Immersed in Qiao Shan's words, Duoduo asked himself over and over again, is it really love?

"Toto?" A call came to mind at the door, and the man saw that it was Duoduo, and immediately walked in.

"You talk, I, Lele is going home, I'll pick him up." Seeing Jiang Liran, Qiao Shan hurriedly gave up her seat and made an excuse to prepare to go out.

Jiang Liran saw Qiao Shan leave and hurriedly sat down in her place.

"Hey, where are you going?" Chewing on the duck, Duoduo raised his head.

Glancing back at her, Qiao Shan explained: "Pick up your brother, I don't have any money, you pay today, remember to finish eating and don't waste it." ”

Then, ignoring that side again, Qiao Shan rushed out.

I don't have any money, every time I don't have money, I know that I cry poor in front of me, and I don't pay it every time.

Duoduo, who couldn't find a topic, muttered alone.

"It's okay, you can eat as much as you want, I'll just pay for it." Looking at Duoduo, Jiang Liran recruited a waiter.

"Who told you to pay, I'll pay for what I eat. What do we have to do with it, why do we want you to pay? "Put down the chopsticks, Duoduo is angry.

Qiao Shan, who went out, shuttled through the city alone, and Lele didn't arrive until eight o'clock in the evening.

When Qiao Shan was on a single holiday, Lele would occasionally go to the nursery, and occasionally would be picked up by Bai Feng, who came to S to buy ingredients, to the town, and then sent back by the neighbor who came to work for S on Sunday evening.

It's noon, and there's still a few hours left until the evening.

What should I do?

Watching a movie, or going shopping?

Looking at the crowded shopping mall, Qiao Shan was sprinkled with dog food, and the movie theater and shopping mall were all groups or couples.

Alone, Qiao Shan is really not used to letting people see her loneliness, so she simply chooses to go home.

When Qiao Shan returned home, she saw a man standing next to her room, just a back, and Qiao Shan knew that it was him.

Qiao Shan, who regarded the man as air, took out the key and opened the door, the man saw Qiao Shan going home, and wanted to follow him in but was blocked by Qiao Shan at the door.

"What are you doing here?" Seeing that he was carrying a fruit basket, Qiao Shan glanced at it.

"I'll take a look at Lele, that, I know my mother went to your company to make trouble, and I apologize to you by the way." Feng Han lowered his head and just met Qiao Shan's eyes.

Qiao Shan, who was snorting her mouth, said angrily: "Feng Han, are you mistaken, Lele is not your son, what are you doing to see him?" Moreover, what do you apologize for, it is not you who did wrong. ”

Looking at him, Qiao Shan actually didn't want to lose her temper.

But thinking of the ugly corners of Feng's mother's mouth, Qiao Shan didn't want to see it anymore.

She didn't want to become a vixen, let alone be pointed at, so she had to stay away from Feng Han.

And the best way to stay away from Feng Han is to make him hate himself.

"I know." In a faint word, he has always been like this.

There was silence for a long time, and both men looked at each other.

Once, they loved each other so much.

Later, after getting married, because of the trivial things of life, a little thing the size of a chicken feather can make the little couple quarrel.

Every time, Qiao Shan would only calm herself down, not bothering or reflecting, but instead Feng Han admitted her mistakes, and the two got back together.

However, this time today, it was different.

They don't have anything to do with each other, and there's no reason to apologize and get angry.

"So, you hurry up and stay away from our mother and son. Actually, I was very happy that you didn't cuckold me. However, I don't deserve it for you, you didn't wear it for me, but I wore it for you, you see Lele is more than three years old, I was pregnant before our divorce. ”

I don't know why, Qiao Shan just wants him to hate her.

Feng Han has always trusted Qiao Shan, and he felt that their child was knocked out, maybe the divorce hit Qiao Shan too hard, so it was gone.

But since Lele is three years old, then, Qiao Shan is really.

"Lele, is it really the child you had with other men before you got married?" Feng Han, who was desperate to get an answer, unconsciously clenched his hands into fists, and spit out word by word.

The whole arm was under the force, and the green tendons burst out.

"Yes!"

Lowering her head, Qiao Shan was afraid to see those eyes, and even more afraid to see his disappointment.

She longed so much for him to come back to her, and now she wanted to push him away from her.

The feeling of heartache sat in Qiao Shan's heart, and God knows how much strength she used to say that "yes", as if she had drained herself.

"Qiao Shan, look me in the eye."

Feng Han knew that once Qiao Shan lied, his eyes would float, and he didn't dare to face him.

The man has an innate deterrent, which makes Qiao Shan's heart suddenly tighten.

It's okay, you can do it, comforting herself, Qiao Shan couldn't help but clench her fists and slowly raised her head.

"I cuckolded you, Lele's father will come back in two years, I'll wait for him!"

Qiao Shan looked at him with firm eyes, hoping that he could understand what she was saying, and that he was waiting for her.

Looking at this woman, Feng Han's heart immediately became angry, and his left hand was raised unconsciously.

Qiao Shan thought that this slap was destined to be on the face, so she simply closed her eyes and waited, but she waited for a long time and did not wait for the expected result.

Looking at the long hallway, it was empty.

When I walked to the elevator entrance, it was still empty, but the door at the staircase was shaking from side to side, proving that it had just suffered a violent movement.

It turned out that because of her, he didn't like sports, but today he walked the stairs, what a ridiculous picture.

I'm sorry.

Qiao Shan apologized to Feng Han in her heart, she didn't mean it.

Forgive me, Akan, we can't go back.

Four years, not long, not short, if he is like himself in the fourth year, Qiao Shan may fall in love with him again without hesitation.

However, after so many things, she felt that they were impossible.

The parents on both sides are against each other, and everything can't go back to the beginning, no more.

Feng Han, who ran downstairs, threw the fruit basket into the trash bin with all his strength.

Sitting in the car, lying on the steering wheel, is a burst of calm.

Looking up at himself in the rearview mirror, he couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly.

Fool, what else do you say and don't care. They don't have your children at all, they belong to someone else, someone else's.

Say okay forgive the past, start over, and accept Lele, but everyone has their own family, and you deserve it alone.

Thinking about it, Feng Han got into the car and drove the car out of the community after a while.

Qiao Shan was upstairs, looked at the familiar license plate and left, and then slowly returned to the sofa.

Looking at the mirror, Qiao Shan laughed at herself, she had lived so much that she almost didn't recognize herself, and four years of divorce had passed in the blink of an eye.

Watching the time pass bit by bit, Qiao Shan, in order to distract herself, simply started housework and started cleaning once a week.

Lele returned to the Bai family, Bai's mother was the happiest one, after all, Qiao Le was raised by her, and her grandson took care of Qiao Shan's mother and son for nearly three years except for being discharged from the hospital during the confinement period.

"Lele, do you have anything you want to eat?" Looking at her little grandson, Mother Bai was happy, the little guy changed so fast.

When I was born, I looked like a monkey, fluffy, a little bit, and I was so handsome in a few years, and I was already one meter tall.

"Huh? I think about it, I'm going to eat my grandmother's fish cakes. He held his head high, revealing a drooling look.

The fish cake made by Bai Mama is a delicacy in the world, mixed with flour and fish boys, added with chopped green onions, fried, crispy and not greasy.

In the alley, holding Lele's hand, Mother Bai began to test: "Lele, after you go home, did Brother Yingjie ask you to play?" ”

It is said that adults have hearts and eyes, and they know that asking Zhang Yuze will not work, so they start with children, and sure enough.

Thinking about it, Lele was thinking about how to answer, and her mother said that she should think about it when answering adult questions in her hometown, and she couldn't say anything about Uncle Zhang.

But she didn't tell him what he couldn't tell Brother Yingjie, just don't talk about Uncle Zhang.

couldn't help but snicker, admiring his witty analysis, before slowly speaking: "Grandma, after returning home, Brother Yingjie will go to participate in the Olympiad competition, and when he goes home, Uncle Zhang will take us?" ”

Oops, it was accidentally leaked, and Lele quickly covered his little mouth.

Hearing the three words she wanted, Mother Bai became a little anxious, squatted down and asked Uncle Zhang what was wrong, but the little guy never talked about it.

In the distance, a middle-aged man was riding a bicycle and shouting: "Rock sugar gourd, sell rock sugar gourd, so sweet sugar gourd!" ”

On his back seat was a shelf of tied straw filled with all kinds of sugar gourds, both fruity and hawthorny.

Pointing to the front, Mother Bai had a plan, "Lele, look, don't you like to eat sugar gourds the most?" It's coming to sell again today, you tell grandma what's wrong with Uncle Zhang, grandma will buy it for you, okay? ”

Looking at the red and tempting sugar gourd, Lele swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva.

"No, my mother said that I can't tell my grandmother Uncle Zhang." The little guy replied firmly, and even turned his body away.

He promised his mother what he couldn't tell Uncle Zhang, and he wanted to be honest and trustworthy.

Mother Bai, who is completely out of line, is in a hurry, this little guy has inherited Qiao Shan's stubborn temper.

The sound of selling was getting closer and closer, and from time to time a few children came running in the alley to buy sugar gourds.

A child licked the sugar gourd and passed in front of Lele, running fast with one foot on the other.

"That's it, Lele, let's not talk about Uncle Zhang, let's just say why the four of you are going, okay? Then you don't mean you didn't listen to your mother. Mother Bai, who was in a hurry, hurriedly made this mistake.

Seeing that the sugar gourd is about to leave, Lele, who hasn't eaten sugar gourd for a year, misses this taste.

nodded, and then spoke: "I just went to an expensive hotel to eat a lot of delicious food, and then went to the aquarium to play." Anxious, he looked in the direction of the sugar gourd, jumped, and grabbed Mother Bai's clothes, "Grandma, sugar gourd, hurry up, you have to go." ”

Mother Bai, who was immersed in talking to herself, heard Lele's voice and quickly stopped the man passing by, "Wait, buy sugar gourd." ”

The man handed a sugar gourd to Lele, but he was still waiting for him to give it to him again, and when Bai's mother was about to pay, Lele stopped her: "Grandma, grandma, wait a minute, and my sister and brother didn't buy it?" ”

Mother Bai, who was thinking about things, realized that she had left her own grandchildren behind, and she was annoyed and confused, turned around and said to the man to buy two more, and tested Lele again, "Who else hasn't bought it?" ”

"Mom!" The little guy blurted out.

"Stinky boy, what is my mother, I and your grandfather and uncle, don't you need your aunt?" Regardless of him, he paid for four rock sugar gourds.

A few years ago, the rock sugar gourd was still a dollar, but now it costs five yuan, and the price has risen really much.