
The relationship between the two has always been plain, living together naturally, and they are just roommates who want to share a room, but occasionally they share a bed.
The reason for the breakup was that Jiang Su, who seemed to be indifferent to anything, couldn't stand Zheng Yunzhi, who really didn't care, and thought about proposing to break up, at least he would keep it and change his attitude towards herself, but it turned out that she thought too much.
Jiang Su said, I didn't feel your love for me, so separate, right?
Zheng Yunzhi is as if she promised to be together, and the separation is also a "good" end.
Later, Zheng Yunzhi returned to China to inherit the family property, and Jiang Su went to Wall Street to develop, and before parting ways, Zheng Yunzhi did not say a word of retention, or even a word of liking.
The second girlfriend is also a little master, a little secretary in the secretary's office after Zheng Yunzhi just returned to Zheng's, named Chen Liu.
is different from the previous one, Zheng Yunzhi was already older when he dated Chen Liu, and he has always been a capable person, and there is such a girl who often makes mistakes in the secretary's room, which naturally attracts his attention.
Chen Liu should be the kind of green tea and white lotus that many girls don't like, but men generally can't tell the difference, and even have more desire to protect.
In a mistake by Chen Liu, when a set of plans of the planning department was scrapped, Chen Liu and the department manager went to Zheng Yunzhi's office to explain the situation. Women are good-looking, and they will cry coquettishly, but the department manager complained for half an hour and then heard Zheng Yunyi's words, forget it.
At that time, Chen Liu felt that he had hope of climbing to this boss, and he worked harder every day to squeeze into his sight.
After Zheng Yunzhi got used to it, he didn't refuse, although he didn't say to the world that this was my girlfriend, but the people on the thirty-second floor knew it.
Later, countless women who thought they were good-looking squeezed their heads and wanted to enter the secretary's room on the thirty-second floor.
After Chen Liu caught up with Zheng Yunzhi, he became the pheasant who became a phoenix as people said, and he mixed in his office every day, and he almost never touched his own work.
Zheng Yunzhi will still be impatient, just let Chen Liu be quiet in his office, but if she is noisy, he will kick her out.
After all, he doesn't really like Chen Liu.
Chen Liu is a woman from a small county town, and after catching up with Zheng Yunzhi, she began to look forward to the life of a princess, reading magazines every day Xiao thinks about all kinds of luxury goods, and under normal circumstances, she asks Zheng Yunzhi for it, and he will buy it.
Over time, Zheng Yunzhi thinks about what he is doing, solves physiological needs, and solves problems with money, which is no different from taking care of children. But he didn't want to be that.
It took a month to sort out his feelings for the other party, but he really didn't have a real heartbeat, maybe it was just the natural strong posture that made him sympathize with the weak, I have to say that Chen Liu's tears often made him protective.
After discussing it with his friends, he realized that this was just sympathy, not love.
Soon after, he proposed to Chen Liu to break up, and the conditions were as much as she wanted, as compensation. However, Chen Liu may have too narrow vision at that time, although she was greedy for money, she only asked Zheng Yunzhi for 100,000 yuan and left the Zheng family.
Later, Zheng Yunzhi stopped falling in love and devoted himself wholeheartedly to his work, except for Ye Qiuer's accident, no other woman had anything to do with him. First, he is very busy at work, and there are a lot of things to deal with that he doesn't have this mind, and secondly, the bastard things he has done in the past have made him doubt true love, and gradually he has the idea that it doesn't matter who the marriage partner is.
Until I met my childlike heart.
For the first time, my heart was pounding as if it was desperate to get out of my chest. Relatively speaking, Tong Xin is also weak, and he is not sure if he is only sympathetic to the weak this time.
In a conversation with a friend, someone asks him if he has a throbbing? Does the heart beat faster? Do you miss her when you close your eyes?
The answer, of course, is yes, and these feelings have never been felt before.
Twenty-eight-year-old Zheng Yunzhi finally understood what color true love is after meeting Childlike Heart.
Hearing the sound of the key turning, Zheng Yunzhi sat up and immediately looked at the closed door, but there was no movement.
It turned out that I heard it wrong.
The phone was already out of battery and turned off, and when I looked at the wall, it was already twelve o'clock at noon.
He plugged in his phone and went to wash, expecting that when he turned on his phone, messages from that person would flood in, but the truth was that he didn't wake up either.
Zheng Yunzhi cleaned up the living room and went to work after himself, but as soon as he entered the door, everyone in the company could feel the obvious low pressure, and the blue and black under his eyes made him look more like a judge, as if he was going to change the fate of these people at any time.
Secretary Wu Chengya followed into the office, she also came after knowing about Chen Liu, and squeezed her head to occupy a place in the secretary's room on the thirty-second floor.
"Zheng Dong, do you need coffee or black tea? Today, someone from the Xu family came and sent you a new set of tea sets. ”
Zheng Yunzhi frowned, and his tone was not good, "Let Zhang Qinxu come in." ”
"Okay Zheng Dong, what do you drink?"
Zheng Yunzhi was in a very bad mood today, and the voices of these women were very harsh, "If you want to be a waiter, I will ask Zhang Qinxu to arrange for you to go downstairs to the dining hall and go out." ”
Wu Chengya left the chairman's office tremblingly, not knowing what made Zheng Yunzhi angry, but he faintly felt that it was related to Zheng Yunzhi's feelings, and a thought popped up in his heart.